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I don't want to be known for finishing strong, but as someone that His grace carried all along | INFJ | Philippines 🇵🇭

[perrfectly]

[quotemadness]

It was a privilege to love you, and it was a privilege to let you go. Both helped shape me into the person I have become.

Beau Taplin (via quotemadness)

[peejaii]

Orbiting

Being left navigating the nothingness between friendship and love. It’s not knowing where to find yourself in the aftermath of a relationship that had run its course before ever having the chance to take shape. It’s trying to stay away yet being magnetically drawn in. It’s wanting to keep close yet being repelled by gravity. For all your loves left undefined. For the people that settled for the spaces, instead of jumping fully into your orbit.

[peejaii]

Is This A Chance?

After 2 years, she reaches out to finally talk with me. Although, a lot of things have happened already and it seems I lost my hope as I heard the news that she’s already dating someone. I have never been so heart broken. All I know is that I still remained the same towards her. I have two nights remaining until we’ll see each other and make things clear. I only have this chance, only chance. Will she really see my heart? Trauma and fear paralyses me. My soul is downcast and my thoughts are too noisy. I cried a lot tonight, but He answered me with this song: “Lord, You seem so far away A million miles or more, it feels today And though I haven't lost my faith I must confess right now That it's hard for me to pray But I don't know what to say And I don't know where to start But as You give the grace With all that's in my heart I will sing, Yes, I will praise, Even in my darkest hour Through the sorrow and the pain I will sing, I will praise, lift my hands to honor You Because Your word is true, I will sing Lord it's hard for me to see all the thoughts And plans You have for me, yes it is But I will put my trust in You Knowing that you died to set me free” Lord, I want to hope with this relationship. Whatever the outcome I rest my case to You, Father.

[quotemadness]

“I don’t think people understand how stressful it is to explain what’s going on in your head when you don’t even understand it yourself.”

— Sara Quin

[quotemadness]

“Comparison is the thief of joy.”

— Theodore Roosevelt

[quotemadness]

“Sometimes it takes a heartbreak to shake us awake and help us see we are worth so much more than we’re settling for.”

— Mandy Hale

[peejaii]

So many words piled up in my mind. I get ovewhelmed. I can’t pinpoint all these things. I just want to cry.

[sabahelnoor]

I ask God to remove all bitterness and envy from within me. I ask God to allow my happiness for people to be pure and genuine. I ask God to cleanse me from all feelings that are in even the slightest tainted with pride and jealousy because it is these feelings that make the heart rotten and a rotten heart is too heavy for me to carry. Dear God, purify me.

[peejaii]

hi :)

Hello 😮

[quotemadness]

“It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.”

— André Gide

[quotemadness]

“Isn’t it funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back, everything is different.”

— C.S. Lewis

[quotemadness]

“It’s okay to leave someone who doesn’t see the light that you see in yourself.”

— R.H. Sin

[quotemadness]

“Even at your best you will never be right for the wrong person.”

— Unknown

[quotemadness]

“The worst distance between two people is misunderstanding.”

— Law of Attraction

[peejaii]

Which is a result of not communicating.

[quotemadness]

“I’m always soft for you, that’s the problem. You could come knocking on my door five years from now and I would open my arms wider and say ‘come here, it’s been too long, it felt like home with you.”

— Azra T.

[quotemadness]

“I don’t want you to save me. I want you to stand by my side as I save myself.”

— Unknown