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These days i get more tired just hanging out with friends since i have to keep the everything is fine with persona than to just work

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Fuck life I don’t wanna go through this shit

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i just heard my dad tell my sister that he hasn't never loved me for twenty years like really seriously and i don't know how to react do i be suprised that he finally said out loud or just go on with my night bcs let's be honest with myself i already knew that he never loved me

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i can't handle this

i don't know how the fuck I'm here i need to be somewhere else alone to just

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i legit don't know what else to do to satisfy ppl around me i have good results on school I'm working and i don't even ask my parents for money or to have expensive shit but still it's not enough

i'm studying a degree that i don't particularly enjoy bcs my family said to and i do everything they ask me to but still it's not enough

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i just can't seem to handle this

fuck this shit

can't talk to anyone

i am a loser

but there's no other fucking thing i can do

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i was loving working here but now i freaking hate it

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has work ever made you cry...

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i don't mind criticism but if you put the fault in me when there's nothing i can do about it than it's on you not on me but just know that this is gonna leave a sign on me for a freaking long time

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i suddenly miss ppl i shouldn't be missing...

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my 20th birthday sucked bcs my friends didn't hangout with me bcs thay had plans with their other friends, my dad who probably wished i was never born didn't even knowledge me, i feel like i did a terrible job at work and at the end i laid down in my bed and i felt like i couldn't breath

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rn i really hate myself

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I love this song 🖤🖤

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I'm really bad at texting ppl and i don't have anyone that tries to keep up with my life unless i meet up with them or they need my help with something

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My teacher in high school once told me i'm the biggest disappointment of my family and i know that my family thinks the same way

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I love rainy days cuz if i cry people don't see my tears

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