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leave on the light for me

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valerie⋆˚࿔ 9teen. djo's girlie. concert gooer. rolemodel enthusiast. late nights. deer. music n book lover. dumb n poetic. tpwk! digi cam. envying the leaves. love cant break the spell. without u, what am i?

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Hey val, so 1st of all I am SO sorry for bothering u will all my drama, js I need to tell SOMEONE other than my mum 🥲 also, these girls were my BEST FRIENDS btw

So basically, I was staying over my friend Ms house for a sleepover and my friend D was there too, and after a while we decided to go out to the park at like 9 o'clock cuz it was still light out. And at the park, we saw a guy with a KNIFE, and I got scared and was asking my friends to go home MULTIPLE TIMES CUZ I DIDNT WANT TO GET STABBED, amd they're 1st thought was to go on the swing 1 more time 🥲

Eventually we got home (after stopping for 5 minutes to play on ANOTHER swing whilst i was begging to go back to Ms house), but they were taking the piss out of me for being scared to the point were i cried and called my mum. D was laughing at me crying 🥲🥲

BUT IT GETS BETTER

A while ago, M and D HATED each other and would shit talk abt eacnother to me, and to not make any drama, I would js agree and add stuff that annoyed me abt the other to the conversation, and I feel horrible abt talking bad so when they made up I obviously apologised. But D had told M everything I've EVER SAID abt M once i left (stuff I've apologised for MONTHS AGO) and M and D fucking hate me and I lowk have no mates 🥲🔫

So they were getting pressed abt me shit talking whilst shit talking me, and obviously ik its horrible to talk bad abt friends, but I only did it not make more drama amd I SAID SORRY A BILLION TIMES 😭

I've been sobbing to my mum for an hour, I literally js lost my best friends 🥲

1st of all ,, ur never a bother to me !!

and ur totally valid for being scared n wanting to go back to m’s house i mean i guy with a knife ????? hello ????

to be completely honest they just don’t seem like good friends.

it’s a difficult situation to be in when two of ur friends don’t like eachother so i totally get sometimes j being caught up in it all n agreeing with whatever is being said at the time ,, and they should understand that too!!!!!

plus the main thing is you apologised + owned up. that’s literally alls you can do , and it just shows ur the bigger person who was willing to try n sort things out

the fact they r brought it back up after u left instead of talking about what may have hurt whos feelings in person is so very petty and completely the wrong way to do things

i think what should’ve gone down is a proper talk between u all if they felt there was still something wrong

but yea they need to understand they were the ones talking shit n doing whatever about eachother first , it’s not like you started anything or said things to try n stir stuff up

im so very sorry ur going through this !!! i know u probably don’t want me telling u ohhh dont worry you’ll meet new people n everything will be okay or ohh just give it a sec n hopefully they will come to their senses but seriously yes ! yes !

in like highschool me n my best friend had a big falling out and it was horrible to be honest ,, but it did get better. i think loosing her as a friend made me realise she wasn’t a great friend at all !! and me being all lonely without her only forced me to socialise n i ended up meeting my girlssss who r literally my soulmates

basically everything will work out in some way or another. whether that be them realllyyy doing their thing n making it up to u or u meeting completely new amazing people

but i am always always here n only a message away !!! im ur new best friend !!!! love u sm 💗

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keys sent you a online kissy cause he’s stuck in the office 💋💋

ugh amazing

can’t wait for him to come home 💗

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Are you a swiftie ????

i love so many of her songs n i definitely go in between fazes of being obsessed but idk if im dedicated enough to call myself a swiftie

like folklore is my shittt dont even n growing up 1989 was like themesongs of my life

n yea in general good few of her songs r in my rotation byt yes

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speaking of i’m on a night shift tn and that is my usual writing time so depending on how i feel when i get home is whether or not you’ll get a fic later oopsa

well i say night not really just evening i start soon (3) n finish at 11:30

🐜🐜🐜

ants be like

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How doth one acquire a date in the modern era ? Asking for a friend...

god idk i’ve been in a dry spell for months this was rare

but it was so random we were both waiting for the same train n he just started talking to me n i was like ouuu okay then he just sat next to me on it lol

it was that like awkward first convo tho like heyy hi im val yeah just going home ha yeah just had work it was okay thanks yeah great

then he asked for my number and i was like hey why not and here we are

maybe try a dating app honestly they seem fun i have yet to indulge

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Val, fav song from liv's album ??

ooo idk yet

it may be out of - maggots for brains , less , begged , cigarette smoke , the cure , what’s wrong with me

but yes tbh the whole album is just on repeat

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this is why i am the way i am btw

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got phoebe tickets !!!!

