Submission Diary (#06)
Did you miss “Submission Diary (#01)”? Click here: https://onyourkneescunt.tumblr.com/post/625013619680329728/submission-diary-01 (<- This is where it all starts...)
Did you miss “Submission Diary (#04)”? Click here: https://onyourkneescunt.tumblr.com/post/626764590863286272/submission-diary-05 (<- This is the most previous posting)
The following stories and opinions are factual, not fantasy.
First of all, I have to apologize, as it’s been a fucking long time since my last entry. I absolutely couldn’t find the time to sit down and write a new entry. So, this one will be rather long, but also quite arousing, I think.
In the meantime, @my-sirs-little-whore was with me almost all the time. She almost lived with me. She proved that she is a worthy girl, doing a lot of housework, cooking almost every day, cleaning, and doing her chores. Sexually, she is always available and almost always in the mood to do nasty stuff. Unfortunately, I had so much work to do that I often wasn’t in the mood for anything else than just falling asleep ... :( When we had sex, she showed me her worth by not only doing what is expected of her, like long blowjobs, facefucking, asslicking, swallowing, taking facials etc., but also by begging me to, for example, fuck her in the ass when she was on her period. She also shows her submission with tiny things like asking me what she may wear when we go out. She is developing, becoming more and more submissive and obedient willingly doing things she would have never done 3 years ago (see Diary #01 to understand this remark) . To a certain extent, she is willing to degrade herself for me, and willing to let herself be humiliated by me. As I know her boundaries, I usually only let her do things I know she is willing and able to do, while slowly challenging her to go a tiny bit further from time to time. So far, as she knows she can trust me and rely on me, she has always been willing to do what I wanted her to do, showing her will to obey me.
Last time, I promised to tell you about a little degrading sex thing we did “recently”. Well, as so many weeks have passed, “recently” is not really the appropriate term anymore, as it happened in August, but anyway, here is the story:
There is a huge park in our city, and we took a walk there. I took her into the woods, with the street and other people being only like 80 metres away. I commanded her to strip naked. She only hesitated for a moment, but then obeyed. She got completely naked, she only left her heels on. I fingered her until she came twice. Then I commanded her to get on her knees. She sucked my cock and licked my balls for a good couple of minutes, while we could see and hear other people walking by just mere metres away, having no idea what was happening right next to them. Then, she stood up, turned around, bent over, got fucked from behind, and finally got on her knees again and received her first public facial ever. Being a good girl, she left her mouth open while I came on her face, so some of my cum also landed in her mouth. She swallowed it, and stayed on her knees, not moving, while I got some tissues out and cleaned my cock., looking down at her and watching my cum slowly drip off her face. Only when I was done cleaning myself, I allowed her to clean her face and get dressed again.
I was SO proud of her!! And as a matter of fact (and I told her that already), the more she submits, the more she obeys, the more I fall in love with her. The further I humiliate her, the more addicted I get about her. She is the perfect example of a girl submitting to a Man and the Patriarchy, dropping to her knees, showing her obedience and submission, getting humiliated as she deserves for her inferior gender, and living the happiest life any girl could ever imagine. A life that no worthless feminist could ever imagine. A life in which she knows that her Owner is there for her at all times, always listens to her, always gives her advice when she needs it, and always protects her. All she has to do in return is submit to Him and serve Him. My girl, being naturally submissive and being an anti-feminist, seems to have understood all of these things (despite maybe the general inferiority of girls against Men).
She really serves me very well sexually and non-sexually. I am very proud of her at the moment!
We will soon be back with more stories about our life together, probably a bit shorter than recently.
