omg hiiiii. i'm feeling emotional today, as i just finished deleting most of the 25 000 posts on this blog, only keeping a few pictures of my cat and posts from friends and music performances for old times sake (i want to save them somewhere else before deleting them).
i'm now 26, and feeling much more stable than when i used to be active on this blog. life no longer feels like a constant crisis. i am so grateful for every person on here who has been patient, kind and supportive to me during all these years. i truly was a mess and i just needed to be heard.
i stopped using this blog partly because it reminded me of painful memories. i obviously came accross them while deleting the posts, and was surprised to approach them with a great sense of nostalgia and empathy for the person that i was and for the people around me. we're all just going through life with the cards we were dealt.
i hope if any old follower or friend of mine sees this, that life is treating you kindly.
if you ever read this someday, and you'll recognize who you are, i'm sorry for the pain i caused you. i hope you're okay. i no longer hold resentment towards you. thank you for the good times.
dededos
prguitarman
romaincrisis
gummygunk
discoholicmusic
stormborns
dailybridgerton
theartofmadeline
