Random

[babydollnextdoor]

I feel homesick for my old body

[originalwolfsong]

Struggling with an eating disorder feels lonely. Even though I have a treatment team. It’s hard when it’s such a secretive illness though.

[01-heaven]

listen to the music..

[originalwolfsong]

I need to fully be in recovery. I have so much trauma from my eating disorder and treatment, I can’t go back. I’m scared and this is hard. I hate eating disorders. All they do is ruin lives. I’ve struggled for 15 years in and out of recovery, I don’t want to be struggling for the rest of my life. I remember being in treatment a few times ago with someone in their 70’s. That could be me one day. Would I make it that long though? Or maybe I could be recovered, traveling with my husband, spending time with family, eating cake for my birthday with no guilt.

[kristo-flowers]

Blossom time