Their escapade was never meant to last longer than thirty minutes. An introduction shared between two lone figures should have sparked a quick fuck that would only fill the pages of another pleasure with strangers. Theodora never meant to drag the ink between pages to mark over the regular. The night was not intended to be of bent spines hollowing into the film of a duality that stars a pair with addictive natures. Often, during the late hours, they ponder over the thought of how life would have been if they never confronted with the man. Their solitaire would have been handled with countless affairs of unnamed individuals. The nights would be conquered by the cold breeze of a beating organ knocking the humanity of their chest. Perhaps, if they have not met that night, they would have met at another date. Is that not what fate defines?
Theodora Moreau was drunk on Orpheus Ahulani.Â
They can pray to the many stars scattered about the night sky, but they could never rid the feeling of want when it came to Orpheus. Through all the fights, the pain, and the irritation; they could not wash out the taste of his name off their tongue. Their hands felt his figure with every touch, and their thoughts were only guided by his behavior. Itâs a phenomenon they would have never called for in the future, for they believed they would be lonely for all eternity. It was as if God noticed the feral childâs shivering body those various encounters before at the Cathedral. He heard their cry, and He gave them a forever. He no longer wanted to see them in pain due to loss. Their permanent stay came in the form of the man who whispers taunts in their ear during the night.
 Face bare clean, all accessories off, they remained still in posture when his voice rang in their spacious bedroom. He did not need a reason to visit them. It was a sad truth. Even in the midst of a toxic feud, the two only return hours later to reconcile, slipping back into the formality of proper care. Rough hands and bruised lips are begged to stay away, but once those hands venture on their curves and lips warm their skin, they are cradled back into the divinity they conquered. The queen of soft touches cannot live long without their king of rough edges. So, in all, they did not need a reason, but Theodora would never mutter the truth.
Feline hues averted over to outline the frame of his against the dip of the sun. A pout pressed over their nude lips as a strand of their hair fell over. Fingers were quick to collect the strand behind their ear before words fiddled out, âYou should respect my wishes. When I ask for you to not visit, I expect to not see you.â Their words are all meaning one thing, but, in reality, they are nothing but pleased that Orpheus sneaked in. Once again, that is not something they will confess.
With his lips on the curve of their neck fading in just as quick as they faded out, their attention ducked low to avoid the visage of the two so close. His fingers were intermixed within the silk strands of their hair, and they pushed their chest out as a breath was gathered within. Theodora hated the affect he had on them. Refusing to remain in a trance, they rose from the seat of the vanity only to slip their robe off when entering the walk-in closet close by. It is then when their fingers were occupied with the sleep attires lined up before them to pick. When they slipped into a silk, pink nightgown, they walked out and approached their half. âTell me,â they began by placing a hand on his shoulder, âdo you plan on staying late, or do you have a task later tonight?â A smirk grew over their nude lips as their head cocked to the side.Â
It was clear as day, still, their first meeting, his first glimpse of them imprinted as clearly on his mind as any of his memories. They had come to him as if out of a mirage, parting, it had seemed, the very molecules of air that surrounded them, existing in a strange, divine kind of vortex that could do nothing but attract errant souls to it. And they had arrived, as the divine are so often wont to do, at the close of the lowest point in his life, leading him directly into a world of nothing but intoxicating highs, pouring a kind of light upon him that was tinged with enough darkness that he relished its glare. So many things in his life would come and go, pass by him, silent and deadly, like ships in the night, but this was the one thing that he would never relinquish, the one luxury that he would always covet. It often veered into the realm of vice, what they did to each other, with each other, but something about the fatefulness of their first meeting made it feel a little closer to virtue.
He didnât believe in fate, hadnât ever believed in it, was too firmly attached to the idea of creating his own destiny, of using the power in his own hands, to accept that there could be a force dictating each of his actions, a callous third party with a worldview not unlike his own attempting to determine his course. But there was something, something intangible about the chance encounter he had had with the one who had now come to be seen as what normal people called his other half, something that made him think that, perhaps, in that instance, there had been something cosmic that had pushed them together, as though God, or whoever it was that sat up in the sky watching over what happened down below, had looked down and decided that these were two souls that needed to be twinned.
And he had taken up the hand Fate had dealt him eagerly, greedily. It should only have been sex, mindless and careless and burning out as quickly as a match, but without either of them realising it they had poured gasoline upon the flame, letting it crescendo into an inferno, and then they had each let the fire they had built consume them both. Orpheus relished the burn, enjoyed the acerbic nature of their spats, the toxic edge that their back-and-forth sometimes took on, plunged his head and hands deep into the flames and only acted to stoke them, and the knowledge that, despite their better judgement, Theodora longed for much the same things he did, only served to provoke his fire further.
He watched them go into their closet with a look of reverence on his face, a look that threatened to verge into unguarded adoration were it not for the mischievous glint that danced in the corners of his eyes, the serpentine smile that wound its way across his lips. âAnd what about my wishes, hm?â he queried, leaning back in his seat so that his back rested against the table of their vanity. âWhat if I wanted to see you?â
At the sight of them returning (that nightgown was a particular favourite of his), his smile only grew. Absently, and wholly deliberately, questing fingers reached up to skim the outline of their hipbone, faintly visible through the softness of pink silk. With the softest of touches he traced patterns onto their skin, and when a gentle hand came down to rest on his shoulder he leaned into the touch almost imperceptibly, comfortable under the weight of a palm more familiar to him than his own. When they spoke, he looked up at them through hooded eyes, wearing a smirk to match their own. âThat depends,â he intoned in response, voice low and smooth, and with his free hand he took their hand in their own, pressing a kiss to the inside of their palm and then lacing his fingers through theirs, his own big, rough hand enclosing the smaller, softer one like a vice. âDo you want me to stay?â
The answer was yes, of course, this game of theirs was nothing if not predictable, but he enjoyed the theatricality of asking all the same.