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After taking the last 2 months to isolate myself from as much conditioning as possible, living an eventless life purposely to allow myself to settle into my body and really feel what it's like to be who I am... I've actually come to have some very surprising experiences. Conceptually I always got that nothing others do or say creates the way we feel - we are always the source of our emotions (yes, even if someone punches me in the face if I feel anger it's not because of being punched in the face) however, there was a dilemma. Was I...

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The more I still my mind and create spaces for myself where I am thoughtless, the more in touch with my body I become. In combination with using my inner authority to make decisions (Solar Plex) I have been experiencing something very interesting... (I have no conscious access to my emotions, btw). What I've found is that when I am presented with a situation to make a decision on, when my mind is still (meaning I am not mentally processing the decision) I either get hit with an immediate physical feeling that to me is NO or...

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There is a very clear medical definition of “Male” and “Female.” Males are born with testicles and a penis, which is referred to as “Male Genitalia” (“Male” here is the adjective) while Females are born with ovaries and a vagina, which is referred to as “Female Genitalia.” (“Female here is the adjective). The words “Male” and “Female” were simply created to reference a clear distinction between the two major physical polarities of what we refer to as “Sex” or “Gender.” There are gray areas in between of course, as there are plenty of people who are born “Intersexed” – but...

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While women have made great strides in workplace equality, many of them still have lower-paying jobs and suffer from workplace discrimination—with 75 percent of women still making less money than their male counterparts. Government grants for women provide opportunities for women to pursue college or higher education, start or grow a business, obtain low-income housing and more. Encouragingly, women now comprise nearly half of the population of new business owners each year and are more likely to succeed in business than many men pursuing a similar venture. Consider the following grants, scholarships and foundations that give financial...

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Columbine High School Massacre All Math Witness Testimony Click on any of the page links below to open the consecutive gallery in a SHADOWBOX. Navigate easily through the witness testimony continuously, no matter what page you start on! Note: You can click and drag your mouse on each image to "pan" the full image. COVER p1201-1300-74 ABEL, VICTORIA p1201-1300-75 p1201-1300-76 ...

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Skilled nursing care is in high demand in the United States, giving rise to a variety of nursing grants, scholarships and loans — funded by both the government and private companies and foundations — to encourage people to pursue nursing careers. Government Nursing Grants Government nursing grants are typically awarded based on financial need at both the federal and state level. Fill out a FAFSA application at your school’s financial aid department, and you’ll automatically be considered for the Pell Grant and Federal Supplemental Educational Opportunity Grant (FSEOG). HRSA Nursing Grants ...

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There are billions of dollars in housing grants available to both renters and buyers seeking money for a new home or rental. In 2009 alone, $11.5 billion in federal grant money was allocated for low-income housing programs. This free government money can go toward rent, a down payment, home renovations and more. There are even funds available for renovations such as heating and cooling repairs to your home — all tax-free. Other housing grants for which you may qualify include block grants for weatherization and renovations that make your home more energy efficient. These block grants are...

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Did Over 90 Witnesses Really See A "Third Shooter?"   Massive amounts of testimony that supposedly supports the possibility of a "third shooter" at Columbine has been circulating the internet for many years. Due to this it is widely believed that more than 90 eyewitnesses actually identified a "third shooter" and the Jefferson County Police Department has simply chosen to ignore it. With so many pieces of quoted testimony there is no doubt that this theory deserves a close look. After all, if there really is evidence ...

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Columbine High School Massacre All Outside Witness Testimony Click on any of the page links below to open the consecutive gallery in a SHADOWBOX. Navigate easily through the witness testimony continuously, no matter what page you start on! Note: You can click and drag your mouse on each image to "pan" the full image. COVER p0601-0700-51 APODACA, JACOB p0601-0700-52 p0601-0700-53 p0601-0700-54 ...

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Your parents probably told you growing up that money doesn’t grow on trees; that they’re not made of money; or otherwise had you convinced that if you want money, you have to work for it. That philosophy might be true to an extent. However, when it comes to grant money, you might just find that some things in life truly are free. You see, free grant money is just that: free money that does not have to be repaid, ever. While some individuals or businesses might choose to seek out loans for their ventures, those who pursue...

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Travel grants are designed to help provide the necessary capital to fund student travel related to study or research abroad. Study Abroad Travel Grants Visit other countries and learn about other cultures with a study-abroad travel grant. Two notable federal grants include the National Security Education Program (NESP) and the Fulbright Program, but there are also private corporations, organizations and foundations that award travel grants, such as Coca-Cola Foundation and Amoco. Research Travel Grants Student and professional researchers can finance their research projects with a research travel grant. Funds can be used...

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How Do We Find The Truth? Was Cassie Bernall shot for her faith in God? This possibility originated from the revised testimony of Craig Scott and has been questioned and examined by thousands of people over the years. While we weren't there to witness the events in the library, we've analyzed the testimony of those who were. The reality is there is no credible evidence that Cassie was asked if she believed in God and was shot for saying, "yes." The testimony of Craig Scott actually proves she never said, "yes."...

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There was always something about the shooting at Columbine High School that struck a chord with me. I could identify with Eric’s rage and hatred toward all of mankind, just as I could identify with Dylan’s depression and longing for acceptance. By the time Columbine happened I was a senior at a high school far away from my lifelong tormentors yet I still understood how easy it was to hold the desire to seek revenge through murder. A piece of me felt like the Columbine killers were heroes for doing what I never got the chance to do. ...

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In January of 1998, Eric and Dylan were both arrested for breaking into a van and stealing some electronics equipment. They were put in the Juvenile Diversion Program and Anger Management classes. This is later referred to as the "January Incident." Audio excerpts from their probation hearing: Eric Audio | Dylan Audio The following downloads are official documents relating to their participation in the Juvenile Diversion Program. Thanks to Kendra for formatting these documents! Juvenile Diversion Files: Eric Harris (73 pages) - ...

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The propane bombs in the cafeteria were on timers set to detonate at 11:17 a.m., the time Eric had determined to be when the most number of students were in the cafeteria. Eric had it down to a science. He determined that in the timespan of just 4 minutes, from 11:11 a.m. to 11:15 a.m., the student population would increase from roughly 300 to 500. Eric and Dylan assembled and brought two 20 pound propane tank bombs into the cafeteria in duffel bags. They had cans of gasoline attached...

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Faced with an ailing health-care system and insufficient health insurance, many Americans are turning to health grants to cover their medical expenditures, including hospital and prescription costs, nursing home care, hearing aids, eyeglasses, health appliances, reconstructive orthodontic work, prostheses, alcohol and drug abuse therapy, cancer care and more. Those who are ill, disabled or suffering with terminal disease can take advantage of the millions of dollars in free money available to those needing treatment, hospitalization, pharmaceuticals and other services related to their health concerns. Available through the federal government or through private foundations, health grants are awarded...

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Below you will find an overview of events on April 20, 1999 as documented during the investigation (as opposed to the events reported in the media) NAVIGATE THE TEXT EASILY: Diversionary Bomb & Arrival Cafe Bombs First Shot Injuries/Deaths Final Attempt Who Killed Who Aftermath Failure of Plans On Tuesday, April 20, 1999, Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold set out to kill as many people as they could at Columbine High School. They killed 12 students and one teacher before their own...