Many years ago, I thought no one would try to understand me for who I am as a quiet and introverted person so when I was in elementary days, I really had difficulties socializing with my classmates because I wasn't sure they will also like me to be their friend, and I didn't feel I belonged to them. I really cried a lot.
Yes, I think it is because I really had to reach out to them but they didn't understand my situation I also wanted to be their friend but they rejected me, and my mental health matters here so as a student and a classmate I learned to be alone and independent in doing stuff.
Totally independent because I have no one to join me during break times and help me solve my problems so I had to find ways to make myself happy.
A year later then I met a friend who also had a similar situation as mine because our classmates didn't also like her and she also felt rejected so because of it we became friends and we were together until the end of the school year and this was my life before and I struggled a lot during my elementary moment, and I sacrificed myself for being an independent person and a student because later on I had to feel blessed and grateful for the things we may receive in our lives.