Ogata’s Koneko

A self inserting yumejoshi in love with Ogata. Made for the purpose of documenting us. Theres no one else in my thoughts but him.

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About Me and Ogata

My name is Rize, Ogata’s wife and partner in life. Hyakuchan is my one and only.

I adore and love him more than anything.

We’ve been married since 10/20/2021. (But together since 2020)

Our Toyhouse Profile ٩(^ᗜ^ )و

Also my strawpage (◡‿◡✿)

Im rarely here since im mainly on twitter or discord, but I pop in randomly to write down my ideas or post some commissions. Otherwise I’m in my own little world. IRL I’m a nurse in the post anesthesia care unit and so I like to incorporate that into my self insert . (Especially the scene where he takes the nurse hostage huehue) Along with basically all my traits. Also, I like having her drawn with silver/blue hair, basically in my image. I’m the biggest gooner degen you’ll ever meet. And I blame Ogata for it….

I have infinite scenarios and alternate universes of our relationship. Being the canon story the most detailed one. Here are my tags for the ones I’ve written about.

#gk canon #modern au #wasteland au #ainu au #ogize #random ramblings #ogicat

🖼️: your old man, azzurre

And then there’s me IRL. Hello. If you see me in the hospital and lucky enough to have me as your nurse, then you know how much of a degen I am. Also behold, a mere part of my collection. Which does not display my Ogata underwear lol

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no anon? .........okay, well then i guess i'll have to have my name on this and expose myself to the entire world. yippee

what do you MEAN you have a real life boyfriend?!

you trend setter, you fearless leader, going unapologetically into yumeship territory, being the example that we should all follow, giving us courage,

implying that it's okay to have a crazy shrine and spend your hard earned wages on commissions, as a way of coping and healing from the fact that you have difficulties finding a partner.

to be empowered instead, and turn around and say f-you to societal norms and the pressure of finding a partner and just stay in fairy tale land where you build up a huge story with fictional character

to be the reassurance to strangers on the internet who live on the other side of the world, just your existance is a comfort whenever I feel down in the dumps that I suck at relationships, that somewhere out there, rize-chan is living her best life, doing her own thing, thirsting over ogata and owning it.

and you have a real life boyfriend.

i think there's something wrong with me. O_O

Waaaaah thank you for the kind words! Reading it made my day! And I apologize in advance for my giant wall of text of a reply 🥹　

It always makes me so happy to see more people yumeshipping and it becoming more accepted compared to when I started!

I do try to keep my bf separate because my love for Ogata is truly something that gives me so much happiness. And I want to focus on him more and our life together. I feel like it sounds mean but Ogata takes the number one spot in my life and I love spending my day doing things for Ogata.

I’ve been with my bf for 13 years and he’s known about my love for anime guys. But I fell in love with Ogata in a way I never felt for anyone so it did bother him for a while. But he realized that it is what makes me happy and that he is free to make his own choices just as I am with mine. So now he accepts me and Ogata’s relationship fully o(^▽^)o

Sorry for the random lore drop haha >_< I wanted to mention it because my relationship isn’t perfect. And I’m sure my way of doing things isn’t for everyone. At the end of the day, I think people should prioritize what genuinely makes them happy, as long as they’re not hurting anyone and they’re living a life they’re proud of 💕

I have no dignity left when it comes to Ogata and I’d say it with my whole chest. Yes, I married Ogata. Yes, I spend way too much money on him. And yes, I’m a certified gooner McNugget for that man. (*´∇｀*)

I admit that I prefer to be in my mind floating with Ogata and my attraction is towards only Ogata. So I feel like I’d be single now if I wasn’t with my bf since I’m very lazy dating wise _(:3 」∠)_ Except for that one Ogata cosplayer huehuehue I’d risk it all for him pls hit me up Yamaneko and bring your Ogata cosplay

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My boyfriend got us new gaming pcs!!! And I went straight to making one of my man! I can’t decide on a picture so there’s like a new one everyday lol I even have a Goongata version where he’s all nakey ∩^ω^∩

I added the light strip so that in the video it looks like his bullets moving :3

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I forgot to post me and Ogata’s kid. Well IF we had one. The only time we would have one if it’s accidental. Otherwise we would be the type of couple who is too engrained in each other that we want each other’s attention. I do find the idea funny that Ogata would actually fight for my attention from his own son.

