Phillip Sin: Je t'aime

Life is Love. Life isn't about trying to control your emotions, its about learning to savor them... My tumblr is a more personal insight into my life than what you would find through my facebook or twitter. You will find posts mainly relating to my love life and party life and my reflections on them. live.laugh.love -p.s.

[poisonintheink]

— ʀ.ᴛ.

[becherdireinen]

dating to marry? i’m dating to bind our souls together eternally so we'll find each other lifetime after lifetime without an end.

[phillipsin]

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For just a moment, our stars crossed paths and we burned brighter together… I will always remember you in my heart…

[phillipsin]

We loved each other in a world

that never made room for us.

We fought for it, held on to it,

tried to outrun the things that broke us.

But somewhere along the way

the world pulled us to opposite sides,

and we both knew the battle was lost.

Not because we didn’t love each other

but because love alone wasn’t enough

to hold everything else together.

Still, from across that quiet line,

I feel you.

And I know you feel me too.

Two hearts still reaching,

yearning for something

that can never be ours again.

A love that lived,

a love that mattered,

even if it won’t return.

And even from a distance,

I still carry you.

-phillip sin

[mywordsfortheuniverse]

If you hugged me it would simultaneously solve all my problems and create a million more.

But that’s a risk I want to take with you. Do you want it too?

[phillipsin]

How Much More Can I Give?

It’s strange. When you give so much of yourself to someone, it’s like pieces of you start living in them. And after a while, you start to wonder what’s left for yourself.

I’ve loved before, but I don’t think I’ve ever given like this. With her, I’ve tried harder, stayed longer, fought more gently, forgiven faster. I’ve stood by her side when everything in me was tired. I’ve built bridges out of broken moments and tried to believe they could hold us both.

But lately, I keep asking myself: How much more can I give? How much more can love ask of me before it starts taking pieces that I can’t get back? My peace? My health? My hope?

We spent time together today, small, ordinary moments that should have felt simple. But there’s this quiet ache behind it all, a question I can’t silence: Is this love, or am I just holding on because I don’t know how to let go?

I’ve tried everything I can think of… therapy, patience, faith, time. I keep reaching for a version of us that feels safe again, steady again. But maybe love isn’t supposed to cost this much. Maybe the real test isn’t how much you can give, maybe it’s knowing when you’ve given enough.

And still, I can’t shake the thought that there’s no one else like her. That somehow, this love, messy, heavy, imperfect, might be all I get.

Maybe that’s what makes it so hard to walk away….

p.s.

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[peytonfulford]

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#ilovelove

[phillipsin]

True Love:

People change. And the world changes too. But…

True love never dies.

True love persists.

Because True love is forever…

The end.

[phillipsin]

I don’t know what to do

I miss my friend that doesn’t want to be my friend

I guess all I can do is miss you and hope one day you will want to be my friend too.

I will always care about you and I will always hold a special place in my heart for you

[thegoodvybe]

[phillipsin]

These last few months...

it seems like my life has changed in a completely new direction. it seems like i’m headed to the next level. i just wish we were getting there together. but its ok. there is always the person that finds you on the other side... 

[toastbutteregg]

id be taking the green cup all the time cause im problematic

[phillipsin]

stop light party haha ^__^^__^

[phillipsin]

i think part of why i get drunk AF

is so i dont feel how much it hurts when i wake up and see its someone else next to me. i just take another drink,  then see u in my dreams....

[phillipsin]

i miss u em

u were the love of my life... no one can/will ever take ur place... ^____^

[phillipsin]

OOOOO

life seems to be a set of circles. everything and everyone has been here before, are here now, and will be here again...