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@olianutherabbit
Reminder: Fuck AI
This is quick reminder to anyone that tries to follow me: I will look through your stuff as well as your likes and if I find AI generated stuff. You *will* be blocked. It is disgusting and I would rather see you draw seven hundred bad things on paper before you using an artificial intelligence to steal the thought in your head and scour the internet to commit theft from artists to generate a picture that you think you were looking for in your group.
So many people hate their own body so much and are so casually fatphobia toward themself and the thing is, when you're not, when you've healed yourself enough that you can look at yourself and say "my body is just a body that does body things" it becomes nearly impossible to be around people who openly hate their bodies. It feels like they're flinging their muck all over you, and you gotta shake yourself out so it doesn't stick. And misery really does love company. They'll talk about how fat they are and how they can't eat this or that or wear certain clothes or cut their hair short, and they want you to lament with them. And you gotta not, okay? You gotta not. You gotta walk away from that shit.
And you HAVE to pay attention to the things you say about your own body in front of other people, lest you become the person flinging your muck onto others.
If you identify as a feeder or encourager, I’m BEGGING you to operate with a realistic understanding of the human body.
There are a ton of different things I see said that make me roll my eyes, but here are a few that have stuck with me over the years:
“You should eat so much that you gain five pounds tonight”
Friend. That’s not how bodies work. The amount of weight you can actually gain in one day is different for everyone, but it’s pretty safe to use the rule of thumb: 1lb per day maximum. Weight gain is caused by consistent calorie surpluses, not so much by occasional overindulgence. If you want someone to grow, encourage them every day, not just once in a while when you’re horny.
This one isn’t a specific quote, but eating goals that are unclear or unrealistic. “Mmm, keep eating. Yup. Keep going.” Okay. To what end? “You’re going to eat three extra large pizzas” no, I’m not. “How about 5,000 calories for a light snack?” You’re out of your fucking mind. It sends such a clear message that you have no clue what you’re doing when you interact with feedees like this.
“I want you to eat so much that your belly button goes from an innie to an outie”
Nope. Not even close to a thing that happens. If it does, you probably have a hernia. Or you have some other condition that has caused fluid buildup.
“Wow, you’re almost 300lbs? You’re gonna need a scooter once you get there”
What? I’m less than 25lbs away from 300 and I walked MILES in downtown, hilly Seattle last weekend. There are literally 500lb gainers who are walking (waddling) around with relatively few troubles. Please understand that when a gain happens gradually, mobility is far less impacted than in extremely quick gains. Also, I’m six feet tall. I can seriously pass for an average build in public if I want to. Please work on understanding how weight works on people.
This isn’t to call out any specific person. It’s just so important that feedees feel seen, safe, and comfortable. Otherwise… we’re not having fun. And when you severely misestimate our capacity, mobility, or general human body operations, it’s concerning. It’s clear you don’t interact much with feedees, and it’s a huge red flag.
YES! All this!
Why am I against AI "Art" A vent
The biggest ire I have towards AI generated images is the fact that you type in an idea, scroll through a list of images and choose one that you think matches what's in your head after it was generated by thousands of other images before you. Where is this a problem? The problem is you're training a machine to steal your idea instead of working up the courage to try it yourself, or more importantly, you forgot that writing *IS* an art form. Literature, the way of the word is just as much art as it is a viable way to communicate with others around the world. An example is making a room. You can say "library with lots of books," scroll through the images and fine one you was thinking of. Or, you can embellish with the way of the written word. My sample: The door creaked open with the dust hanging in the light like tiny fairies. Like the rest of the house, this room was opulent, with thick velvet curtains that faded from their deep rose red to a dusty pink from the sun's unforgiving bleaching and time. As I stepped through I saw the books that some haven't even heard the titles for almost a century. All of this, just abandoned, left to whither, mold and rot. I couldn't help myself but explore this catacomb of literature to find out just who the old owner of this mansion was. This library may have seen better days, but compared to the rest of the house, it withstood the waltz of time astonishingly well. And that is just a small example, a small excerpt of what you can do with the power of the word. Sure you can put that through a generator and "make art" but how can you not say that isn't are already? In short: fuck AI.
