𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖 𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚔

i have scars on my palms and the insides of my fingers. there is blood in my mouth and staining my clothes. i have died too many times to count and come back again stronger.

[paintfinger]

☏ texts / dulcie & hana.

hana: damn you ronaldo. ill come for you.

hana: ummm yes? ? ? i'm so honoured rn cant even dgjfd

hana: uh wait, when is this thing? hopefully not saturday? i have a flight to catch before i crack under the school stress rip

dulcie: sexy.. fight him for me in a pool of mud or something so i can film it.

dulcie: i think it's in the middle of the week :(

dulcie: pleeeeeease. i'll pay you. whatever you want.

[rwoan]

» snap .   ‹  valentina / open .  ›

[paintfinger]

vclntna:

valentina: ok first of all dont be meaN valentina: second of all i know but it always goes by too fast valentina: christmas in nyc is literally the only thing that gets me through the first bit of winter

dulcie: uhhh but it’s how i show affection :( dulcie: let’s go ice skating this year i wanna learn how dulcie: and i feel like you’ll fully appreciate me falling on my ass

[aesthetiqshq]

character aesthetics: rich gang

“when jesus died he saved all sinners, what do you have to offer now that you’re back ? nothing, the answer is nothing.”

[rwoan]

» snap .   ‹  valentina / open .  ›

[paintfinger]

vclntna:

valentina: i sure am going to miss this sun valentina: this cali girl rlly isnt looking forward to winter valentina: im starting a petition to open a st paul campus in cali

dulcie: it’s fall you idiot you’re looking too far ahead of things dulcie: appreciate fall in ny while you can and then look forward to christmas in ny dulcie: and THEN whine about winter

[foster-the-morning-deactivated2]

i love people who get excited about stars

[paintfinger]

gabrvel:

      “you’re just overthinking it,” he murmurs with a latent smile, watching as she seemingly gives up. he can’t blame her, honestly —— it’s a lot of work to learn but he really wants to make sure she doesn’t cram. it’s manageable, he reminds himself, take your own advice & just help her. he looked down at her after her question, looking at her pointedly. “now do you think your conscience would really let you do that ?” he says, pulling at her hand to try & convince her to get up. “you’re a BETTER writer than me, anyway —— we both know that, so stop complaining, loser.” he teases. “i can’t believe you’re making me seem like a good student compared to you.”

            ‘ you know me. i overthink everything. ’ she replies, a whine in her voice as she turns her head to look up at him. he always seems so good at everything. if she had more self control she wouldn’t have begged him to come over and help her and she would just whine about this on her own. ‘ my conscience would let me MURDER if it meant i got an a in this class. ’ her upper body lifts from the bed, her nose scrunching in his direction as she shut the textbook and her lips form a frown. ‘ i’m a good writer when it’s not about two-party systems. don’t you know everything about everything, mister ? i can’t believe you HATE MY GUTS enough to let my fail ! ’ okay, so maybe she’s being a bit melodramatic. ‘ i give up. this is the end for me. i’m gonna flunk out and have to live on the streets doing caricatures and selling heroin. ’

[paintfinger]

☏ texts / dulcie & jamie.

jamie: i mean pizza party like we're on a rooftop and order 4 LARGE pizzas and 2 litres of orange fanta with like 4 other people kind of party

jamie: is it because of my brain or my beauty

dulcie: okay deal bc i've always wanted to throw a rooftop party. can i dj. dj dulcie who plays sweet caroline on repeat

dulcie: they both turn me on

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[paintfinger]

@gabrvel

[blackpinkjpg]

[lonesource]

⎡AESTHETICS → FT. DULCIE ⎦

  “ let’s picasso this bitch. ” / @paintfinger​.

[paintfinger]

what do you think of gemma?

HONESTY HOUR : accepting !

            ‘ gemma is a very, VERY positive influence on my life. i think if i didn’t live with her and her furballs i’d never see the light of day when i’m 3 days deep in a painting. she checks up on me to make sure i’m not dead in a pan of oils and i appreciate it. i think i’d be a cold bitch without her voice in my head. i just want other people to make her as happy as she makes everyone else. ’ ( @ofwanderlvst )

[paintfinger]

thoughts on gabriel?

HONESTY HOUR : accepting !

            ‘ i think that gabriel is.. uh, very intelligent. he’s got a big brain. i can’t relate. i also think that he’s going to be the most successful man i’ve ever met. he was also a very good model for my classes last semester. and he took decent pictures of me in art museums for my instagram. that’s all i think of him. ’ ( @gabrvel )

[paintfinger]

what's the most important thing to you?

HONESTY HOUR : accepting !

            ‘ like, in life ? this is a vague question. art, i guess. i think that’s the one thing i’m always gonna have unless my hands get chopped off or something. i like creating it. i love taking it in. i could spend my whole day at the moma. i’ve still never been to the louvre because planes terrify me but maybe soon. ’

[paintfinger]

have you ever been in love?

HONESTY HOUR : accepting !

            ‘ yes. next question. ’

[paintfinger]

thoughts on hana?

HONESTY HOUR : accepting !

            ‘ hana. my bigheaded baby. she’s seen me at my messiest and my worst and she still somehow loves me. also.. sometimes genuinely i wonder if she’s ever actually seen any part of me besides the top of my head. does she know what i look like ? ’ ( @ofhana )

[paintfinger]

do you miss gabriel?

HONESTY HOUR : accepting !

            ‘ obviously. but, um—— sorry. i don’t know where i was going with that. yeah, i do. but he’s still alive. he’s a 15 minute taxi from mine and gem’s place during rush hour. there’s nothing to miss. ’ ( @gabrvel )

[paintfinger]

biggest regret?

HONESTY HOUR : accepting !

            ‘ ruining everything good that comes into my life. ’