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            “I love to sail forbidden seas, and land on barbarous coasts "                  This is a blog dedicated to Inspiration and photographic         memories and content

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I dont know if i can take this anymore

Depression. The thing that has taken the girl and many friends i love from me. Every morning i sit in bed for an hour not being able to move because i feel that hollow and empty. I dont know whats the point , ive lost her , the one i promised my life to and got attached to , i couldnt even make her happy , countless friends ive lost because of this shitty shadow that plays over my shoulders , i sit in the bath and cry because i have next to no feelings anymore and yes i am terrified what may happen in the future to me because honestly , i dont know anymore , i don’t know if i will be here and i don’t know if i will be happy , both of the possibilities are unlikely as hell but i would like to thank my friends , family and previous persons that tried to stand by me in this life.

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Like one massive fucking relapse , all my thoughts come back and it fucks me up again , all my aspirations leave my body and i feel like a leaf in the wind. I just feel like i dont even want to be here anymore , thought my head was getting stable again but it just takes a few steps back into where i used to be. yay to me

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Attention

To all of you out there who claim to have depression but use it to your own advantage you are literal scum. I hate it I genuinely do , I sit here feeling like a empty bottle , just hollow with a outer shell , it hurts me but especially my loved ones and its fucking dreadful. I sit here sectioning myself of and it makes me feel like a absolute prick , please remember its okay for you if you use it for your benefits but for us with it , its very very shit place to be.

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grunge love xx

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Blog #4

Pretty chill day with the girl , delivered leaflets for her step dads business but all in all really loved it. Feel bit shit at the moment but will be alright. Got to remember its going to get worse before it gets better

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six feet under the stars // all time low

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British Army Sgt. G. A. Maynard of Yorkshire lights a cigarette for Cpl. Sidney Polls on their return to British soil after having fought and been wounded during the Allied D-Day landings on the beaches of Normandy in France. Gosport, Hampshire, England, U.K. June 1944. Image taken by Cpt. E. G. Malindine. 

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Blog #3

Yesterday i took tons of pictures of wildlife at the beach and it turned out really well. Really weird though as last night dreams kinda mixed with reality so it confused. But yeah life is better and its all because of the people around me. Life can only get better ay.

“You can always get better. Nobody can stop you from getting better, and nobody can stop you from trying to make something right” - Roseanne Barr

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Brand New- At The Bottom

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grunge love xx