self loathing = skinny

perpetually angry, probably just stay away, pro recovery, 5'-2" hw-225 sw-225 cw-145 gw1-160 gw2-140 ugw-120

[persistentvictory]

Today, for the first time in a long time, I overcame a breakdown, and am able to function to complete the things I need to complete. I am so grateful for this.

[persistentvictory]

[persistentvictory]

I just want to remember what it's like to be happy.

[anxietyproblem]

[persistentvictory]

This is incredibly #mood

[persistentvictory]

*gay joke*

[gay-irl]

Gay☕️Irl

[persistentvictory]

I miss you.

[persistentvictory]

Not in a good head space and I don't know how to handle it.

[persistentvictory]

I'm a fat piece of shit and I hate my life.

[eliminated]

[destroymylife]

[understands]

[persistentvictory]

Triggered.

Too be honest, everything I do in my life is in an effort to find love, just so I know it's possible.

I'm almost 30 and I'm getting very nervous....

And sad.

And angry.

[anxietyproblem]

[persistentvictory]

I got pretty fat right after I bought this jacket, so I never really got to wear it.

So I was super pumped when I found it yesterday.

Put it on.

Now it's too big.

I'm never going to get to wear this jacket.

[persistentvictory]

Me: I'm too fat to be loved.

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