Pikalize's very awkward Expressive Blog

(he/they) French, 18 || Hobbyist artist, VA, vocalist || I upload art, song covers, and sometimes original compositions || PFP by @coyoteyote11 || Proshippers and creeps DNI

[lemon-sunsh1ne]

Addressing Pankiepoo's Statement to the Allegations: Proshipping, Defending groomers, Racism, etc.

[Evidence of all Claims Below] Part 1

IF YOU CARE ABOUT WHETHER OR NOT THE ALLEGATIONS AGAINST PANKIE ARE TRUE OR FALSE, YOU'LL READ THIS THREAD IN IT'S ENTIRETY AND LOOK AT THE EVIDENCE PROVIDED.

i'm copying and pasting this from my other account. tumblr only allows 30 images per post so i'll be splitting this into two posts.

in this thread i'll be addressing pankie's statements (seen below) to the allegations that were brought up against him (seen here).

first off: pankie claims that he did not see/know about the proship content his partners were engaging with, and therefor he should not be held accountable. however, there's evidence showing that pankie was present + participated in these types of conversations with his partners.

pankie claims he separated from these two in september/october. i was skeptical of this because: pankie only started to PUBLICLY say this when a fight broke out in the proship servers/gcs they were in, and threats of exposing each other publicly became a reality.

this fight went on for months, and was detailed in a doc released by one of the members in the proship server/gc exposing pankie, ren/razz, and clowntainment, as well as pankie's complacency in the situation. the overall fight was over ren's gaslighting + manipulation

this fight took place in a proship environment, with only the secret proshippers in the server/gc being aware of it. however, it spread far enough that people outside of it started to notice weird things. multiple people would question pankie about it. this was pankie's response:

pankie was also approached by concerned friends who saw ren interacting with proship content such as zoophilia and pedophilia. in the response below you can see pankie claiming he had no idea. however he was confronted for previously dismissing ren's behavior and saying it wasn't his business

notice how pankie keeps claiming he has no idea about anything and he's not involved at all, as well as the dates that he made this claim. he even tries to claim that he has no idea what his friend is talking about but ALSO says it's personal and he shouldn't say anything.

pankie is doing everything to distance himself from his boyfriend's behavior, and doing everything to claim he has no idea what the "situation" is, and that he has no idea ren liked proship things. even though pankie was active in the proship servers/gc his partners were in

now for this next part of the thread im going to show you how pankie has handled situations like this in the past; where he was approached by victims who asked for his help regarding groomers in his server or friends who tried to tell him he was acting inappropriately.

a 13 year old in pankie's art server told pankie that their groomer/abuser was in the server, and requested that pankie take action. they provided evidence as well. however rather than remove the groomer, pankie suggested the victim leave instead, and warn their own friends.

because the groomer was 15, pankie didn't believe the grooming allegations the victim was telling him about. even though the 15 year old admitted to it themselves and all of their victims were around 11-12 years old or younger.

rather than removing the abuser/groomer, pankie suggested the idea of just closing down the chat in the server so that no one could talk. the groomer was allowed to stay, and pankie left the victim with no choice but to leave.

not only was the groomer allowed to stay and the victim was forced to leave, but the groomer reached out to the victim to try and address the doc they made about pankie and the situation, and even confirmed that they and pankie had gotten closer and became friends.

tumblr won't let me add more images, so i'm going reblog this with the second part.

UP NEXT: Pankie Racial Slurs Allegations.

[lemon-sunsh1ne]

Addressing Pankiepoo's Statement to the Allegations: Proshipping, Defending groomers, Racism, etc.

[Evidence of all Claims Below] Part 2

IF YOU CARE ABOUT WHETHER OR NOT THE ALLEGATIONS AGAINST PANKIE ARE TRUE OR FALSE, YOU'LL READ THIS THREAD IN IT'S ENTIRETY AND LOOK AT THE EVIDENCE PROVIDED.

for this next example of how pankie handles situations in which others tell him he's acting inappropriately, i'm going to provide context. pankie is white. born and raised in sweden, and 100% white. here's proof of that.

at 16 pankie dated a 14 year old. i bring up this age difference because despite being the younger one, pankie's 14 year old partner and their partner's friends had to be the ones to tell pankie he cant say racial slurs (like the N word) since he's white

however, pankie wouldn't take the situation seriously and would pretend to have changed but would "accidentally" say racial slurs again and joke about it. he'd even try to tell his then partner to say racial slurs too, despite them being white as well and uncomfortable with it

his ex stated that pankie's way of handling conflict was with "a lot of avoidance and making light of it to make it seem less serious." we can see he still does this in the below example, and we can see his avoidance when confronted about his partner's proship behavior as well.

pankie tried to claim that he had no idea that his boyfriends were into any of this. but i have also started to hear that pankie is now changing this to say that ren and clowntainment were the "masterminds" behind everything and pankie was uninvolved. this however is false.

in september, when the situation was coming out, i confronted clowntainment. he tried to deny knowing, but in doing so he revealed that pankie and ren originally excluded him and had a gc where they'd roleplay extreme/proship fetishes they wrent sure they could trust him with yet

