She Doesn’t Get it
Following this post will be a collection of my vents about this one specific topic, branched together so I don’t repeat myself too much. Each addition will be dated for organization and to show when events happened. This isn’t for anybody but myself. So carry on.
March 31st
I hate to be hostile about these situations and I hate getting upset over something I can’t change without hurting myself. But honestly, fuck you, you selfish bitch. You had your chance with him for the past three years, and have done nothing but hurt him more and more, and then get upset when he didn’t treat you well. I’ve always cared about him and do nothing but treat him like the person he is.
So yeah. Stop acting like a victim at the end of all of this drama you swear you aren’t making. You hurt him so much and he doesn’t want the mess that is your life. And stop seeing me as a bitch that stole him from you, because I was there for him when you weren’t, and he is choosing me. I’m surprised you think he would even want to date you after all you have done. There’s a reason you didn’t and probably never will. Don’t be so selfish and let me and him be happy.
Every single time you post something saying “I’ve been betrayed” or “You stranded me” is complete utter bullshit you’re telling yourself to make you feel better about fucking other people over. Don’t call me a fake friend because I made sure you were okay with all of this in advance ACTUALLY I told you a month ago when this all started that if you ever had an issue with this I would stop it so quick but you know what I changed my mind I deserve to be this happy. I deserve to be happy. So fuck you for making me feel guilty for having something with a guy that has never showed interest in you. Because if he did, you guys would have actually been a thing, and then you go around saying you love him and need him and you know you ruined your chances with him and are just now sabotaging the chance of him being happy with me.
Also. One more thing. I had mt heart shattered so much over one guy over two months ago and I struggled with even thinking I could be in another relationship and he is the first guy who can give me a sense of security and hope. You drool over so many other guys, constantly wanting somebody else every other week. You understand that you can expect everything from all of them and honestly you never even act like you want them when you’re around them, you’re just rude and you constantly obsess over them, and then get confused and upset when it doesn’t work. So don’t treat me so badly if you’re unable to decide who you even like. I’m not betraying you. I’m simply caring about him.
May 18th
You're still so fucking manipulative and can't understand that people can be happy without you and that's so sad and pathetic honestly what the fuck is wrong with you just because something is wrong doesn't mean that everybody else has to deal with it- especially if you won't do it yourself. You're so inconsiderate and there's a reason you go liking boy after boy, because people don't want to put up with your shit that you throw on them and yeah it sucks but it happens to everybody and you had to fix yourself before you can be with somebody.
And what is up with that. Why do you want a relationship if you can't even handle being friendly to people. And then you get upset and disappointed and feel let down the second they don't want to date somebody who makes them feel like shit. I don't care how many times you say "I'm just messing with them". It's rude and inconsiderate and you really need to reevaluate your perspective of how people see you. And don't get me wrong I get you have problems. But we all do and we cope and we don't let it hurt other people.
So yeah. Fuck off.