#random ramblings

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mm. predicament...

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no anon? .........okay, well then i guess i'll have to have my name on this and expose myself to the entire world. yippee

what do you MEAN you have a real life boyfriend?!

you trend setter, you fearless leader, going unapologetically into yumeship territory, being the example that we should all follow, giving us courage,

implying that it's okay to have a crazy shrine and spend your hard earned wages on commissions, as a way of coping and healing from the fact that you have difficulties finding a partner.

to be empowered instead, and turn around and say f-you to societal norms and the pressure of finding a partner and just stay in fairy tale land where you build up a huge story with fictional character

to be the reassurance to strangers on the internet who live on the other side of the world, just your existance is a comfort whenever I feel down in the dumps that I suck at relationships, that somewhere out there, rize-chan is living her best life, doing her own thing, thirsting over ogata and owning it.

and you have a real life boyfriend.

i think there's something wrong with me. O_O

Waaaaah thank you for the kind words! Reading it made my day! And I apologize in advance for my giant wall of text of a reply 🥹　

It always makes me so happy to see more people yumeshipping and it becoming more accepted compared to when I started!

I do try to keep my bf separate because my love for Ogata is truly something that gives me so much happiness. And I want to focus on him more and our life together. I feel like it sounds mean but Ogata takes the number one spot in my life and I love spending my day doing things for Ogata.

I’ve been with my bf for 13 years and he’s known about my love for anime guys. But I fell in love with Ogata in a way I never felt for anyone so it did bother him for a while. But he realized that it is what makes me happy and that he is free to make his own choices just as I am with mine. So now he accepts me and Ogata’s relationship fully o(^▽^)o

Sorry for the random lore drop haha >_< I wanted to mention it because my relationship isn’t perfect. And I’m sure my way of doing things isn’t for everyone. At the end of the day, I think people should prioritize what genuinely makes them happy, as long as they’re not hurting anyone and they’re living a life they’re proud of 💕

I have no dignity left when it comes to Ogata and I’d say it with my whole chest. Yes, I married Ogata. Yes, I spend way too much money on him. And yes, I’m a certified gooner McNugget for that man. (*´∇｀*)

I admit that I prefer to be in my mind floating with Ogata and my attraction is towards only Ogata. So I feel like I’d be single now if I wasn’t with my bf since I’m very lazy dating wise _(:3 」∠)_ Except for that one Ogata cosplayer huehuehue I’d risk it all for him pls hit me up Yamaneko and bring your Ogata cosplay

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GLASSES ACQUIRED less headache now

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ow my eyes hurt where are my glasses

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sighhh husband went bed again

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having friends is so cool ^_^ i love how i post almost this exact thing every time i start dming a new mutual wow i need more friends

[brittanagirlcrush]

I have a headcanon about Lisa. Forgive me for mentioning the person whose name I won't utter but it's relevant. This is purely motivated by Vicky having more ear piercings. I think B**** wouldn't want Lisa to have any piercings other than the usual lobe piercings in her ears. So I headcanon that Lisa either got her navel piercing before she got with her and then took it out for B, only to put it back on after B was gone. OR. She had it done after B was "killed", because she couldn't say no anymore. Now that she's with Carla who has a helix piercing (thank you Ali King), she felt free to get a couple more piercings of her own because there are no repercussions, and I'm sure Carla would tell her it's sexy. Anyway that's it. That's the headcanon.

Ooooh ... I actually like that!

It honestly tracks - I can almost hear Blecky "well, Lise, I mean, it's a little tacky and...aren't you a little old for that? I mean you're a mum" ... yeah, I can totally see Blecky making her take out the navel piercing and, after she "died", Lisa putting it back in - attempting to regain some sort of control over her life. Exerting what control she *could*.

And, yeah, I can totally see Lisa saying "Carla, Would it be okay with you if I got my helix pierced?" And Carla looking at her like she's mad for asking "Lise, you don't have to ask my permission - it's your body. Do you *want* a helix piercing? Then go for it. Be bloody hypocritical of me, wouldn't it? Since I have one and all."

So, your headcanon is now my headcanon. I wonder if I can turn this into Whispers thing ... hm.

Anyway ... thanks for this ... more for me to think about :)

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