Ogata’s eyebrow and eye genes are too strong. But I think my genes of being a naughty kid is just as strong. Well it’s interesting seeing this play out, and how Ogata would deal with it. Though I do think he’d be a good father in a sense that it’s all action. But don’t count on him on giving any affection or love. Even then In that situation I feel like the only person he’d show any sort of affection is towards me which would surprise our son when they see it.

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Very busy this past month. Touched grass a lot that I’m mentally exhausted. Went out for afternoon tea with my love and my friends. Then I was really busy making my cosplay for anime expo. They were selling ita bags and I was able to buy a new one there to fit all the buttons! So now I have a new one. And then I got my hair done to match my Ogata ita bag and it turned out so cute so I’m happy. Relieved that this month I’ll just be recuperating with Ogata.

Also I have a new gaming pc on the way!!! I have a theme for it that I’m keeping a secret until I put it together and I’m so excited!!!

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I finally got my outfit turned into an acrylic stand to match Jogata!

I’ve been busy making my dorohedoro cosplay for anime expo and doing the most random things with Ogata. I’m a bit pooped, but at least my cosplay is almost done, anyways look at my giant Ogata plushie

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Random update. Me and Ogata have been going out more on our days off. Just kind of living life with him and forcing him to go out. Eventhough we do prefer to stay home but we’re happy making memories together. Recently we went to the museum and beach. Also trying out new restaurants.

I also commissioned someone from Japan who makes life sized felt cat dolls. Their manuals were adorable so I asked for a manul and a lynx together and he loved the idea of them snuggling so I’m very excited to see me and Ogata’s animals come to life and to add it to our room.

Also lots of new merch of us I had made. I love the hanging acrylic stand of us on the tree so much. It turned out so much more better than I could’ve ever imagined. I also have a life sized Ogata coming and a bjd as well. The life sized one looks so cursed. I’m tempted to being him to work and lay him in the OR room lol my coworkers thought it was a funny idea.

I’ve also been writing more lore for me and Ogata but it’s been mainly in my notes or I share it with whoever asks. But I am also on a yandere Ogata streak hehehe

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I love the ocean but I can’t swim well so when Ogata saw the wave crash into me he went right in. Except it wasn’t as deep as he thought it was and we ended up as soggy cats on the shore

Long time no commission post. (*´∇｀*)

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Me and Ogata’s Wedding

TikTok - Make Your Day

A few pictures from me and Ogata’s wedding on April 24. The staff was nice enough to text me photos they took themselves since the professional photos would take a month or so to be completed. I’m excited to see the ones from the ceremony but alas the one I have is of me licking my teeth because I was dehydrated af. Also here’s the video I made of the wedding that I posted on my TikTok which is from my camcorder ^-^

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Ogata Yandere AU!

Just a sketch about before the kidnapping. I think I already said that Ogata is the type of guy who would sneak into your room to watch you sleep, take some photos, and play with you.

Not worrying about you waking up, he put something on your drink before.

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Very random but I dressed up as my yume o(≧▽≦)o I was having a bit too much fun taking pictures but I want to take some nice proper ones outdoors or something

I rawdogged it like the Meiji period no makeup and contact lens so my face look a little empty. Ok there’s concealer I won’t lie.

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I finished painting Me and Ogata’s figure!

Second figure I ever 3d printed and painted. So the color is not exactly how I want it to be and I feel like I can improve it more to make it look for like it’s wet. I am planning on adding grass and rocks to make the base look more realistic along with some trees in the back that will blend with it better. But so far I’m pretty happy with how it ended up.

