Ate Mong Iyakin

I rant. A LOT.

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Tried to open my old phone to open my notes for this link. Relapse malala

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Found my way back here.

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Really wanna know what would ppl say on their eulogy for me.

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Anxiety and panic attacks 🥴

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You know you had it bad when the beach can’t even calm you down anymore.

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Napapagod nako

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Gusto ko pumatol sa mga shared posts and comments mo pero wala nakong enough mental capabilities na pumatol pa kasi ubos na ubos na. Remind ko lang na nag cheat ka ha.

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Kung alam ko lang na ganito feeling ng therapy 🥺 Sana pala dati ko pa ginawa.

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Therapy again this week. Normal ba na takot palagiiii????????

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Tomorrow’s my scheduled therapy. I’m scared.

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Why do someone had to cheat? Pwede nyo naman kasi sabihin kung ayaw nyo na. It’s traumatizing. Fuck you all cheaters

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Weekend project

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4th breakdown hahaha putanginaaaa

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Did a freehand yesterday. I still can’t count hahahaha

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A and I are talking again. Kinakamusta ako from time to time and still manage to help me with my anxiety. Hi A, I told you, we were better as friends. Kulit mo kasi eh, sabi sayo na overwhelm ka lang di ka naman talaga inlove sakin. To better mental health for the both of us!