Falling in love

Clare Edwards I'm a scribbler, a listener and a diary keeper I am true with my words without losing a curl. I write stories that go on and on. One day I'll be an writer, an editor, but for now my journals are where they stay. “Love is quite violent. It is so painful at times, so devastating. And there is nothing worse or better. We find the highs and lows equally unbearable. But then again, the absence of them is more so.” ― Danielle Steel *Independent Degrassi Floater tracks: passionateclare

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Clare: Bad, bad places, places you like though, so it's not a real problem for you. ;) Well of course she didn't ask, no one thinks I would have sex with you before marriage, which I guess is a good thing they won't think of anything.

Eli: Fucking tease. Even if she did ask, I wouldn't tell her. My business what I do with you, not her's or anyone else's.

Clare: It's not my fault you're so far away. And it could be worse, just saying. Good, I love you.

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Clare: Oh places, no where new of course. ;) Yeah I know trust me, I know. She makes me feel hated as well sometimes. You're mother is sweet, I wouldn't mind. Well yeah you do, I guess it would be a bad thing if she did make one. Oh she hasn't asked you yet? That's good.

Eli: Like where? ;p Don't say that, babe. Yeah, my mom's cool but there's a line that needs to be drawn haha. No, not yet. She asked me why I stayed over at the hotel during prom but I told her we all just had a prom after party and crashed in the same room.

Clare: Bad, bad places, places you like though, so it's not a real problem for you. ;) Well of course she didn't ask, no one thinks I would have sex with you before marriage, which I guess is a good thing they won't think of anything.

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It's gonna be a long summer

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Um, I kinda prefer Zig. Not really, no.

Or at least that’s how it seems.

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Zig it is then!

And why in the world wouldn't you be having fun? I mean there is so much to do and see, there must be something that perks your interest, or are you not a nature kind of guy?

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It's gonna be a long summer

I hope it’s not too bad, though.

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Zigmund right? What? Are you not having a good time at camp?

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Eli: Travel? To where exactly? ;) Yeah, I know but she still, she has a way of making you feel like you're being hated on no matter how hard you try to prove otherwise. Really, Clare? Why are you even asking this? Would you like if your mom had one? Do you really want my mom to see us talking or our posts? I mean I reblog a lot of porn sometimes, I don't need my mom seeing that or better yet, asking me if I've had sex with you.

Clare: Oh places, no where new of course. ;) Yeah I know trust me, I know. She makes me feel hated as well sometimes. You're mother is sweet, I wouldn't mind. Well yeah you do, I guess it would be a bad thing if she did make one. Oh she hasn't asked you yet? That's good.

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Eli: I love you.

Eli: No, I don't babe. Yes, I do haha. I do a lot of running around, so it'll happen. She is? Really? I could've sworn she still hated me. FUCK NO. She /cannot/ do that and I swear if you talk her into it, you'll be in big trouble. Clare.

Clare: I love you.

Clare: Well hopefully that won't make my mind travel at all, seeing you hard at work and all. No, she never hated you, she just disagreed with a lot of things you did, I mean she disagrees with a lot of things, so you shouldn't take that personally. Why can't she have a tumblr? What's wrong with CeCe having one?

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Eli: Well you are to me, Clare.

Eli: Yes, you can. Yes, to everything. Just ask her and she what she says. If you need for my parents to talk to her, you know you can call them.

Clare: You're perfect to me Elijah.

Clare: You don't mind me watching you from a far? Do you get all hot and sweaty at work? I hope she lets me, she has to understand, I mean she's coming around about you, she knows I love you more then anything, and everything is in the past. Oh I know, I saw CeCe at the grocery store the other day, she went on and on about how she needs to get one of these so she can stay "more connected to her baby boy" and I couldn't help but laugh. I love your mother.

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Eli: No, you wouldn't be. Don't think that. You're perfect.

Eli: Clare, come on. Yeah, I'm busy but you could with me to the set and see me work or whatnot. I'm off at nights. And I'm never too busy for you, babe and you're never a bother.

Eli: That's good ;)

Clare: I'm not perfect Eli. But you're sweet.

Clare: So I can see what you exactly do? Sounds very appealing and attractive actually. That does sound like a good idea. I can gawk at you at work or do my own thing while you're working and then spend the whole night with you. But if I'm not a bother, I can ask my mother, and hope and pray she says yes.

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Eli: What?

Eli: Wait what? Really? Because if you don't want to then you could ask her if you could come visit me instead?

Eli: I am a riot! ;)

Clare: I could be fat if I ate a lot.

Clare: Yeah, something about bonding. But I saw her last month, and all my grandmother is about is candy crush, I don't even know how she figured out how to use her ipad. Really? But aren't you extrememly busy and everything? I wouldn't want to be a bother.

Clare: Yeah you are, you make me laugh!!

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Eli: Babe, you can never be fat. Yes, dear.

Eli: I do too. How's my girl doing?

Eli: Yeah, I do actually :D

Clare: I don't know about that.

Clare: I'm doing okay. My mom wants to go on some trip next week with the family down to Vancouver to see my grandparents and do other things, I don't really want to go.

Clare: You're funny!

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Eli: Eat whatever you want, Clare. Shhhh, no. That won't happen. No.

Eli: Yes, I am. Like talk to you about normal shit and not that shit ;)

Eli: Nope. Never.

Clare: And I do, well I try not to, I don't want to be fat. Keep running Elijah.

Clare: I do like talking to you, actually I love talking to you.

Clare: Yeah sure. Do you really believe yourself?

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Eli: Shut up, I am not. Ok, that's a lie, I am but I have a fast metabolism! I won't get fat.

Eli: No, it means I'm not going to play the ''I'm not, you are.'' game with you when I could be doing better things with you ;)

Eli: I am not!

Clare: You're just lucky I guess! I wish I could eat fatty food like you. But then again you have a stressful job, that may lower your fast metabolism.

Clare: Yeah sure that's the reason? Better things? Like what?

Clare: Suuure, you never tease me ever.

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Eli: Ha, yeah, it is but I took up running again and it's a good way to get rid of the stress.

Eli: Fine, babe, you win. I'm not going to get into this discussion with you.

Eli: Haha, you're cute. I wish I could see said notebook and make fun of it for you ;)

Clare: Running again? Good, because I know New York has all that fast food and hot dog stands, and I know you're a sucker for junk food.

Clare: Good, at least you know whose right ;)

Clare: Oh please, you're making fun of me right now!!