WHAT A MESS

Hi, I'm Chloe. 17 years old.

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sad black and white blog, I follow back similar

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Note to self: You can't lose anyone if you don't let anyone close.

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Please don’t remove the source.

This is a personal photo of my Dad, Uncle and Aunty when they were younger. My dad is the older boy on the left who looks like he’s about to blink just as the photo was taken. I can imagine his mum sighing as he blinked and muttered ‘not again.’ He has a little smile on his young face. Something I haven’t seen in a long time. Lately, my dad has been through a lot. After both his parents dying, he had a sever weight gain. He went through 3 surgeries after he dislocated his shoulder, building. His shoulder never got better. He had to choose a different job, one which my older sister was earning more money an hour than my dad was. He came day miserable everyday. He would always tell me that no matter what happens he’s going to support this family and put dinner on the table every night for us. It was sad to see him so sad but he would always have this horrible anger problem. He’d yell and shout and slam doors, I don’t blame him though. He had to see me go through hell too. Little did I know he felt the same as me, like life isn’t worth living. He had to watch his own daughter unconscious on a hospital bed because she tried to take her life away. I heard my dad approach me in the hospital bed when I was ‘sleeping’. He whispered “This should be me.” As he wrapped his fingers over my hand, running his thumb along the drip inserted in my hand. My heart had never been so broken. I’ve never been really close with my dad, and I wish I was. I’m going to try change it before it’s too late. I love you Daddy, I promise I’ll always be your little princess. 

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:’( lauren <3 

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I want some hugs

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honestly i hate when people try to sugar coat shit like if you don’t like me or don’t wanna hang or don’t wanna talk to me just fucking tell me don’t keep ignoring me and expect me to figure out the hint like that’s such a bitch ass move i’d rather hear it from you than be ignored 99% of the fucking time.

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this is so fucking relevant right now omf

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[lizzieanneblack]

i fucking hate how nervous people make me like i can’t even walk down the road without feeling judged and that is just ridiculous.

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