Bryce/Rei/Temmie ^_^ whatever name works for you works for me
DONT repost my art without telling me/credit pls
Genderfluid Any pronouns ^_^ Disabled/mentally ill Multifandom Artist 🤧 17 ADHD
commission info!!!
Sensitive Content !!! No -14 and no nsfw either Please !!!
send gimmick....s mmmaybe....👀
Basic DNI / TRASH, No pr0/c0mship or hardcore "Antis" !! we need to make respectful decisions and there are lines in place for a reason !! it's okay to explore dark topics WITH RESPECT !!!!
👀👀👀read more👀👀👀👀
I am a mystery burns yumeshipper WAIT WAIT WAIT BEFORE YOU BLOCK ITS NOT MY FAULT I didn't choose to be like this and I dont support twisted doctor and my interpretation of mystery is DIFFERENT THAN HIS SOURCE.... AT LEAST I HOPE?? I just wanna clarify that I don't like his history and I am aware of how problematic it is.... but that's kind of what happens when you're mentally unwell.... 😮💨😓 I just hope my interpretation is at least more respectful than his source..
also not hiding the fact I'm not all mentally sound. I smoke weed and drink and self sabotage and steal and an adrenaline junkie. and I am rather partial to schizoposting..... I am trying to get help but it's kind of weird right now. that doesn't mean I'm a *complete* retard or that my disorders are "super powers". I am both dumber and smarter than you think
that saying I hope my art makes at least one person's day whether it's cute art or incomprehensible horrors and I hope I can one day use my art to go even further ^_^
trying to draw them is like trying to capture y/ns beauty 🥹everyones designs seem so much more creative like UGHHH whatever. I curse them with being so in love they destroy each other FUCK YOU!!!!
I was really dreading this day honestly. about a month ago, I was really struggling. so much was hitting me all at once and despite trying to find comfort online, it could only do so much. I remember thinking I wasn't going to make it past 13. but something as of recently, not sure why, had changed. my habits haven't changed. my guilt hasn't gotten lighter. my scars haven't faded. my addictions haven't gotten better. but it seems that hope has creeped its way in again. not sure what kind of hope, but one for sure. I'm not sure what I've been watching to rekindle this hope, but it's helping. now I'm 17. it's scary but I feel like I've overcome so much more than I expected. I may not be at the place I want to be but deep in my guilt ridden heart I know I'll get there someday. happy birthday to me💗
if you've seen this b4 , YOU HAVE !!!! I made 5gis edit b4 but posted it on my (now deleted) Twitter so I remade it :33 I added my new watermark, added some extra flair, and fixed some stuff !! ^_^
Chespin the only autobot lmaoooo, but like look at the guy.. he cant be anything but an autobot
Oh and this very symbolic drawing of cheskip
Full art + symbolism yap [tw badly drawn gore, lotta blood]
“The whole idea of mudkip drawing happy smiling paintings of chespin with THE BLOOD OF HIS BULLIES AND WHOS WRONGED HIM IS JUST. ALREADY A FRUIT PUNCH OF SYMBOLISM IDK
I tried making it look like hes practicing to get better at painting so he can make a grand massive painting of him that encapsulates all of chespin one day
Thats why the huge drawing doesnt even have a background, its a sketch, a shoddy attempt
(Small detail that i thought was rlly cool, you can see in the huge canvas that the strokes are way bleed-ier then the rest. Like foreshadowing how much he imagines chespin to be happier with what hes done, but thats far from the truth. Esp the bleeding from his eye, a mistake which mudkip tries to wipe away but ends up just making it worse. It also looks like hes crying)
The rest of the paintings that are hung are bleeding too, just to emphasize how even tho these drawings look innocent(its just of chespins face) they are still, painted with. blood
That hollowed out canvas on the ground is of fennekin, at first i just wanted to show how her existence infuriates mudkip but the fact she makes chespin so much happier is like, the only reason he hasnt done shit to her. Using a fastily sketched out picture of fennekin to scratch, cut, shoot, rip out as a cope
I think logistically, he would actually use blood to sketch her but i forgot LMAO. BUT BUT maybe, maybe this is a drawing of fennekin BEFORE the surgery. If it was her AFTER surgery, symbolically it’d be fun if she was THEN drawn in blood
Cause her surgery required the lives of previous pokemon mudkip opened up and gutted yk? He didnt just miraculously know how to remove someones elemental core like that, he got it from *experience*
Also also i dont rlly show it in the drawing, but maybe mudkip usually draws chespin smiling/happy, and nothing more
Maybe maybe mudkip has drawn him sad once or twice but it’d be fun if he rlly RLLY disliked those drawings
