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💋 chan x f!reader
💋 1.6k
💋 fluff/making out
💋 est relationship, a lil suggestive in the sense that they're making out, chan likes being called a pretty boy, slight dom reader/sub chan, chan has a teeny pain kink maybe ehe
💋 i had an idea and got carried away :DD thank you @horahae for betaing for meeee <333
Chan's lip ring may be fake, but the way you feel right now is certainly not.
💋
Pink, red, pink, red, pink.
You slide the final seed bead onto the straight pin and reach for your jewelry pliers, carefully bending the remainder of the wire to the side before rolling it into a neat circle.
There. All the pieces for your keychains are done.
Now you just need to assemble them. You pop open the container of jump rings and select one, clamping down on one side of the ring with the jewelry pliers. Carefully you pinch the other side with your fingers, and then you pry it open.
It opens the wrong way, stretching into an oblong C instead of the angled opening you needed.
“Stupid pliers,” you sigh, dropping the ring and nudging it out of your immediate workspace.
Chan shifts behind you, chin hooking suddenly over your shoulder, and you glance at him. Of course, he brushes his lips against your cheek in a tiny greeting before nodding towards the mess you’ve spread across the living room table.
“What’s wrong with the pliers?” he asks. You wrinkle your nose as you lean back against him and the front of the couch.
“Technically nothing. These pliers are just harder to open jump rings with, and I left my regular pliers at home.”
Chan’s arm curls around you, resting along your collarbones and just underneath his chin. “Regular pliers? Like just the normal ones that come in a tool kit?”
“Yeah, that’s where I got mine.”
He hums, then presses a kiss to the side of your neck. “Wait here.”
You watch from the floor as Chan rolls himself off the couch and disappears around the corner. A minute of shuffling sounds later, he returns, a pair of regular pliers in hand and a triumphant grin on his face.
“These work?” he asks, and you reach up for him, smiling back.
“Yeah, those are perfect. No, c’mere,” you say, swatting away the pliers and gesturing for him to bend down. “I don’t wanna kiss the pliers.”
Chan laughs and leans down obediently. You cup his pretty face in your hands and kiss him for a lingering moment before pulling back and taking the pliers.
As you settle back to work, you expect Chan to return to his book, but instead he sits directly behind you, legs gently bracketing your sides. His shadow looms over your workspace, a little in the way, but you don’t mind, especially as his hands drift to your shoulders and begin massaging. You hum appreciatively. In return, you feel the soft pressure of his lips on the crown of your head.
“You’re using both pliers?” he asks in surprise as you pinch another jump ring between his pliers and then reach for your own. You nod.
“It lets me get a really good grip on it, so I can open it properly. See? Like this.” With a twist of your wrist, the jump ring opens easily, just the way it should. You set the pliers down and show him the little ring, then reach for the one you messed up. “This one won’t work anymore because I separated the ends. It’s nearly impossible to get it closed again now. Not worth the effort.”
“Huh.” Chan plucks the messed-up ring from your hand, and you let him take it, returning to your unassembled keychain and selecting the silver heart charm. Attaching it to the base of the keychain only takes a moment, and you reach for the pair of pliers again, ready to open another jump ring. But Chan taps your shoulder, voice playful as he asks, “How do I look?”
You glance back to see him with a lip piercing.
No, wait; he’s just slipped the messed-up jump ring over his lower lip.
But it looks like a lip piercing.
And he looks hot.
You stare for a moment at the way the silver curves over the pink swell of his lip. Then you set down the pliers.
His smile falters as you turn around, bracing your palms on his knees as you settle onto yours. “Is it not good?” he asks, almost pouting, and oh the way the ring digs into his pursed lip is sickening.
“Shut up,” you murmur, and then you grab the strings of his hoodie and yank him down.
His pretty mouth crashes into yours. He squeaks, then whimpers, then moans as you tilt your head and kiss him harder. The little ring nudges against your lip, a little spark of cold against the warmth of his mouth, and you chase it with your tongue as you rise up from your knees, pushing Chan back and climbing onto his lap. He’s pliant beneath you, body rolling down into the couch and lips parting to let your tongue in. His hands fly to your hips and just cling.
Another day you might have fun going slow, playing with him and making him wait, but you can’t be bothered right now. He’s whimpering anyway as you lave your tongue over the ring, pressing just enough that the open ends must be digging into his skin. That’s alright. He likes it.
Chan’s fun like that.
“You,” you murmur against his lips, inching your knees closer around his thighs, “look so hot right now, pretty boy.”
