Shelby.

Love yourself first

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guys... i can confidently say... he’s gone now. forever. here’s to growing.

[pineappleswrl]

i have a horrible drinking problem. but bad bad juice makes sad sad go away.

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i would so much rather be fake happy with him, than be by myself. i physically cannot be on my own. that is how much hate i carry for myself. i would rather be put down and talked to like i’m so much less than. this constant need for validation stems from somewhere, but i still don’t know where. if i don’t find out soon, it might kill me.

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sometimes i wish i could post the things he says to me on here... but i don’t want to risk it. i also hate it when people feel bad for me so... keeping this pain to myself.

[pineappleswrl]

i wish he would ask me if i’m okay instead of me asking him

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why do i seek so much validation from him when i know he hurts me so bad?

[pineappleswrl]

take me back to when i was happiest.

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@paulaordovas

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[inspodior]

I N S P O D I O R

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I would do anything to make him smile

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BINK BONK ELLO- life is so weird.

[pineappleswrl]

i’ve never wanted to fight so hard and give up so easily for something in my life.

[pineappleswrl]

mental illness. oof. that’s a tough one G.

[pineappleswrl]

loneliness is the first side effect of becoming a more low key person and learning to just focus on myself.

it sucks.

[pineappleswrl]

ladies and gays. we left him. 🥳🥳

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i wish yall could get a glimpse into the bullshit that i have to deal with everyday