Back in my thoughts again, you know the drill. A bit lengthy!!
I cannot stop thinking about this sceneāhow Steven clearly remembers that this was his room,
And how he remembers the exact thing he said during this part of the scene, which proves that he was, in fact, fronting for at least a couple seconds.
BUT. He doesnāt remember anything from this moment forward. Thatās why he wanted to see what their mother did to them, and thatās why Marc was set on getting him out of the room before he saw something that would severely taint his memories and what he knew of their childhood. At the same time, Marc knows EXACTLY what happened.
Iām positive that Marc fronted at that moment because he didnāt want Steven to remember what truly happened. Itās his way of making up to Randall/RoRo, I would like to believe. He treats Steven like the younger brother that he lost when he was a child. The one who loved drawing the one finned fish. The one who was always eager for adventure. The one who was screaming for help back in the cave.
Remember? His mother explicitly stated:
āMarc, what do you do? Keep an eye on your brother, okay?ā And Marc is set on fulfilling that promise to Steven.
Marc let Steven keep all the good memories, while he himself lived through all of the bad ones, just so that he could protect him from getting hurt and feeling pain. Steven, his alter, who he considers to be his little brother.
Thatās the reason why Marc was so adamant about simply telling Steven what had happened in that room at the top of the flight of stairs, so Steven wouldnāt have to watch the memory play out in front of him. Seeing what happened would definitely hurt more than just knowing what happened. By telling Steven himself, he would have control over what he would reveal to him, and how he would tell him.
Thatās why Marcās first thought when waking up in the Asylum was Steven. Thatās why Marc never complained about fronting right after Steven was pierced by the weapons back in Mogartās. Thatās why Marc probably set up a line for Steven to contact āhis motherā, and why Marc replaced Gus with another fish. Thatās why Marc didnāt want Steven finding out about him in the first place.
Marc spent most of his life protecting and saving Steven the way he wished he couldāve protected and saved Randall. I am literally bawling over this.
Also ending this with another appreciation for Oscar Isaac because heās a damn legend for the breathtaking portrayal of Steven AND Marc. He better earn awards for this series or I will riot.
