i'm your trans enemy

morgan. she/her. bi ace lesbian, nonbinary trans woman. original 90s kid ie born in 1990. i like cute animals and that includes buggies and lizzums. i also like it when kind and friendly people talk to me. if i reblogged a horoscope post and you're wondering what my sign is, it's pisces. i mostly reblog refutations of The Discourse as well as anything i find sufficiently funny, cute, and/or queer. my original posts consist of what i've been watching/doing. byf: please send a message briefly describing yourself so i know you're not a bot.

[pixielight-dee-foxfire]

cw: suicide

extra layer of cw: this is a suicide note.

i have withdrawn the money from my bank account that was going to pay rent for december to buy a handgun and ammo, which i will now use to kill myself. this post is a scheduled post that will publish at 10am monday december 5. it is now sunday december 4 at 12:20 pm eastern time.

my intention is to aim for the heart, as seeing this world’s cruelty has broken it. the cruelty of capitalism. the cruelty of transphobia and other far-right extremist beliefs. et cetera.

should there be no afterlife, the end of existence will be a mercy. should there be an afterlife, then it is where i go as a refugee from this life.

if there is no afterlife, this life doesn’t matter. there’s no point in persisting, in building something, if it’ll all be gone one day. ozymandias indeed.

if there is an afterlife, this life matters even less in comparison. here, we struggle in vain every day to try to eke out the little bits of joy that can be found. but when we’re not experiencing those tiny joy bits, we’re collecting trauma.

nonexistence doesn’t scare me. an afterlife doesn’t scare me. even persisting in this world doesn’t “scare” me, i’m just not interested in doing it anymore. i’m not interested in spending each day seeing an endless deluge of advertisements trying to make me make this world worse. if there’s an afterlife, they probably refer to this earth as “the advertising planet” or maybe even “the spam planet”. it’s garbage and i want off it right now.

so i’m leaving. the only thing that does scare me, is pulling the trigger. the moment of anxiety. all my hopes and fears converging on one single instant.

well, if you end up seeing this post, you’ll know i pulled the trigger. whether it killed me is as of yet a mystery--people survive getting shot in the chest, after all. when the shot fires, everyone in the building will hear it and investigate. the door is locked, but only by deadbolt, not by the little chain hook thingy. if the shot isn’t immediately lethal, they might be able to get me to a hospital. who knows. if the shot isn’t immediately lethal and i remain conscious, my plan is to fire again--this baby holds 10 rounds! i’m not some sucker who only loads 1 round to kill myself like one asshole i know.

anyways. that’s it for us.

Morgan Dee, the captain Falcon, the first mate Unit M.L.E., the navigator Diedre, the ship’s doctor The Critical Chorus aka The Pestilence Choir, the crew Meskle, a stowaway and perhaps others

[thoughtgained]

I’m on my knees begging for more ai-generated kim voice posts they’re hilarious.

Visit Original Link

yeah okay

with respects to relevance and wyndrga

[tfw-adhd]

[cloyingstar]

SHE IS ON HER PUTER!!!!

LOOK AT HER!!!!

the silly kitty. :3

the original meme^^^

[cinturongazo]

[probablybadrpgideas]

A spell called “Literally Fucking Nothing” that uses all your spell slots and does literally nothing

[petrichortiefling-deactivated20]

Chronic fatigue.

[pixielight-dee-foxfire]

Cthonic Fatigue

[suigintou]

manifesting

[princessmo]

mike’s hard past couple of months

[angsty-art-ist]

more meowrails fresh out the oven. just for you guys <3

[ID: a coloured sketch of nepeta leijon and equius zahhak. speech bubbles are drawn from them to screenshots of a textpost. nepeta is saying “what if i was evil and ran towards you at very fast speeds”. equius is saying, “my arms are strong, i would catch you and hug you”. end id]

[popomerrygamz]

Are you a Homestuck?

Do you actually reblog homestuck art and other posts, and want to find more homestuck blogs?

Reblog this post with your tumblr so other people can find your blog, and so you can find other homestuck blogs!

[buzzingroyalty]

last day of @rosemarymonth2022 is for my neighbor au would you look at that im actually showing some of the halloween party on actual halloween

[dailyrosemary]

This is among my favorite rosemary halloween fanarts I’ve ever seen.

[weaver-z]

This satire article resonated with me so much

[gudetama-tamad]

[theoutcastrogue]

Copaganda does three main things.

First, it narrows our understanding of safety. Police get us to focus on crimes committed by the poorest, most vulnerable people in our society and not on bigger threats to our safety caused by people with wealth and power.