Gainers and bears for some reason the second you tell them to try making real content instead of using ai
Some of y’all are so weak it’s embarrassing. I’d rather be an unpopular gainer cause of my anti-ai views than succumb to making shitty ai content, but that’s just me I guess.
Anyway, support real gainers and bears with creative integrity.
Literally this! I would much rather free hand a bad sketch than deal with ai. At least with the bad sketch, it shows I have a love for what I am doing and not just wanting the instant gratification like it's some small dopamine hit.
This is what I like to look like. Now to get fatter!
Hate it if you want, but this sexy beast loves being a fat man!
The Teddy Bear Experiment, (a view into my mental health)
TRIGGER WARNING: METNAL HEALTH, BODY IMAGE, EATING DISORDERS I want you to imagine a toy. Take this toy and make it as tailored to you as possible. This teddy bear, this toy? Is not yours. Oh, you want it and you know it's perfect for you, but you can't just have it like everyone else.
No, you have to quietly watch on for years as you see people with this toy, constantly complaining about it, but every "flaw" they see makes it perfect for you. One eye kind of crooked, the fur not the right color for the person holding it, Name it, and it makes you yearn for it more. Rather, society celebrates when someone destroys the toy. You don't understand why, because the toy looks fun for you.
Finally, one day, you come up with a plan and try to start making the toy your own, after seeing one person FINALLY be of neutral opinion on their toy. They don't hate it, but they acknowledge it's there. And that muse is enough for you to try and make your toy real. Years you toil on it, every thread you sew through the fabric, every time you see it coming together, you know it's a labor of love. All the while, people don't see how happy you are, how much you struggle and are constantly embattled making this toy a reality. Until finally your toy is done, nearly perfect, as you always imagined. You hold it proudly, you are elated over the toy's completion!
No one seems to be there to celebrate with you. They quietly see you carrying the bear around, not knowing you worked so hard to make it. Many with a quiet scorn in their eyes. Then, one day, you trip. The bear tumbles from your arms as you see it fall, the threads become unwravled in what feels like eons, but is mere seconds. Your friends and even your family, celebrates your teddy bear's lost. "You never needed that musty old bear. You can get a better toy." "How did you destroy it? You made it looked so easy!" "Congrats on getting rid of the horrid bear. you must feel great!" Outside, you have to play along in thier Masquarade, but you spent so long on making that toy a reality, that toy was YOURS for only a split second before, you fell.
This experiment, is me. This experiment is what I've been through when it comes to body image, fat, and anorexia. Replace toy, Bear, Teddy, with fat, and it's literally my life. What some would argue seems small and insignificant. It hurts so much trying to support other people. I want to be happy for them, I want to support their endeavor. Yet, all the time, I can't escape it. Twitter, Youtube, Movies, Twitch, Instagram, Television, Radio, TikTok, Not even BOOK STORES are fully safe with entire sections and magazine racks dedicated to weight loss. No matter WHERE I go, I feel so isolated and alone as I am bombarded by people "wanting to lose weight," "I need to get in shape." It took me almost 20 years to get to 287 pounds. In five months I lost over a hundred pounds from 287 down to 178. "You're in such amazing shape, how do you do it?" How do you explain to someone that the thing the find herculean literally happens from depression? From a loss of will to exist? Of wanting to disappear? I don't expect any answers, I just needed to release over 20 years of hidden emotion in one major burst.
Self reblog because I saw some guys on another site and figured some of y'all need the reminder.
and for reference, I had multiple ex-boyfriends in the past who I would constantly tell them that they were pretty, handsome, beautiful and all they would say when I was thin and conventionally attractive was "Oh, how can you love me? I'm fat!" So no, I'm not a safe space for self loathing fat men.
Day 7- Owl Swashbuckler
I am looking so round and need to get rounder.
Last weigh in was 315
A rant about fatphobic people attacking the gainer community.