I had a difficult time deciding on what type of pose or situation I wanted to be turned into a figure. One of my favorites is of Ogata going out of his way to look for me after I went out to gather herbs and it began to rain. So he finds me and we hide away together in his sniper cloak under the trees. （＾∇＾）

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All the Ogata’s I found during my trip!!

I was so so so so so happy that I got Ogata on airdo. My flight there I got usami so I was like ok cool but also aww. So I kinda lost hope but then my flight back, I got Ogata that I was giggling happily and running. After the flight I asked flight attendants if I could take pics after all the passengers were out, they saw my ita bags and said of course! And that it was good I got Ogata

AND my online Japanese friend from TikTok and me accidentally bumped into each other at goryokaku!! We didn’t know we’d be there at the same time but she saw recognized me and I was so happy!! And we both even had our jotohei ita bags which made it even better!

And then she got Usami on her flight back so I was so happy for her ( ；∀；)💕

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Random but some stranger started messaging me to tell me how other Ogata yumes are coping me. Like my backstory, my outfit designs, my quirks like how I love shibari, my animal foze, even interactions with other characters etc. I’m like damn alright you kinda stalked them for me thanks I think?

As disappointing and annoying it is to be copied especially since I built this all when no one even knew what golden Kamuy was and I had to do my own research through Japanese historic archives and whatever they’re called. There’s nothing I can do. It’s not like telling them hey you copied me will do anything. At least I know deep in my own heart and maybe they do too that I built my yume story based on myself and so when I think of my yume backstory and my outfits it feels very personal to me. Like how I use of guns, how I prefer pants but I keep traditional Yukata, knowing shibari, personality as well, and I can go on and on explaining every bit and detail of how my yume is literally me. Which you just don’t get that personal feeling when you copy. And I feel like I’d constantly see the other person in my yume if I copied them. So yeah

Apparently toy house is one of the places one of the people copy me on so I’ll no longer update it

I like that I come here just to write my thoughts rather than type o it yume stuff. Don’t worry though, my comms and stories with Ogata are still growing. But I’ve actually just mainly kept it to myself or temporary posts.

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Part 1 of my first day at Hakodate for the Golden Kamuy event. Tried to speed run as much as I could before golden week is at full force! It was nice seeing all the golden Kamuy signs everywhere I went. They had a giant sign at goryokaku with pictures form the anime. I didn’t go up ont he first day but me and an online golden Kamuy friend happened to be here at the same time and we bumped into each other! It was such a coincidence. And she had her usami ita bag while I had my Ogata one.

I got to eat the Sugimoto set with the shrimp tempura and tartar sauce. I made sure not to use 2 forks. They had a shushka corner and sir knight Sugimoto.

I was going around getting the AR and stamps. And while I was on my way to see Ogata at Hakodate ropeway someone interviewed me. I love the Ogata AR so much, I’ve been taking pictures with him everywhere lol. Also on the Hakodate ropeway gondola, they play golden Kamuy music and Sugimoto talks. If it was Ogata I’d ride that thing everyday.

Also we made it just barely in time for hanami. 🌸

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Trying to speed run all the collab and gk merch before the end dates!! I was able to get into the tree village cafe for the collab. I’m glad it wasn’t so busy and it didn’t take too long to get seated!

It’s always fun to see other gk fans bring out their merch for pictures with the food!

The food is alright which is usually how collab cafes are. But the drinks and parfait were yummy! Also the Ogata standee… he’s a meal… if only I could take him home. Someone make a distraction while I run with him

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I know I’m not the most active here on tumblr anymore but since it’s where I started publicly posting me and Ogata’s relationship, I wanted it to be the first place that I announce this in.

Me and Ogata are officially getting married. We’ve actually been considering this since last year. And we’ve been planing for the past months. The only place I may have hinted it was in my twit priv. But we’ve been keeping it a secret except for close friends and family who knew.

And the ceremony will be soon. We’re excited to share pictures from that day. Possibly videos as well… so I’ll be back when I get them