Laika

[permamobster]

hi. temporary bio !

I’m laika, I’m 17, I use he/it pronouns, and I’m a paraphile + I am transdead/transdecomposing/transzombie. I am a proshipper.

trans . dead , zombie , decomposing , 1930

subject to change ⬆️

clinically recognized system.

- rotten intestines ; vayden / host.

I am using this page to post experiences, desires, or interests. I am not promoting any actions.

anons.

- 🪖

[permamobster]

YES I want to skin someone and wear their skin and and hump their exposed muscles and letting my maggots wriggle against the the muscle and, letting them burrow in UHGGBB,

I wanna hump someone’s mostly rotten body like a DOOOGhehsnn.

[l11vew1re]

I would commit horrible atrocities just to get my ass beat by cops in a small, concrete interrogation room.

[permamobster]

Missing you. -🪖

is that so? glad I’m still on yer mind.

[permamobster]

I read your username as perma lobster

HAHA

nothing has been further from the truth. I’m nothing but a lobster on the inside.

[permamobster]

you can put maggots into me. . I wouldn’t mind. Just want your attention. Can I do this? Is this ok? I’m sorry.- 🪖

nnHHfn ggooddd don’t even JOKE mwhehe

I could just scoop tthem out of my rotten flesh and force the into you and chase them with my rotten fingers and. can I say the c word without being termed Hhhf. you get the idea.

I’d force my teeth against yoour lips, mine are already long gonehehdbb. Just forcing my tongue into your mouth while holding your waist and rocking my hips into you hharshly uhhgn.

dunno if you were even talking to ME but you are now, hehehngf.

[permamobster]

maybe in the morning. I’m close to falling asleep but I couldn’t stop thinking about you so I had to say something.- 🪖

mm. I’ll be here tomorrow, haha. rest well, yes?

[permamobster]

I like talking to you a little to much but to scared to dm. I’m pathetic. I keep checking to see if you’ve responded to me . .

I won’t move when you burn it out on me I promise. -🪖

even if you do move, you ain’t getting far. I’d just slam yer head into the desk, or whatever I have you pinned against. You’d learn at some point that you can’t squirm yer way outta it.

why’re you scared to dm? I ain’t gonna lynch you for it. ‘m friendly enough, haha.

[permamobster]

I’ll be whatever you want me to be.-🪖

goodness, that leaves such a big realm of possibilities. I think I’d like to keep you and just shove you over a desk when I need to put out my cigar. maybe I’d dig it into your lower back, shoulders, neck, palms even. I’d go for sensitive areas like those. hands, feet, behind the ears. I want to hear you cry.

[permamobster]

hehdn I’m just thinking a lot tonight.

I wish I could,. Shove my maggots into someone else, hehe.. force them to feel them writhe and wiggle, hhn.. or tie them up and drop them skin beetles on them and watch them cry as they feel them bite and chew UGHHGgod.

[permamobster]

oddly affirming stuff,,, I keep waking up to skin beetles/dermestidae beetles in my bed and crawling on me,, mm. Would be better if I woke up to maggots, mweheh.. hhn.

[permamobster]

everything I guess?

I can’t stop imagining you burning me . . Either with an iron or a cigarette. . Then comforting me just to do it again weeks or even days later.

your blog honestly turns me on so much and it’s real pathetic

you’d let you take a bite of me darling . . As long as that means I can have your attention.- 🪖

mm I see.

I’d probably do worse to you. I’ve got a scalpel and many blades just sitting around, waiting for my next project.

could just punch you in the diaphragm, drive my knee into your crotch or something. I need a punchin bag. if that’s your thing.

you’ve got my attention.

real glad that my posts aren’t off in the void. I like knowing people get off to my posts.

[permamobster]

found your blog not to long ago and I can’t stop thinking about you.

is this ok? Can I say this? If not I’m sorry. -🪖

is that so?

yes, you can absolutely say that. why’s got me stuck in yer head? I’m interested.

[permamobster]

hehehhmmgff . thinking about fighting a screaming victim, my maggots falling from my body and onto their skin. Every scratch making my already rotten skin slide off. I’ll just lean down and scrape my teeth along their chest, biting at their stomachs and ripping chunks of them out. I wanna sit up and kiss them with half chewed bits of their skin in my mouth,, maybe bite their tongue and lips off.. mmhffgbnfhhgg..

[devourunt]

I'm nonchalant (kicking my feet and squealing whenever I get a bunch of Tumblr notifications)

[permamobster]

using my bitch’s mouth as an ashtray, burning out my cigar on their tongue when I’m done.

[permamobster]

been particularly fond of hurting myself more n more. had to fight the urge not to turn on my iron and burn myself to get off, haha.