.. idk if i should feel excitement or impending doom bc i fear i won’t survive that night

@bbrightestsstarr did u get them too r we gonna have a meet n greet again 😝🤞

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come here for your daily kissy missy 💋💋

💋💗💋

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Val, how was your date ??

it was gooood i suppose , the food was lowk the best part

no hate to him he didn’t do anything wrong but idk if our personalities r gonna work together

i’m not sure if he was just not letting me in too much bc it was a first date but he just seemed dull ..? is that rude idk

there’s talk about a second date and since he was genuinely nice i may go to see if i feel a lil something more

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Hey Val,

I'm gonna be starting masters soon hopefully, but I'm just really worried about falling behind with so many people constantly using AI, and I was just wondering how uni was for you coz u graduated recently during an era where AI was used more than when I graduated lol

i just finished college !!! i’m going into uni this year :)

usually it would be only 2 years of college but i did an extended course / diploma thing so i was there for 3 ( 1 year of health, one year of social + 1 year of just psych )

but i mean in general it’s been weird to see the rise of it and the fact so many people r obviously using it. it felt like i was behind bc obviously i was completing things slower than ppl using ai, but i just tried to pace myself and not let myself feel too bad about it

i just started assignemnts the minute i got them no matter how long away they were due n tried hard to stay on top of them which helped a lot

i think that’s what you mean about feeling behind anyway ??? u can lmk if i misinterpreted what u meant im happy to talk about my experience lol

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very important question, which is better the north or the south (of the uk)?

personally, as a northerner i must say north 🫡.

oooo i don’t know

i’m in the west midlands lol so like right in the middle

i think i’ve been to the north parts more but i do love like cornwall n some parts of london

maybe north ???? IDK

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hiya val,

loved the latest fic !! I absolutely adore the way u write and explore the nuances of human connection, it's just so gentle and reverent...

especially as a psych major, it makes me so happy to read your fics coz those depict the different iterations of human behaviour so wonderfully that it feels like a character study in and out of itself

have a wonderful day babes <3

~ 💚

omg this means sm to me i love u

so glad u feel that way about my work !!!!

my studies of psych r coming into cluch i see ahha

hope u have the best day too 💗💗

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hey bub!! sorry i went totally mia for the past week, remember i told you i was going on a trip after i quit my job? well it's over 😭 but i'm back heh

disc. i'm no longer into kpop but i'm still into 2 groups maybe for life and one of them is Monsta X so the universe finally gave me the opportunity to see them for the first time ever in Mexico City which i'm still spiraling about alongside my sister cause she's also into them and seriously not one of us can stfu about that day

anyway, i have a lot to catch up on :,) i'm so excited to read high hopes 3000 (the song’s amazing!!) and the cure, how u been love

yayyyyy hiii bby !!!

so glad ur trip went well !! and that’s so cool u got the opportunity to see them that sounds amazing

and ugh yesss i love high hopes ( the song not my fic haha )

i’ve been good !!! more settled into my new job now and tbh lol idek if i like it but it pays bills sooo

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how the fuck are you so fast with that title (i ask in admiration)

this question kinda confused me idk if it’s bc i just woke up

i assume u mean i had a title that was to do w liv’s album like right as it was coming out ??

if soooo she said that line in an interview a few days ago !! and i just really liked it so i wrote it in my notes hahaha then from that i was like oooo perfect fic

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shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist n show the first 10 songs !!!

- thanku for the tag @djosfool !!!! ly

fool - bay ledgers

someday we will dream about today - the sways

i saw your face - malcolm todd

a little more time - rolemodel

saviour complex - phoebe bridgers

cherry - harry styles

frances - rolemodel

the 1 - taylor swift

roddy - djo

love can’t break the spell - djo

npt !!!! - @riddlersoupwrites @moonstoneandmoonlight @tellcherhesgone @storietilman