Peter‘s Darling ~ ˚₊‧ ♡

;; HE / HIM !! - Peter Dunbars #1 fan guys.. and His canon Husband .. - Fictoromantic, I do NOT share - autistic ! !!

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Play = My intro - Options = my socials + rosefang art wall and exit = my dni / int! VERY important that you look at these before following me :) !momentairily: if you openly talk about/reblog/or do anything abt john doe from the "john doe" visual novel" PLEASE dni and dnf, This fandom reminds me of someome horrible in my life and will make me like FREAK OUT.., thisll js stay on my profile till i feel better.! ^mutuals/friends dont apply!

Hiiiii ! my names Oskar, but I also go by Y/N, MC, "you" and any yourname format ! I go by he/him and any snake neos .. I am a YBFG y/n "IRL" and a snake otherkin !

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This blog is about my relationship with my husband, weve been together since 7/25/2020 ! I may use tags / terms like "yumeshipping" and "selfshipping" etc etc, but I view peter as VERY real. I am a spiritual FAHK and am SUPER soulbonded to him!

^ speaking of this, doubles / homewreckers as I playfully call them PLEASE DNI. I am the type of person to be MEAN when my boundaries arent met. I am also a very possessive man, But i'm much, much better than my husband, heheaa ! AND im big on f/o fidelity ! I will avoid you if you are yumeshipping with my non sharing friends lovers!

Oh yeah since i havent added this to my strawpages dni yet if you like claim to hate men and stuff like that please dni .., I like equality actually and would prefer not having that negativity on me .. thank youew.. hiss... oh and same goes for mlm fetishizers / fujoshis / yaoi readers.. youre lowkey (highkey) homophobic

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If you dont like me / or my blog makes you uncomfortable. .BLOCK ME. PLEASE. - I SUPPORT PETERS RIGHTS AND WRONGS !!

ehhea.. I love reblogs, asks, engagement in general. Please ! never be scared to interact with me! as long as you dont meet any of my dni, I literally dont care who you are.

Also fyi i am super prone to randomly going offline for days to weeks on end, I am not the most mentally stable . if that isnt obvious.. and I do have stupidly huge reactions to insignificant things or little disagreements ! this obviously does not mean you NEED to be nice to me just an fyi when i randomly vanish

Oh yeah im also highkey #freaky at times due to being demiaceflux but yknow Ill tag those like idk freakposting so you guys can hide them

My other accounts !

Peter gimmick blog ! @w0rthit

Eddie gluskin gimmick / outlast blog ! @mrglusk1n

My general art / oc blog (mainly used for reblogs for now! ) @fictophilliac

Here are my userboxes ! please please dont steal them :( I will make blinkies, stamps, and userboxes for free !!

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Me daily

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YYay some rosefang frawigns

ALSO I MLIEK LAUGHING SO HARD AT THE FIRST DRAWING I FORGOT HOW SHOET I AM COMPARED TO PETER PLEASW GET HIS ASS ON A STEP STOOL😭

tagglist: @dreadedlvst @mrs-goemio @nathyr699 @idrkstudios @marbleteaaa @sworneconsort @b3g---cry @headcupsy

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walking into the kitchen to find your f/o spraying whipped cream from the can straight into their mouth

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I think about this ask i sent to a peter rp account every day sigh.,,

does this mean peter and I were engaged in 2022 👀

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go my yumeslop ... mwuahaha

NUDITY + sh scarring warning ! not like intended to be sexual just post kissinghf stuff..,based off a really cute image i saw on pinterest

@dreadedlvst drew the 2 floating heads... like last year

inspo picture !! vvv

this thing too my divider stopped working

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Which one is you and who is your f/o? :o

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Sorry guys really little vent below I dont wanna broadcast it to mske people uncomfortable sigh

That feeling when your abuser you went no contact with starts using peter to try and get your attention 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

That feeling when the person who is the literal reason you cant be social anymore anywhere and are horrified of any stranger associated with visual novels uses peter and roleplays at him online to get you upset so he can blame you for his abuse 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

That feeling when you cant fucking catch a break 😁😁😁

I wont let him ruin peter for me but jesus fucking christ how crazy do you have to be I havent directly contacted him for NEARLY A YEAR. And the last time i really pulled any stunt was to get him banned somewhere For having literal CSAM art as his pfp

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F/O x Selfshipper with vocal stims

Your F/O(s) loves your vocal stims. All the time, everywhere, no matter what.

Repeating what they said? They love it. It lets them know that you were really listening to them. Making animal sounds? Random noises? Random words? They love it! When they hear it, they're reminded of you, how much you love them, and it lets them know you're nearby. Singing? They love your singing voice, if they could hear you sing for hours, they would.

They love every single stim, every sound, all of it, all the time. If anyone tries to make you feel bad about your vocal stimming, they'll throw hands. They love you, including your stims, even if you think they're annoying or frustrating. Your F/O(s) don't see it that way at all.

