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nobody wins when you force me to go to parties. nobody wins. not me. not you. nobody.

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did 10 years mean nothing to you? was i nothing to you that whole time?

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You make me feel like shit… why? what did I do to you…

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I'm sorry that i didn't tell you that it was mostly one sided. I was so afraid. and now i can't even face you as a person because i'm too scared and it hurts me. I should've said something

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I hope fucking her is worth destroying everything we had together

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I didn't expect to live this long and now I have no idea what I'm supposed to do with myself...

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I never meant anything did I? It was all just empty words. I know it. I knew it. It hurts.

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I couldn't describe the things that go on in my head

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You asks what's wrong like you don't know the answer

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I use to love writing but honestly what's the point of starting something to never finish it

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you taught me what love feels like and then you left. i opened up my chest for you and then you simply told me you didnt love me anymore it hurts it hurts it hurts

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((I really want to let out all the pain inside me...But I just can't seem to do it...))

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What kind of mother would hurt their own child like that?

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I did everything right but this feel still stays

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Why couldn't I be enough?

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They say times short but this feels like an eternity

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Love is a strong word I get why you didn't say it..