I'm sorry it's taken me so long to make a post. I of all people should have posted sooner. I've been making a lot of lame excuses, but when it comes down to it, I've just gotten very busy.
Goodbyes are always super hard. The more personal stuff I want to say will go here, and less personal on the main when we make a post I guess. I love this roleplay, present tense, and I will miss all of you. Even though a lot of us have been inactive recently, we've had a good, long run. I've been in a lot of roleplays, but I've never gotten attached like I was with this one. Part of the reason that I was so reluctant to let things go, even when i wasn't around, was because I really didn't want to think about letting it end.
I'm sorry that I basically abandoned you guys. That's not what a good admin is supposed to do. I really do apologize for it. :( But when college started, I had a lot to deal with in real life. Finding a place for you in a completely new place with new people is hard. I could hide in my room on the internet like I used to, but college is a place for new experiences. I found a group of people that I love. I'm super active in theater here and I'm always in rehearsals or doing something show related. I guess that somewhere along the line, I outgrew roleplaying a little bit. I miss my characters and I really miss you all. But as I'm older than most of you, the only advice I really have to give here now that this is coming to an end is that when you get to college or finish high school and decide on what you want to do next, keep your mind open to new possibilities. It wasn't an easy adjustment, but I found that I had to move on. I should have been more upfront, and not dragged on like I was just busy and coming back soon when I knew I didn't have the time anymore.
I wish you all the very best in whatever you're doing or going to do next. I haven't been on my personal all that often recently, but you can still reach me there. It's theycankeeptheirheaven. Maybe one day we'll end up in another RP together, who knows. ;)
Thank you guys, for all the ups and downs and great moments and feels and just everything. I joined this RP back when I think I was a junior in high school and I'm a sophomore in college now. How crazy is that? It's super sad to see this end, but it happens. I love you all. Keep your head up, regardless of what you're doing, because you're all amazing and I'm sure you will all go far.
And a Barbara Palvin gif, for old times sake. <3