Make me happy

Happiness, Loneliness and Me.

[mypsychology]

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[options-back]

Ang lungkot ng mga bagay na sinira na ng pagkakataon at di mo na kailan pa man maibabalik sa dati. Iisipin mong sayang naman pero wala ka nang magagawa kasi sira na, may lamat na. Sana di nalang nasira ng tuluyan, sana yung sira lang na pwede pang isalba, para ngayon, pwede pa.

[ninthsea]

You opened your eyes. It’s afternoon and you remembered a piece of her again. Her bare hands were warm even in December, and until now, you don’t understand how. You swung your feet to the floor and ruffled your hair. You think, why am I thinking of her again?

You stood from your bed and walked towards the kitchen. You grabbed a mug and started making coffee. She was not a fan of coffee, you remembered, but how beautiful she was when she enjoyed the coffee’s scent. While you stirred the murky colors of milk and black, you remembered the soft caresses of her fingernails on the in-betweens of your thumb. Warm, you thought, warm as home. That was her.

You drink from the coffee, trying to fill your empty stomach. Or was it me that was empty? you think. You nod and agreed.

You didn’t realize she became so important to you, not even when you lost her. But when you did, when she left, you felt that there was something missing. It was as if you lost your other lung or your heart or something that was vital.

You think, “Ah, it was she who was missing from me.” And it was too late.

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[thelovewhisperer]

I think one of the worst feelings in the world, right behind heart break, is that disgustingly empty feeling you get, right after you spill your heart out and lay all your cards on the table. Right after you get the courage to say everything you have been feeling and be completely and recklessly honest. Its that feeling you get right after you risk everything, and he just walks away. Because then you realize that you just lost. You lost everything you didn’t even know you had when you said “What do I have to lose?

Quotes from The Love Whisperer Blog (via thelovewhisperer)

[thelovewhisperer]

There it goes again. That heavy feeling in your chest when you don’t feel any desire to speak or move. All you want to do is close your eyes and sleep, because the process of being broken is incredibly exhausting. You attempt your best to make your days fulfilling, but no matter how hard you try you can’t seem to connect to anyone or anything.

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[amargedom]

“So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I’m still trying to figure out how that could be.”

Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via amargedom)

[thesecretletter]

What happened to us? What happened to us talking? What happened to honesty? What happened to caring? What happened to being true? What happened to you?

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[thesecretletter]

I can finally say that I am over you. It took 6 long months of heartbreak and wondering. But I did it. I sent you one last text saying everything that I wanted to say. All the hurt that I held in for those 6 months. I sent it, and breathed a sigh of relief. I’m never going to hear from you again, and I’m finally okay with that.

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[thesecretletter]

So you came to my life when everyone else left, and you said what I wanted to hear. And you used me, you used me so bad. You made me the worst of myself I’ve ever been. And you did it on purpose and deliberately, during all this time you were aware of who am I and still used me. And although it was painful, now I know. So thank you for that lesson, but go screw yourself. You made me crave touch while hating being touched.

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[psychquotesss]

I go through phases. Some days I feel like the person I’m supposed to be, and then some days I turn into no one at all. There is both me and my silhouette. I hope that on the days you find me and all I am are darkened lines, you still are willing to be near me.

Mary Kate Teske (via psych-facts)

[thesecretletter]

I decided to stop lying to myself, saying I don’t miss you. I do. I miss you terribly, how could I not? We were too intense, too meaningful. And I know you miss me, too. It’s been hard for both of us, and I will never understand what went wrong between us, but I’ve also stopped trying to. We hadn’t talked in months, but two weeks ago you waited for me and asked if we could talk and even though you hate crying in front of people, you cried in front of me for the third time. You told me you couldn’t bear the distance between us any longer, and I didn’t know what to say. It took me two weeks to finally discover. I observed you from afar today, and noticed you kept looking to the other side of the street, hoping you’d get to see me. We talked, and you showed me you still have all the mushy texts I’ve ever written about you. I guess we were too important to just drift apart like that, but I’m afraid of what might come next. You hurt me too much, and even though I’ve forgiven you, I cannot forget. Despite of it all, we decided to get back in touch, and it felt just like before, like nothing had happened. Your hair still has the same smell, our hands still fit perfectly together, love still exists in our eyes.

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[thesecretletter]

Everyday I get a little bit better without you. Yeah I miss you. Yeah I was dedicated to us. But you didn’t have the same drives as me. But you didn’t feel the same. And that’s okay. I’m gonna grow and be great regardless. I wish you the best, love.

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[thelovewhisperer]

Sometimes you have something you need to say, but you can’t, because the words won’t come out, or you get scared and feel stupid. So if you could write a song and sing it, then you could say what you need to say, and it would be beautiful, and people would listen, and you wouldn’t make a complete idiot out of yourself. But all of us can’t be songwriters, so some of us will never be able to say what we’re thinking, or what we want other people to know we’re thinking. So we’ll never be able to get the chance to make things right again.

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[thesecretletter]

You changed. I changed too. I can feel the distance between us becoming bigger and bigger each day. You don’t want to spend your time with me anymore. You don’t need me. I’m very sad about this but I don’t feel like trying to make it work anymore. I’ve been trying for too long already.

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