His breath hitches. His hands spasm, clutching at your hips. You grin and nudge his chin lightly to the side, giving you better access to that pretty, pretty ring.
You graze your teeth against it, and Chan shudders.
You draw his lip into your mouth and bite a perfect crescent around the ring, and half a cry leaves Chan’s mouth before his voice gives out.
His grip on your hips feels significantly weaker as you release his lip and pull back, careful not to nudge the ring out of place.
“Look at you,” you breathe, cupping his cheeks. His eyes meet yours beneath heavy eyelids, already so dazed from so little. His lip is red now, red and swollen, the curve of your teeth slowly fading from his skin. You run one hand up and rake it through his hair, tugging just enough to guide his head back the slightest amount. He goes so, so easily. “Pretty boy,” you murmur again, and his eyelashes flutter. “My pretty boy.”
“Yours,” Chan whispers. His voice almost shakes, dripping with a silent plea.
You don’t make him wait, mostly because you don’t want to wait.
You lean down and fit your lips to his, tongue curling right into his mouth and his addicting warmth. The ring rides the flow between you as you kiss him deeper and deeper, and from the timing of his whimpers and the twitching of his fingers, you know it’s digging into him. But from the little moan he gives when you pull back enough to tongue at the ring, warm and wet now, you know he doesn’t mind.
And hell if he doesn’t sound pretty.
“Did you know what you were doing?” you murmur between kisses as you trail your way down to his throat, pulling on his hair until he’s perfectly presented for you. You kiss the line of his neck. “Did you know how hot you would look? How crazy you would make me?”
“No,” he gasps. He’s grabbing at the back of your shirt now, fingers scrabbling for something to dig into. Cute. “I didn’t know –”
He breaks off with a tiny, pretty sound as you reach up with your free hand to pinch his lip, right next to the ring. His fingertips drag down your back, nails just barely skimming your skin, and you hiss against his throat and pinch him again. He jerks. His spine arches up into you. but you nip sharply at his collarbone, and he takes the warning well, flattening himself against the couch once more.
“Good,” you murmur, kissing slowly back up his neck. “Good boy. Good, pretty, pretty boy.”
The noise he makes is unintelligible and deliciously, delightfully desperate.
You kiss his open mouth, and his startled gasp melts into a whine as you drag your tongue along the line of his teeth. His nails are digging into your back now, half wrapped in your shirt, but your hands are in his hair, and his grip on you tightens with each sharp tug you give him.
He whimpers as you prod at the ring where it meets the inner curve of his lip. He whimpers again as you pull away, and then he shudders adorably at the feather-light kiss you leave atop the ring.
“Pretty boy with a piercing, huh?” you whisper against his skin.
“Yes!”
His response is so quick and needy that you almost laugh. Instead, you lean in and kiss him again.
This time, you let it be long and slow. Chan melts beneath you, more than he already did, until you’re pretty sure his thighs are shaking. He’s so beautiful. So good.
So you treat him a little bit.
You close your teeth around the edge of the little ring and pull slowly away.
Chan’s breathing hitches, then stutters, as his lip stretches out, the ring slowly scraping along his skin. His whine arcs higher and higher, until –
Plip!
The jump ring pops free, trapped between your teeth, and Chan’s swollen lip snaps back into his mouth with a little wet sound. Oh, he’s beautiful like this, dazed and breathless, head back against the cushions, chest heaving and eyes lidded. A beautiful mix of pink cheeks and red ears and pink lips and red marks and his pink tongue darting out to soothe the pain.
You spit the ring out onto his hoodie. He swallows as you rest your elbows on his shoulders, lingering close, and his mouth opens and closes like he wants to say something.
“You alright?” you murmur, and he nods quickly. But there’s still something on the tip of his tongue. “Go ahead,” you urge, kissing the tip of his nose. “You were perfect. You can talk.”
Chan swallows again. He still hasn’t caught his breath, poor thing. “Um,” he manages. “Where’s the nearest piercing place?”
Something feral rears at that, and you decide you’re not quite done with his pretty lips.
i have been paralyzed by waiting for a package i need to sign for for the past 5 hours. i need this thing to get here so i can finally do something productive
just reread part of one of my wips and i was seriously cooking but god i cannot figure out where to go from here. i have no ideas for the middle. i have the beginning written and the end in mind but nothing happens in the middle. help.