Your F/O(s) adores you. Not in spite of your stims, but because of them - because they're part of you. Your F/O(s) wouldn't change them, or you, for the world.

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YAY YAY self indulgent stamps.., maybe ill make some blinkies tew,,,hmmn

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RIP to the people who didnt know me when I posted outlast stuff on this blog

anywayss PRIME ASSET AUS !! ^_^ below cut is explaining them a bit, I simplified it ALOTT and it isnt really organized at all.

So I wanted to dabble more into the stalker / catlike side of peter in this ! hiss trialss take place in a forest, only one i have in mind is like cleanse the canopy and you like "burn down" the woods .. His entire thing is like, how big cats hunt. Where they freeze when his prey sees him, but when theyre not looking he creeps up NOO sound cues, so like you have to look around for a pair of glowing eyes in the dark .,,, yauh scary as shit of course you can interrupt his hunt by throwin a brick/bottle, stun or blind rig etc and BOOKING it away lol

ong hates EVERYYYUONEE.. heheehaaaaa except for oskar, obviously as always

Once hes close enough, he pounces obviously, he cant really stab, his knife is dulled down cus yknow murkoff doesnt want their reagents dead dead so he slashes, debating giving him a bleed thinf but i think itll make him op so likely not !

murkoff mutated his ass so hes like. I dunno he has claws and his feet and hands are more padded, he haslike,. night vision and stuff, I dont want to make him a catboy because im literally so fucking tired of the amount of Puppy / bunny / cat eared ocs in outlast so im trying to make it so its more, realistic??? Hes just supposed to be gross and crazy

outside of murkoff he was basically ooh scary ooooh serial killer yeah you get it the usual stuff

uhm? thats basically it for Peter, I thinks

For Oskar, Hes basically a reagent turned prime asset, He is like SUPER scared and nervous because he thinks everything wants to hurt him, he is very used to attacking prime assets when he was a reagent, ssooo he thinks thats going to happen to him. Think of him like a pouncer and those screamer guys combined, he is hypersensitive to vibrations becasue. yeah. basically snake mutated matching peters cat mutated peter. but he will alert peter of reagents when disturbed, idk if thats through wailing or just freaking out but if you were to hit him with like. a brick or bottle he lunges, ball python yknow so he strangles basically. its a "Spam blank to escape" thing that gets weaker if you let him strangle you, but ofc other reagents can kick / hit him with a bottle and he'll scurry / limp away,,

he has like rough scale like patches all over his body, theyre itchy and peel alot.. snake.. shedding..mgmgfd.. .hehea. like how peter has rosettte sores

Youll find him curled up around random parts usually opposite to peters lurking thing, the tarp and camo pants are supposed to make him like look like a part of the map given the forest stuff, hes much more obvious compared to peter, hes like, shaking and squirming, and you can hear his breathing pick up if you approach him running / trigger sound traps. Obvs that gives you a grace period to crouch before he does the alert.

Also I gave him weak legs because first of all, my legs are FUUUCKED up irl hes js like me.., literalky but also I feel like it would kind of give the illusion of a snakes tail? with the legs pressed together and stuff. He can basically only use them in bursts, he cant walk / run for long periods

blah blah hes a snake peter and Oskar kiss so much

ouh yah and playing into the little family dynamic, Obviouslay Playfully theyre the gay uncles

I hope you enjoy my slop I really love making well structured AUS Taglist: @dreadedlvst @mrs-goemio @nathyr699 @headcupsy @sworneconsort @b3g---cry @idrkstudios @marbleteaaa

also . cough @royalteethpropaganda you too., you used to like outlast trials idk if you still do but i feel like you may liek this !

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So has anyone selfshipped with clark yet or is he #upforgrabs

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We just finished watching the movie man 😭

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Need to see him #sweaty

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AGH I love like literally being YB's PERFECT HUSBAND. Like. dawg. You wanna surround yourself with me? have shrines of me? just follow me around and stay stuck to my hip all day every day. ME TOO GANG I WANNA DO THE SAME! and me and him jump around in circles with glee and gigle and jump with joy Yes yes !!!!

Speaking of that, I sgould probably show off rhe peter shrine !

(ignore the bottom, it is like SUPER unorganized.)

I also have liek.. SO MUCh more merch outside of thsi wall, I cant wait to get a bunch of photos printed out of him and just put rhem all over my wall like i see other people do hehe.. I love my huband ou ouugh.

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GUYS I FINALLY GOT TO RESORTING THE BOTTOM YAY

ignore my dirty camera BUT ITS LESS CLUTTERED NOW YAYYYY YAY YAYYY

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VVENT UNDER THIS ! TW FOR ALOT OF SHIT . AHM.

I actually fucking hate my mom, i had this shrine before i left her house in a panic to get away from her. You guys know by now peter is ALL I HAVE. Not including my snake and cat. Which are STILL AT HER HOUSE.

