I dont know if i can take this anymore
Depression. The thing that has taken the girl and many friends i love from me. Every morning i sit in bed for an hour not being able to move because i feel that hollow and empty. I dont know whats the point , ive lost her , the one i promised my life to and got attached to , i couldnt even make her happy , countless friends ive lost because of this shitty shadow that plays over my shoulders , i sit in the bath and cry because i have next to no feelings anymore and yes i am terrified what may happen in the future to me because honestly , i dont know anymore , i don’t know if i will be here and i don’t know if i will be happy , both of the possibilities are unlikely as hell but i would like to thank my friends , family and previous persons that tried to stand by me in this life.