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The Syndicates by @sailorsoons
The Syndicates of Hyperion are at war. The Kim and Yong families have forged a fragile alliance against the long-reigning Choi Syndicate. But in a world ruled by shifting loyalties, ruthless ambition, and calculated betrayal, power changes hands as quickly as lives are lost. These are the stories of those caught in the deadly web of the Syndicate, where survival is never guaranteed. And victory comes at a price.
(Current) Members: Soonyoung, Vernon, Chan, Seungkwan, Minghao
🐝's notes: if you know me you know how much this series means to me. I think about it daily. Legitimately. I cannot recommend it enough.
The Thirteen Valentines by @bookyeom
A series of song-inspired fics, one per member, in honour of love month.
Members: Seungcheol, Jeonghan, Joshua, Soonyoung, Wonwoo, Jihoon, Mingyu, Seungkwan, Vernon, Chan
🐝's notes: a beautiful collection of extremely lovely fics. i don't know if the collection will ever be completed but the ones that are there are so worth the read
Choi Seungcheol
cherrybomb by @daechwitatamic
Piloting a jaeger requires a rare ability called drifting - a neural connection with your co-pilot. You and Seungcheol are masters of the drift… until you have something in your head that you don't want him to see.
🐝's notes: 1/2 of the fics that made me watch pacific rim. it is very readable without ever having seen it though! in fact i dare say it might add to the experience. also amazing character dynamics
ANAMNESIS by @woncheolisms
five years ago, your company became a big enough threat to the existing tech ecosystem to cause an attack on your life. five years ago, said attack killed your husband. after spending so long picking up the pieces, you are quickly racing to the top again, which means your life is threatened once more. but the assassin sent your way is a little too familiar, even if he’s not exactly the same as the day he got “killed”.
🐝's notes: TENSION.... also this is such an compelling concept for a relationship it's soooooo good
ex-conomics by @100vern
you supported seungcheol through years of being an aspiring athlete, and all you got to show for it was your undergraduate degree and an awkward, stuttered apology when he dumped you to go semi-pro. now he’s back after an injury derailed his career, and there’s only one problem: you’re the only one available to tutor him. you - 0; the universe - 1. talk about no return on investment.
🐝's notes: yes i cried. such a well written reconciliation, paced perfectly
Yoon Jeonghan
Amontillado by @sailorsoons
Disappearing from your fiancé should have been easy. Instead, you stumble into Jeonghan’s empire of blood and alcohol - and he becomes the only thing standing between you and death.
🐝's notes: i love any and all fics that lean into giving jeonghan a sort of eerie vibe to him. you just can't go wrong with it
Joshua Hong
all the petty scenes & all the pretty things by @starlightkyeom
🐝's notes: this is the true beauty of one sided enemies to lovers
Wen Junhui
waste a moment by @miniseokminnies
🐝's notes: beautifully done strangers to lovers. a perfect fic to make you think "god i wish that were me" (ask me how i know)
Kwon Soonyoung
adore u by @joshujin
after a career drought full of dead end positions, you finally land a job you can be proud to include on your resume—prestigious company, room for growth, and most importantly, a salary that will allow you and your boyfriend, soonyoung, to breathe a little easier. what you don’t expect is the discrimination and vitriol you’re met with on the job. as office life gets harder and harder for you, soonyoung finds it increasingly impossible to sit back and watch you repeatedly get hurt like this. so he dusts off a mask he never thought he’d use again, and when your colleagues start dropping dead one by one… well, that’s none of his business.
🐝's notes: PLEASE heed the author's warnings on this one, it is extremely graphic. but it is SO GOOD. if you're looking for an interesting relationship dynamic and don't mind descriptions of gore, give this one a read
backrooms by @seungkw1
Your expedition into the Backrooms takes a turn when all of your crew members are killed, picked off one-by-one by the monstrous Entities that live within this labyrinthian abyss. Now it's just you, left to explore this never-ending liminal hellscape on your own, pressing onward as far as you can go before you too are killed. But when you unexpectedly run into another human, you have to decide whether or not to trust him. His cold, unfriendly demeanor is certainly off-putting, but your life very well might depend on his intel — so what choice do you have, really?
🐝's notes: just a very cool take on the backrooms with wonderful world building. this is another horror-adjacent one though so please keep that in mind
Jeon Wonwoo
rebel without a clue by @100vern
it's always felt impossible to live in your brother's shadow. he's the high council of your home planet, feared and deeply admired in equal measure, and you're neither of those things. you've felt purposeless your entire life—until your and jeonghan's childhood friend is being held hostage on a hostile planet. since your brother's life is too important to risk, they send you in his place. considering you're twins, no one will know the difference... right?