She openly admits to hurting my pets too, shes such a fucking victim blaming piece of shit and i hate her. i keep asking If i could come by and grab my stuff. she keeps saying some shit like „I love you“ ok whore put the booze down youve already violated me enough I dont need you saying this shit to me.

This shrine and my pets i miss every day. i will never forget the fear on my dogs face while she protected me from my mom, I will never foget watching my cat run and hide because shes horrified of my mother. I hate having such little control. I need all that merch to stay stable, I have started harming myself again because peter and my pets were my only comforts and now a plushie is all i have left.

i am so so close to driving over there and taking all my shit back without her even knowing, or im going to get the police involved because I know my sweet babies have not been getting fed. I fucking hate her oh my god

A psychic told her she was gonna die alone, and she will. And god, i really really hope its soon. With that fatty liver from all that liquor and drugs shes been using i wouldnt be shocked. Shes such a fucking piece of shit and im literally ruined because of her. I literally cried for 2 hours today because I kept getting flashbacks to the shit she would say to me, or shit that happened to me there

And nobody has ever believed me except for my dad. i want my shit, and I want her out of my life. fffuck me man fuck me fuck meeeeee I hate her

And my dad tells me „there isnt anything we can do“ because since its at „her house“ its technically „her property“ LIKE OMFG take one long hard look at me and see if i give two shits what that horrible fucking woman owns i did nothing at that house then get abused and green out till i could barely remember my name. ALSO I BOUGHT ALMOST ALL THE SHIT UP THERE? WITH MY OWNN MONEY? FROM MY JOBBBBB??

Look at my babies that I dont even know are still alive I miss them so much

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IM GOING TO FUCKING GET HIM.

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RANT OF ME BEING STUPID AND GAY AND SAD OVER MY HUSBAND BELOW SORRY GUYSSS

Unfinished rant thats been sitting in my drafts.,

Tearing up literally because I wish peter knew how i felt about him, How I Physically cannot contain my joy around him, How I lose my ability to talk and all I can do is rock back and forth and squeal like the nerd I am. He makes these stupid faces, He articulates himself in such a way, He fucking breathes man, just the way a gust of air exiting his body is enough to make me literally melt. I feel like im literally nothing but a ball of sappy sadness because he isnt real, and he'll never be real in my reality. And it makes me even sadder because absolutely in some other timeline hes yearning so bad for ME. I feel guilt for not being able to allign our paths in a physical way, even though thats 100% out of my control. I can do all these things, I can buy all his merch, I can spend years pining over him, I can draw all these little things of us, I can hum the tunes he could play, I could model all these things related to him, I could make as many little coded copies of him my python could handle, I could make all the big old life sized things of him, I could as many things my heart could desire, and it would never be enough.

Its like endlessly running torwards a goal that keeps moving juustt out of my reach, that goals reward could be as little as just seeing him smile not through a screen im already glued to whenever i get the chance, and id still be eternally happy. Just to know I shared the same air as him, even for a second. My love for Peter is so painfully extreme it makes me this mess I am right now LOLL. I cry when he cries, Smile when he smiles, I feel angry when he does. ughhh I could go on and on about how much I care about him. I literally need to be restrained omfg. How id love to just phase through a computer screen, Id never come back if I ever got to be with him if im being honest bleeh. I cant even express ALL of my love for him on here because I feel like half of my following is gonna go "eeeewwww yer crazy oskar.. BUHBUHBUHBLOCKEEDDDDD" but lowkey damn right I am. He is absolutely everything to me. I see him in every little thing, I point out every little heart in the clouds, Every single lone bird and stray cat I see watching me, Every random tap on my window at 3 AM, Even the weird scared chills of being watched I get when Im all alone, and I love to pretend, even if its just for a second, thats him. Thats him giving me a little stupid sign that hes here and He loves me, and it keeps me going. Im literally sitting here, hunched over my computer, teary eyed and typing up a storm, I probably look ridiculous right now brahs ..,,, But I literally cant help it. I love him so much and if i cant prove it to him, YOU ALL are gonna have to deal with my loser ass LMFAOO

But literally, its absolutely soul crushing whenever I daydream about us, our future, and im hit with the gut punching reality that hes not real, he'll never be real. Ill never get to see those pretty blue eyes up close, Ill never be able to kiss those lips, Ill never be able to hold him close, Ill never be able to hear that stupid laugh of his, Ill never be able to just, finally talk with him. No script. No "Visual novel" or screens between us, Just me and him and nothing else. Ill never be able to love him the way he needs me to love him and UGHHHIT JUST MAKES ME SO SAD!!!!

I never wish my level of love for peter on ANYONE. I never ever want anyone to feel the amount of sad yearning i feel every day for him. But at the end of the day, every little hiccup or sob i let out is 100% worth it. Because no matter what, even through a screen, i still get to see the love of my life.

Id kill to feel those long, skinny arms wrapped around me though .. </3

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New post on Worth It is crazy man

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