Even though I am so over and done with you.. I just can’t help but feel like our love was just.. artificial.
I know there were times when we both knew we loved each other. But those times only took place in the beginning.. Then things just changed between us. And then the remainder of our relationship just ended up being us trying to regain those past feelings.
I loved you so much and even though a part of me knows you felt the same the other half of me just can’t forget the nights you left me to cry on my own. To have you just neglect me when I needed you the most.. I don’t think that I could ever forgive you for that.
And then after months and months of us not talking to each other.. you actually had the nerve to come and talk to me and asking me to be friends with you? Because YOU still NEEDED me? Really? I mean.. how could you..
I know that you’re not a bad person. I’ve never once ever seen you as a bad person. And I know that through your eyes I may seem like a bitch by rejecting your request for friendship. But honestly, I’d like to keep it that way. I want you to be happy and I feel like that’s never going to happen unless you view me in the most negative way as possible. We’re just better off without each other.. You don’t even need me as a friend. I mean.. we lived with out each other once.. what’s there to say that we can’t do it again?
We just need to move on.