crazy bc he annoys the shit out of me fr. but 80% of the time I completely forget his annoyances. and i love him wholly and forever and purely and unforgettably. everyone else ive ever known I can get over some things still. too loud, a laugh, a repetitive behavior, small trivial things that i latch onto. of course i still love those people (who are in my life i mean) but with andrew. its like they never even existed in rhe first place until im reminded of one. its been a year and still there's only one or two things id change and they're actually important (ex-he needs to communicate more) and not something stupid like "I hate the way you (literally can't think of an example rn)" its insane. I held thousands of weird tiny unimportant petty grudges over aiden and miranda and Dylan and wenz. friends, acquaintances, dude i find a reason. but i can't find one in him
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