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Liza

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07.07.2023

It feels like I am unnecessary person. For everyone.

I am trying to be happy. I am trying my best. But I can’t change myself

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Hi it’s me

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18.10.2022

I hate myself

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21.03.2022

Today did all things I planned including lab, studying, training and some else. But I think the most important for me was that I finally had a talk with my friend.

Last weeks I felt like we are getting further from each other, almost no chatting or meeting. I thought he needed some space but then it looked like he don’t want to deal with me… Yesterday I decided to write him first, today we met, trained and talked… he thought about me the same way. I am happy we could figure it out, I haven’t lost a friend, and now I can write him without thinking that I am bothering person by this… I feel better.

I feel better. Really. Today was a good day 💜

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20.03.2022

Photos from this weekend. I was able to change my winter jacket to the coat, so I felt better walking around the city. Tomorrow new week starts… shit

Upd: I washed my mirror

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Я живу в отвратительном месте, учусь в другом неприятном месте, общаюсь с неприятными мне людьми, а до близких доебываюсь, кажется я уже всех раздражаю. Лучше просто испариться нахрен, я больше не могу так жить, я всем мешаю, наличие хоть какого-то мнения всячески подавляется, молчи в тряпочку…

Как мне это закончить. Все же было хорошо.

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18.03.2022

Living here still sucks. And I know I have to wash my mirror. Genshin is still the only thing that keeps me up.

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15.03.2022

I am ashamed of posting normal life photos. But I feel better when posting this here, where no one can see this. It’s my diary.

Today was normal day. I had a class, did some work for tomorrow. Ok. But still depressed. A lot.

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14.03.2022

Today was usual day. I had two classes, played genshin, had a training…

Feeling like I am getting more apathetic every day. I just don’t want… anything. Maybe tomorrow gonna be better. I wish.

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happy (late) birthday to the prettiest fish

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13.03.2022

Окей, завтра инсту окончательно закроют. У всех паника, стоят на ушах и создают телеграмм каналы, при том, что можно спокойно скачать впн и продолжить использовать инсту.

Всвязи с этой ситуацией я вспомнила о существовании тамблера, в который захожу не так часто, как хотелось бы, но я это исправлю. Больше интересного для меня контента и меньше бесячих людей в сториз 💜

Eng: Okay, tomorrow Insta will finally be closed. Everyone has panic and create and telegramm accounts, despite the fact that you can safely download vpn and continue using insta. In this situation, I remembered the existence of tumblr, which I do not go to as often as I would like, but I will fix this. More interesting content for me and less annoying people in stories 💜

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sangonomiya kokomi

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30.01.2022

Давай, натягивай свое счастливое хлебало, ты ж в этом спец, просто во, лучшая. А че еще, ты ж местный клоун, оправдывай ожидания. Мразь.

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I’ve lost my ring… my grandma gave it to me. I am bullshit… How can I lose things like this? Я просто отвратительна

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31.10.2021

«Никогда не думала, что ты вырастешь настолько бесчувственным человеком»

(с) Мама

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22.10.2021

Ну шо я могу сказать, велкам бэк. Мы снова в этой жопе.

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04.05.2021

I am so lonely. I feel so fucking lonely rn. I am sitting at home the fifth day already. I am afraid to call ask my friends out cause I feel like people are tired of me. Even my cat behaves the way if something wrong with me.

I just wanna be turned off and then turned on again when everything is ok.

I wanna cry. I am disgusting.