your greatest mistake

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"i'll show you mine if you show me yours"

she/her.

hey, whats up. the names pete (as you'd expect from a headmate blog, assuming you knew what you were walking into). nothing much to say other than congrats for making it to this corner of hell that i'm stuck in.

not much to say about myself other than try being careful when you speak with me. i probably don't make sense half the time, and i got lots and lots of issues that i'll never mention until they show up. oh, and my source is a bit messed up too. not a fun one, that's for sure.

i'm a bad person. you should not like me, want to date me, or anything. i doubt i can even love someone. be careful, i'll only disappoint you.

love you mikey, my heart stays with you for a reason. xxxoo.

send asks. i like them lots.

xo, peter peter pumpkin eater.

tags and stuff, subject to be forgotten:

- me talking: reel it back 🎥

- reblogs: best part of believe 🎥

- music: cry on the couch 🎥

- asks: bridges i've burned 🎥

- other/misc/not listed: till tonight do us part 📽️

- patrick: vonstump 📽️

- michael: wrote me off 📽️

- myself: only thing worse than not knowing 📽️

headmate blog, not rp. love you mw

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i love minecraft because i get to collect dogs. i love the different colors of dogs. i love dogs.

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i'm calm for now but i probably will do something terrible to myself later

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hi angel, i love you. i’m going to be here all day, okay? if you need anything, just text. i missed you, pretty girl. i’m here. mway

okay

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he used to say he loved me. was he lying then too?

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i'm so tired. i should just delete every post i made tonight. no more than a display of failure

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feeling sick again. what do i have to do to fix all that's wrong with me.

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i'm such a defect. not even he wants me.

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my own boyfriend wouldn't even show the fuck up when i needed to talk to him about how he's constantly ignoring me. how repulsive do i have to be in order to cause that?

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what do i even need to do for patrick to love me? can this be fixed? or was i always meant to be this unwanted.

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i need to get mad over this, but instead i just feel sick to my stomach.

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hey man (feminine connotation) (lmk if i should say something else), been seeing your posts as you can probably tell from all my likes and stuff. just hope you know you're awesome, like genuinely, there's just something kind of magical about you that makes you so fun to talk to and interact with in general. anyone who doesn't see that is just missing out on a great girl to be friends with, great person in general. they don't know what they're missing and what they're missing is fucking amazing!!! always here for you. got your ask on our main and it was really nice, always love seeing you & your other sysmates in my notes

-other pete

thank you i really need this rgiht now i'm not doing wel and don't think much can help me in this. i'll figure out a better response once i can thik of one. sorry

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i odn't know why i ever btohered. i should've known i was worth nothing to him. i never amount to anything othe rthhan failure.

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if i'm nit good enough for him thrn i'm not good enouggh for anyone

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canmt even show up for me. he really hates me, doesn't he?

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i'm going to be alone, aren't i? he's leaving me. i just know it. i'm too much, even when he's avoiding me. i can't even do this right.

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i feel so sick, so fucking sick. i can't do this, i'll make it all go wrong. what if everyone's right? what if he really doesn't love me? i can't lose my golden ticket, not like this. please don't take him away from me.