🐝's notes: legitimately made me feel like i was watching a movie in my head. a wonderfully intricate story
cuddles. by @waldau
🐝's notes: short and sweet and so cute. hurt me a little as someone who doesn't do well with storms 💔
Lee Jihoon
Storm Breaker by @sailorsoons
It’s a known fact Lee Jihoon is one of the best pilots the jaeger Program has. The only problem? He can’t keep a co-pilot to save his life. He thinks you’ll just be another Ranger in the rotation, but you are an unpleasant surprise.
🐝's notes: second half of the fics that made me watch pacific rim. beautifully written character development
Lee Seokmin
triple-dog dare by @eoieopda
when you're left off the guest list to seokmin's parent's thirtieth anniversary party, you're content to keep your questions to yourself and stay home. seokmin, on the other hand, is not content. in fact, he pulls the one card he knows will always win.
🐝's notes: sigh... such a good build up oh my god. my heart hurts.
Kim Mingyu
off the record by @wheeboo
(part 1) (part 2)
🐝's notes: SUPERMAN MINGYU IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME. had a non-zero effect on how insane i became after seeing the movie last year.
stuff to talk about by @kkaetnipjeon
🐝's notes: i have a weakness for drunken confessions. sue me.
love. by @blue-jisungs
mingyu is VERY whipped for you ever since first meeting and he shows it through his actions, rather than words.
🐝's notes: i cried. he's so sweet. everything about it was perfect
kim mingyu’s (unhelpful) guide to losing your virginity by @shuaflix
after accidentally telling your friends that kim mingyu took your virginity (he didn’t), you’re shocked when he proposes to relieve you of the fabled v-card for good (he does).
🐝's notes: this might have been the first svt fic i ever read on tumblr and it kinda ruined me forever. it set my standards very high. this mc is also very me coded so like... it hit home.
Hits Different (…'cause it's you) by @gyuswhore
(part 1) (part 2)
Kim Mingyu was the first friend your brother had brought home for dinner. Fast forward a couple years, his toothy smile and pierced ears would wedge their way into a permanent place in your heart. Nail to a coffin, never to escape.
🐝's notes: god. i just reread this. i knew going in it was going to emotionally ruin me all over again and it did exactly that. my chest hurts.
Xu Minghao
lost in translation by @studioeisa
🐝's notes: insanely well done character and relationship development. just so beautiful.
Boo Seungkwan
Just One Chance by @soo0hee
while for some valentines day was a day spend filled with love, compassion and roses, for you it was a total disaster. Alone and dissapointed you return home after what was suppossed to be the saving grace for your relationship where you were met with your best friend and roommate Boo Seungkwan. Maybe your night wouldn't end with total catastrophe...
🐝's notes: one of my favorite tropes ever. so sweet. so perfect.
Vernon Chwe
free bird by @orbitondgtl
Nowhere in your foreseeable future did you think that you, the supposed-to-be Queen and Vernon, the innocent merchant that you roped into your journey, set off a domino effect that puts the entire region of Talon at stake.
🐝's notes: the plot was soooooo fun. like i was locked in. it's also part of a collection and i'm eagerly awaiting the rest :D
fated season by @luvrung
at 27 years old you no longer had eligibility in the yearly season of courting. your only desire now was to get your younger sister married on her first season out this year. you never expected the loop that the choi family would throw your way with their youngest son hansol. he was perfect for your sister, yet why was he so intrigued by you?
🐝's notes: let me just say the topic hits home. my turn when. emotional and just perfect
Lee Chan
Goodbye, Fourth of July by @beefboyandbabygirl
it's the fourth of july when you realize you're in love with your best friend. unfortunately though, it seems that he doesnt love you back, and this knowledge sends you spiraling. you push him away, but chan just wants to know why you're so upset
🐝's notes: this very well might be my favorite fic of all time. i cried when i read it and i still feel it in my chest every time i reread it (which is often).
to care for you by @bookyeom
🐝's notes: im not even a big spiderman guy but i am just so soft for comfort fics like this. i am emotional.
sea salt. by @woncheolisms
one day, you’re buying a soft, brown fur coat from the thrift store. the next, you have a man on your doorstep claiming he’s your husband.
