Rediscovering a band from your youth
Rediscovering bands you used to love in your youth is like meeting an old ex boyfriend you used to be in love with years ago. All the memories come back at a stroke. You remember all the special moments you two shared together. And in case of a band you loved years ago, you remember sitting in your room listening to one song all over again.
When I was 14 I had one video cassette I was watching all over again. It was a concert gig from a Finnish band that became my favorite band for a period of time in my life. This band was called The Rasmus.
I loved them so much. I bought every album they released until 2004. But their record “Dead Letters” which was released in 2003 was one of my all time favourites during this time. I listened to it on repeat and couldn’t stop. Of course I knew all the lyrics by heart and I tried to find all information about each band member. I remember there was a German forum on the internet where I read the first fan fiction of all fan fictions I’ve ever read.
It all started with a German TV show where The Rasmus played their famous song “In The Shadows” - it was in the spring of 2004. I think no one in Europe could get away from this song at that time. It was on heavy rotation on several radio stations.
I fell in love with them very quickly. For at least one year there wasn’t any other band that I liked so much. I loved this emo, melancholically, alternative rock. I think many Finnish bands had this melancholy, these dark lyrics and this gothic attitude in their music – speaking of HIM here.
Now, 13 years later, I rediscovered The Rasmus by accident. I think I was just checking out some music news and found an interview about the release of their new album “Dark Matters”. I was surprised! I didn’t listen to their music for years and didn’t really follow their career after their big international success in 2004. Honestly, I didn’t even focus that much on the following album “Hide From The Sun” (2005) anymore. I think at this age you discover new bands almost every month so I’ve already found a new band that I fell in love with.
But when I read about their new album this year and a following short tour, I felt it again. This special feeling I had when I listened to them as a teenager. I mean, this band meant SO MUCH to me – and yes of course I was in love with singer Lauri, haha. There was something mysterious about him. Not only because he was wearing feathers in his hair. And today I think he’s still an attractive guy and if you ask me he looks a bit like actor Aaron Paul now!
So I started watching interviews they did to promote their new album. And the way Youtube works….it led me to videos and interviews from 2003 and 2004. I watched their appearance in German TV shows – the time when MTV was still broadcasting music videos and inviting guests into their studio. And after watching a few videos I realized how different it was to be a fan at that time.
Like I already told you, I had this video cassette with this gig and I think some day it got blurred because I watched it too often. Nowadays we can search for a certain gig on Youtube and don’t need to record a concert on a video cassette late at night.
I got all the information about the band from a fan forum on the internet – but since we had very slow internet connection and it wasn’t unlimited we had to pay for every minute we used the internet. So you can guess I wasn’t allowed to be in the internet the whole day. Only thirty minutes a day. Okay sometimes I used it secretly one hour or even more, haha.
Today we don’t care about something like that. We only google a band or a singer, read the article on Wikipedia and know the important facts. When I was 14 I had to buy all these stupid teenage magazines with articles about my favorite band or musician. Do teenagers today still buy something like that?
So I was surprised how different the consumption of music was at that time. And of course I felt old when thinking about that. But watching all these interviews and reading some comments on a fan forum from 13 years ago was much fun. It brought me back to the time when this band was my whole life – at least for my 14 year old self it felt like that.
Of course “Dead Letters” was their most successful record and they never gained more success after that. But they kept making music and released albums. Their current album is their ninth album. They were quite successful in Finland before they became famous all over the world. So they were also much known in their home country and lived a life in the public eye.
Over the years the band members got older. Singer Lauri Ylönen moved to Los Angeles in 2014 while bass player Eero is now living in Australia. Their guitarist Pauli used to live in Singapore for a while. I think it isn’t easy to keep making music when all the members are spread all over the world. Also, they all tried new things and looked for other projects beside the band. Bass player Eero is making movies (he also made a music video for The Rasmus) and singer Lauri is designing homes and has an architecture brand. And of course at least some of them are parents now. Lauri told in an interview how being a father also changed his life and the band.
While I was rediscovering the band I also started listening to the very old records from the 1990s. It’s funny because at that time they were doing rock and funk songs and weren’t dark or melancholy in any way. It was very danceable. But this dark rock music caused them the international success. With their new album they came back to this emotional rock music with influences of electronic and pop music – there are also some references of dubstep on the album – which I don’t like.
But I still think that singer Lauri has a voice with a recall value. Lyrically the songs seem very personal and kind of autobiographical. Lauri tells in an interview that he got divorced last year after 12 years and this was one of the topics for new songs. Also it’s about living at a new place and starting all over again.
For me it was interesting to see how the band is doing now. And I think they’re doing well. Although their new music isn’t my favorite yet, I still like this band, I love their old songs and I’m happy to see that they’re still on the road. They will come to my hometown next year and I will go there. Maybe it’s 14 years too late that I’m going to see this band for the first time – but it’s never too late, isn’t it?
So if you’ve ever had a band like this, a band that accompanied you during a certain period of time (maybe during your youth) then you should go back and listen to their music again – if you didn’t do it yet. It’s a great experience and it brings you all the great memories back you had when you were listening to them.