This is based on something I saw on another app. Some guy tried to virtue signal and claimed gaining was a "new trend" and he knew "a friend" that gained 180 pounds in a year drinking 2 gallons of milk and throwing away his health. .... I have yet to let this go because there's so many things in this person's story that just do not add up so I need to talk about some of it here coming from someone that has been in the gaining community for over 20 years. CLAIM 1) Gaining is a new trend. This couldn't be farther from the truth. some of the earliest *known* publications of gainer things have been around since at least the early to mid 1990's. Gaining has made a culture *ONLINE* because it's easier to find individuals in the online space that mutually agree that having access adipose tissue along the body is appealing. whether that be for sexual gratification or just better self image are both valid arguments. CLAIM 2) "I know a guy who gained 180 pounds in a year." Let's unpack with the first aspect: almost 200 pounds in a single year?! I'm calling out that nonsense personally as I have hit weight gain plateaus, lost weight, regained weight, got sick so many times. I lost 108 pounds in 2021 in six months because of a mental health crisis going from 286 to 178. It took me almost three years to get back to 280, and only within the past few months did I break 300. So for this guy to gain weight, constantly, without losing a SINGLE pound or hitting a plateau nor muscle atrophy reads less like reality and more like a badly written fantasy of gaining. Furthermore we are, say it with me, A *COMMUNITY!* There is NO WAY someone would gain nearly 200 pounds in a single year and not a single one of us not share nor talk about it. Give a name. We would have a name, screennames, where is can be found across *MULTIPLE* media platforms. 3) "gainers don't care about their health and do it for a fetish." .... No. Just no. Gainers are not *EXCLUSIVELY* about gaining for the sake of fetish, we also do it to have better self image of ourselves. Coming from personal experience in that camp; I am I gainer not only because I find fat sexy, but because I felt inauthentic and fake in a thinner body. I feel more like myself weighing 315 pounds than I ever did at a "normal" or "healthy" weight. There are those in our community that identify as gainers that are building muscle, or doing activities to help deviate from the potential risks the weight will bring. Additionally, why is health always brought up ONLY when it's fat? That is a stigma that needs to be busted. 4) "You're just fetishizing fat people." So... when you drool over Hugh Jackman shirtless when he plays wolverine, that's not objectifying and fetishizing muscle? When you slowly look over the underwear models or mens fitness magazine model covers that's not you flexing a fetish for the man's physique? It's only a fetish when I look at a guy and I find him hot because he's chubby. A pot should never call the kettle black when you come from the same iron. In this case, Irony. 5) "You'll never understand what it's like to be considered ugly in society because you chose to be fat!" .... I want you to say that slower. I... became fat on purpose..... so I don't know how society treats fat people. ... Aside from that argument and statement being quite wild and off leash, when I was at a normal and healthy weight and dated chubby men, you want to know what I got? "I don't know why you find me pretty, because look at me, I'm FAT!" Many of you are so self loathing because of society that when someone GENUINELY comes forth to you and professes attraction, you flat out deny their existence or want to claim their love is either out of pity or setting you up for a fall. This list could keep going on, but at that point I would have to have people come and ask questions at that point to answer them in blog style posts. I needed to get this out of my system, thank you for reading this far and coming to the seminar.
I think I need to eat more. I’m fat, but I need to get enormous!
This is my weight gain sigil I created. Reblogs/likes will charge it. The more reblogs this gets, hopefully the more weight everyone who reblogs it will gain!
Spread the word. :3
Every time you like or reblog this the other folks who have interacted with it before you get the urge to eat a snack.
PSA for fatties who are dealing with non alcoholic fatty liver disease (NAFLD). There is a prescription drug called Actos (generic is pioglitazone) that removes unhealthy visceral fat from your liver and converts it into healthy subcutaneous fat. It can also lower your blood sugar and make it easier to gain more weight. Especially in your thighs and butt if that is something you are interested in.
Like any drug it comes with side effects and risks of its own that may not be appropriate for your particular situation. You should discuss this with your doctor.
Personally I had to ask for it and my doctor really didn’t want to give it to me because of the weight gain side effect. But after a year of taking it every day my fatty liver was completely cured and my liver enzymes have been normal ever since after having been extremely high. My doctor was surprised at how well it worked and has begrudgingly admitted that he can’t really take me off of it even though he wants me to stop getting fatter because if he does my fatty liver will come back.
Before starting Actos my doctors all told me there was no treatment for fatty liver besides exercise and weight loss. This is not true. Your doctor may not know about this drug or may require some convincing to let you try it. It may not be available outside of the United States. But at least in my experience it really helped improve my health significantly. And helped me achieve some weight gain goals. I’ve been on it for 4 years now with zero problems.
