everything is fine (or else)

anya | she/her | ao3 | fake gay (demisexual) | swyer syndrome | asd/adhd | basically inactive but every now and then i return for like a day | occasional poet | my optimistic delusions are inversely proportional to how well my life is going

[paynomindtomyidiocy]

how upsetting is it to have Percy Jackson played by an actor younger than you. like those books were MY childhood and now I’m 20??? and the dude is the same age as my sister??? it’s an affront

[fuckblast]

The really weird autistic sweet spot where you just say things you think and people find you super funny

[paynomindtomyidiocy]

guys I have always refused to watch the last two hunger games movies cause of the dead little sister but I got so sick and so bored and I did and now I’m so sad and I miss my baby sister dearly

[paynomindtomyidiocy]

[paynomindtomyidiocy]

guys I have always refused to watch the last two hunger games movies cause of the dead little sister but I got so sick and so bored and I did and now I’m so sad and I miss my baby sister dearly

[paynomindtomyidiocy]

anyone who doesn’t believe in trans people has not seen the glow up that occurs during transition. not that attractiveness is all that relevant but I swear you can just see it was always meant to be their final form

[sugar-petals]

the success of heated rivalry tells us that maybe, smut writing has a pretty engaging narrative pace that translates well on film and it’s not just something to look down on or hide in a niche on the internet

[paynomindtomyidiocy]

conceptually I really fw an enemies to lovers situation. unfortunately in real life I’m too funny and open-minded to have any enemies so the way that would really pan out is he’d find ME rly irritating. but then in my head we’re totally friends and he just has a really sharp sense of humour.

[paynomindtomyidiocy]

the love story in heated rivalry is actually not the allure for me. I just find it fascinating whenever I get a glimpse into the minds of competitive people because generally speaking I really could not care less

[sheespi]

to the person in the writing room who came up with the idea to make more emphasis in Annabeth's and Percy's fatal flaws I hope they gave you A RAISE BECAUSE YOU DESERVE IT

[paynomindtomyidiocy]

i love how shamelessly shameless ilya is. like he fully just refuses to be embarrassed about anything

[paynomindtomyidiocy]

wait I started watching heated rivalry and I love them. in my head I was always like I’m attracted to men but not enough to want to watch them get it on. and that’s true still but I DO want to watch them fall in love because they’re so cute and I love them

[paynomindtomyidiocy]

not to be a snob but americans will fight over a super important quintessential historical tradition and it’s like 300 years old. girl

[paynomindtomyidiocy]

the thing is i’d die first in the hunger games and i think that about sums up at least 90% off who i am

[murasaki-cha]

"Blackjack! Where the hell have you been loca?"

[edgecallskating]

Have a little Ilia backflip, as a treat.

[paynomindtomyidiocy]

ilia and shun…figure skaters…arguably rivals for the olympic gold…no one else finding this funny ?

[paynomindtomyidiocy]

on the one hand i love that there’s a pjo tv show now because it’s nostalgic and i can finally talk about it with my sister (her adhd was so bad that she couldn’t get past book 1 even though i was reading it TO her).

on the other hand she’s 16 and whenever we do talk about it we end up at her talking about how hot walker scobell is which is a conversation i can’t participate in because i’m fully 20 years of age now and it makes me feel so old