I Live To Disappoint

Random thoughts from an aspie life Instagram @depressedaspie

[powerfulwizard]

[feraligatr]

[cigarettesandfasting]

im ugly. and fat. and mentally ill. why am I still living

[xrotting-corpse]

Never

i'm tired

i'm so fucking tired.

i didn't ask for any of it-

not the scars, not the pills,

not the anxiety

or obsession

or disordered thoughts

i never wanted this.

because when you're thirteen

you don't think that within the next three years

you'll have four mental illnesses.

nobody ever predicts that they'll have a collection of cuts,

of failed recoveries

and subsequent relapses.

nobody wants to be a burden.

nobody wants to be trapped in their own mind

and i can't tell if it's depression,

or the eating disorder

but God, i'm exhausted.

i don't want to carry this anymore.

(i never did.)

[camaceall]

i don’t know how much longer i can wait

[unfollowing]

[dainty-desiresx]

It’s been mad 😔😔😔

[itsstarvingtiem]

"Be more grateful! There are lots of things worse than being overweight!"

Yeah, like being alive.

[relatable-autism-memes]

credit to actuallyautisticmemes on instagram

[gilibird]

[perasperaadaspie]

I didn’t know it had a name????

[hungrysoulx]

No one:

Not a single soul:

My notifications in public: skinnyanorexicfattywhore has liked your post.

[picsthatmakeyougohmm]

[dutchster]

date night

[distinguishedbaloney]

[philosophybits]

“People understand me so little that they do not even understand my laments over their not understanding me.”

— Søren Kierkegaard, Journals and Papers

[lollykittypants]

I am but a humble meme farmer, tending my memes, and wondering if they will flourish without EU farming subsidies

[sooyoungfanclub-archive]

Aesthetic blogger at day organic meme farmer at night

[meme-scholar]

I'm very confused and scared nothing makes sense and I'm too deep into tumblr, you'll have to kill me because I can't escape from this hell. Why do I find simple phrases and shittily drawn pictures so funny, what even is 4chan anymore, why do people treat tumblr like some living, breathing entity of a single subject, WHAT ARE CRACK SHIPS AND WHY DO THEY FILL UP MY DASH

i can tell from your alarm in this message that you could still save yourself. if you were really in too deep you would be dead inside and just accept the hell that you find yourself stranded in, as i have.