i quit the bfnif fandom. (Long explanation below)
This wasn't originally planned, and to be fair it's going to be hard to considering that i have a lot of history with it and it's that matters a lot to me, but i also have trauma involved with a person who i would prefer to not name. They gave me nauseous feelings, depression, suicidal ideations (although I've already had them before the event, they worsened after it), and nightmares, which makes me not want to take my medication to fall asleep because i do not want to have nightmares anymore. I've also had a panic attack, where it went as far as me not being able to breathe and nobody was around, im pretty sure i could've died, luckily my partner helped me to calm me down.
Allegations has been revolved against one of my mutual and that person involved me into it (which by the way, were completely false).
This person was a big fan of the show and did some horrible things to minors through this fandom. As a result, I've been harrassed in my inbox by anons almost daily, and my partner miasm, got a doxxing threat from the same person.
If you know the person who i am talking about, please do not talk to me about them as it triggers me badly.
I do not feel safe in this fandom, nor do i feel welcome in it anymore.
Its sad to see you leave the fandom but its an understandable reason