WARNING FOR NSFW TEXT IN NEXT TWO SCREENSHOTS:

while clowntainment's claim that he had no idea about their proship behavior is completely false, since there are screenshots above from june/july proving otherwise, it does show that pankie + ren were already engaging in that kind of stuff without his influence

theres also word that pankie has tried to claim that clowntainment forced him into a relationship with ren, but this is false as well. he even disproves this himself in his own statement? pankie met ren first, dated him first, and then they invited clowntainment as their third

pankie also claims that he would never put children in harm or expose them to sexual content, and that he wishes people would tell him if he made a mistake. but when questioned for turning an nsfw fetish drawing "sfw" by editing the expression, pankie doubles down and defends himself.

what pankie conveniently left out is that this wasn't just a "suggestive drawing" turned sfw. it was an explicit drawing in a collection of nsfw macro/micro fetish drawings. pankie took the least explicit out of the bunch and edited it to share with their minor audience

(CENSORED NSFW BELOW)

i shouldn't have to explain it but taking nsfw fetish images and editing them to look innocent just so you can show it to your fanbase, which you KNOW consists of minors, is extremely predatory. it exposes unwilling and unknowing people (AND MINORS!!) who did not consent to engaging with fetish material.

it's a complete overstep of boundaries and ignores consent entirely. this is a tactic that many people use to get people to unknowingly engage in their fetish.

[lemon-sunsh1ne]

Addressing Pankiepoo's Statement to the Allegations: Proshipping, Defending groomers, Racism, etc.

[FINAL THOUGHTS]

lastly, pankie says he tried to reach out to me so that misinformation could be "corrected." ive had him blocked for several months, so he sent people to try and speak to me. it wasnt a matter of "correcting" misinformation, but trying to get me to delete the thread. he wrote them a copy pasta to send me and asked that i delete the thread because of "misinformation" about him still being in contact with ren and clowntainment.

however, whether or not pankie is still in contact with ren and clowntainment does not change his previous involvement.

he and his partners lied about not being proship. he was proven to be involved. he allowed groomers in his servers. he won't take accountability. i'm not deleting any of this.

[coyoteyote11]

Commission for @pikalize ! I had so much fun, especially the hair!

[pikalize]

Alternatives?

I know people have mixed feelings when it comes to the Sparklecare community, but I didn't care much about the community. I cared about the comic. And lots of people have lost something that comforted them because of Kittycorn, including me.

I wish there would be something similar to Sparklecare, but... not Sparklecare, obviously. Not anymore...

I'm not actively looking, honestly. But if anyone has recommendations, any, I'll take em. Webcomics with anything that reminds you of Sparklecare's good aspects. Retro internet related stuff, maybe. I don't know.

[tillfate]

doodle to comfort myself because this whole situation is incredibly upsetting. here's till holding the anticare flag, designed by chem-with-care. blinkie by sparklestarheadcanons.

this is not going on the main tag because i saw a post that said that we shouldn't flood the tag with art, now is the time for victims to speak out.

[starfireseraphim]

My last post for the Sparklecare community.

So, I've talked to the rest of the Sparkledub team about this, and we've all come to the conclusion that... The Sparkledub is cancelled for good. With that, this is also my last post for Sparklecare as a whole. I found out about this community when I was still in the Purrfect Apawcalypse space, and I have made a lot of friends along the way. I liked Sparklecare more than Purrfect Apawcalypse because it had a lot more going for it. Characters, locations, art, LGBTQ+ representation. And the creator, Kittycorn was the nicest individual in this fandom and cared for us equally, even in the worst of times. But everything has changed. What I saw in kit has been reduced to a crazed, fetish loving monster that, at this point, has no hope in redemption. The fact that she ships siblings together, shows NSFW and fetish content to minors, and befriended a FUCKING pedophile made me consider who I looked up to. I guess incest really is an anagram of nicest. Besides, the Sparklecare community is already on a sinking ship right now, so I want to get off the sinking ship before it's too late. However, in the following days, you will see some content that WAS meant to be released sometime, but due to... THAT, almost all of it has been cancelled.

I'll still be working with most of the team behind the Sparkledub, so I'm not severing any ties with THEM anytime soon. I like what they did, and basically just walking away from them feels wrong. So I want to incoporate them into other projects, like a Lil' Char comic dub that's currently in the works. Trust me, they're not going anywhere. To all the remaining Sparklecare fans, I'm sorry it had to be like this. But unfortunately, that's the current situation I now face. Fuck you, Kittycorn. Never come back again.

Thank you.

[pikalize]

I've seen everything on those google docs. I'm so... shocked. I have no words...

I'm not even mad. Just very, very disappointed. And disgusted...

[pikalize]

I customized my 3DS hehe

[pikalize]

Day 6 - FUCK IT WE BALL

Silly Man (who the fuck is he)

[pikalize]

Day 5 - MS Paint

Blood Sunset

[pikalize]

Day 4 - "My Little Pony"

Here's Rainbow Dash

🌈

[pikalize]

Cringetober 2024 - Day 3

Good VS Evil

[pikalize]

I'm feeling lazy

[pikalize]

Silver spoon and... the goober

[pikalize]

Fan & Test Tube

Inspired by some Sparklecare Hospital panel

[potato-lord-but-not]

Jhariah fanart!!! because his music makes my brain!!! explode!!!!

[sparklecarehospital-archive]

it is your life

[cronchytoast]

crayon brush and default color pallete on mspaint my beloved

[maluniverse]

Hello again, it's been a rather long time but I am here to share a little project for swag day of sparkletober, a Uni Cornelius Shimeji for your desktop! This link leads to a Dropbox where you can download her, simply open the Shimeji-ee.jar file to add a Uni to your desktop!