🐝's notes: i am mentally ill for otter chan. i am having intense cuteness aggression
promise ring by @lovelyhan
no one would've guessed that the daughter of the town’s royal mage has a soft spot for the clumsiest fire elemental in the entire realm. but when the crown prince suddenly asks for your hand in marriage, you're forced to consider how you feel about a certain lee jung chan a lot more seriously.
🐝's notes: MAN. i love the fantasy setting and im also just such a sucker for childhood friends to lovers. the constant dancing around their feelings until it hits like a truck is sooooo good
KISS ME THRU THE PHONE; I'LL SEE YOU LATER ON 💋
—★ lee chan as: kiss me thru the phone by soulja boy
thank you to bee (@imnotshua) for suggesting this song when i was crowdsourcing ideas. i can't believe they gave lee chan a motorola razr as a photoshoot prop. was he even born yet!!!!! anyway. this one was really fun. i love the color palette.
base ver without magazine/plastic overlays as always!
ICYMI !! — if you’d like to request the file(s) for any of the edits i post here, please see this post. thank you for your interest!
I sort of understand why other fans maybe are upset so many seventeen members are doing alternative service its feeling unfair
Four of thirteen members doing alternative service is not 'many' members doing alt service and tbh I think you're really weird for having opinions on how a stranger in another serves the military of that country all because you happen to listen to kpop. Hope that helps.
Edit: I realize in hindsight 4/13 isn't accurate considering Joshua, Junhui and Minghao aren't Korean citizens and thus, cannot be eligible for the military. So the correct representation is 4/10 which is still less than half those eligble doing alt service. Get a grip.
anon it's actually not reasonable at all to be upset about how someone else does their FORCED CONSCRIPTION. it makes you sound grossly pro-military. these are REAL PEOPLE giving up 18-21 months of their REAL LIVES for a government that doesn't care about them. whether they're on active duty or not shouldn't matter, it's dehumanizing regardless.
it's not "unfair" either. from a purely logical standpoint, that's why people who do alternate service have to be there for longer. and again, these are real people with real medical issues, it's a legitimate liability to the government to put them in active duty.
but above all the problem i have with anyone who thinks it's "unfair" is that you're going in with the mindset of "well because xyz had to do it everyone else should do it too". military conditions are AWFUL. people regularly get physical injuries alongside extreme stress on their mental health. as a human being you should care about other human beings, and caring about other people means not being fucking upset that they don't have to go through something like that just because someone else did. suffering is not transactional.
tldr: everyone get more anti-military RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!
the reason i am so vehemently against conscription is BECAUSE i saw what happened with bts. the government led them on for years and them treated them in the most awful ways when they actually went. forgive me for not wanting anyone else to go through that.
i seriously think people who don't care and just think everyone should be thrown in active duty with no regard for anything should ask themselves what they'd think if the government decided to get rid of conscription in general starting now. if it's anything other than "wow i'm thankful no one has to go through that anymore" you seriously need to reevaluate your stance.
boochan in the military band means they're constantly going to get used as military propaganda in the same way hoshi has been and yet people are so excited to see them there idk how you can be happy. seeing them is those fucking uniforms is gonna make me sick
everyone needs to get more anti-military right now i'm so serious
I sort of understand why other fans maybe are upset so many seventeen members are doing alternative service its feeling unfair
Four of thirteen members doing alternative service is not 'many' members doing alt service and tbh I think you're really weird for having opinions on how a stranger in another serves the military of that country all because you happen to listen to kpop. Hope that helps.
Edit: I realize in hindsight 4/13 isn't accurate considering Joshua, Junhui and Minghao aren't Korean citizens and thus, cannot be eligible for the military. So the correct representation is 4/10 which is still less than half those eligble doing alt service. Get a grip.
anon it's actually not reasonable at all to be upset about how someone else does their FORCED CONSCRIPTION. it makes you sound grossly pro-military. these are REAL PEOPLE giving up 18-21 months of their REAL LIVES for a government that doesn't care about them. whether they're on active duty or not shouldn't matter, it's dehumanizing regardless.
it's not "unfair" either. from a purely logical standpoint, that's why people who do alternate service have to be there for longer. and again, these are real people with real medical issues, it's a legitimate liability to the government to put them in active duty.
but above all the problem i have with anyone who thinks it's "unfair" is that you're going in with the mindset of "well because xyz had to do it everyone else should do it too". military conditions are AWFUL. people regularly get physical injuries alongside extreme stress on their mental health. as a human being you should care about other human beings, and caring about other people means not being fucking upset that they don't have to go through something like that just because someone else did. suffering is not transactional.
tldr: everyone get more anti-military RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!