For example, wage theft by employers dwarfs all other property crime combined — from burglaries, to retail theft, to robberies — costing some $50 billion every year. Tax evasion steals about $1 trillion each year. There are hundreds of thousands of Clean Water Act violations each year, causing cancer, kidney failure, rotting teeth, and damage to the nervous system. Over 100,000 people in the United States die every year from air pollution, five times the number of all homicides.

But through the stories cops feed reporters, the public is encouraged to measure a city’s safety by whether it saw an annual increase or decrease of three homicides or fourteen robberies — rather than by how many people died from lack of access to health care, how many children suffered lead poisoning, how many families were rendered homeless by illegal eviction or foreclosure, or how many thousands of illegal assaults police committed.

The second function of copaganda is to manufacture crises or “crime surges.” For example, if you watch the news, you’ve probably been bombarded with stories about the rise of retail theft. Yet the actual data shows there has been no significant increase. Instead, corporate retailers, police, and PR firms fabricated talking points and fed them to the media. The same is true of what the FBI categorizes as “violent crime.” All told, major “index crimes” tracked by the FBI are at nearly forty-year lows.

The third and most pernicious function of copaganda is to manipulate our understanding of what solutions actually work to make us safer. A primary goal of copaganda is to convince the public to spend even more money on police and prisons. If safety is defined by street crime, and street crime is dangerously high, then funding the carceral state leaps out to many people as a natural solution.

The evidence shows otherwise.

— Alec Karakatsanis, “Police Departments Spend Vast Sums of Money Creating “Copaganda”” | Jacobin, July 2022

[wakewithgiggli]

Right-Wing Groups Have Created Drag “Alert Systems” to Monitor Performances

They come after months of anti-drag rhetoric on the right.

The TLDR: violent bigots have created a site that anyone can use to report the location of a drag event.

Just to be clear: their form is at a page called Defend Texas Kids and any concerned citizens could click the report button and give the address of anywhere hosting a drag event. There doesn't appear to be any filtering, so in theory anyone could enter any location.

They really should have a way of validating the data people enter, to stop enterprising people entering fictitious events at, say, conservative sites. The site could easily be overloaded with erroneous data making their system unusable...

[dee-the-red-witch]

I would NEVER suggest someone fill in data from any kind of list that may already exist in the wild and just needs a search or two for the right addresses. That kind of thing would definitely prevent anyone from easily sorting junk data from the database.

[rongzhi]

English added by me :)

[pixielight-dee-foxfire]

i was gonna go take a nap/go to bed early so that i might start to feel better but the awful bitch who lives next door and has a vicious shouting match against her roommate every Saturday has remembered that today is Saturday

[acespec-ed]

You might be sexually attracted to that person if…

- You think sexual thoughts about the person out of nowhere

- You feel aroused upon seeing the person outside of a sexual setting

- You find yourself wondering what the person is like in bed and what their genitals look like 

- You want to have sex with that person because your body is screaming for sex with that one person in particular.

- Seriously though if you’re already horny and that person is there you will feel all hot and sexually aroused and might drool a bit and fantasies of doing X-rated things to that person will fly through your mind and your body will literally be screaming for that person to take you or for you to take that person. Even just thinking about that person while horny can do this to you.

- TMI but if you get off while fantasizing about you having sex with that person, the orgasms can be absolutely mind-blowing and may even give you leg cramps.

- You really do “just know.”

You might not be sexually attracted to that person if…

- You make a conscious effort to fantasize about sex with that person, mainly to see if you actually want to

- You feel aroused during a sexual situation, but that arousal has more to do with the activities instead of the specific person. Alternatively, you just don’t feel aroused at all.

- You feel aroused at random, but it’s directed towards no one

- You want to have sex with that person because you want to make them happy or are just horny and want to get off with a partner or want babies or want money or literally any other reason aside from your body screaming for sex with that one person in particular.

- TMI but if you try to get off while fantasizing about you having sex with that person, you may get bored and start thinking of other things. Or, you may start fantasizing about that person doing sexual things that don’t involve you in which case aegosexual might be worth looking into.

- You just don’t know.

If the “you might be sexually attracted” list boggles your mind, you are possibly asexual.

If the “you might not be sexually attracted” list boggles your mind, you are possibly not asexual.

If you can relate to the “might not be sexually attracted” list, but also feel like you’ve experienced some of the things on the “might be sexually attracted” list, it may be worth checking out some acespec identities.

(Disclaimer: This is strictly based off of my own experiences as acespec and is meant to be a guide for people questioning sexual attraction. Overall, you know yourself best and I’m not gonna tell you what you’re feeling or how to identify.)

[aegosexual-moments]

These types of lists are always so helpful!

A big one too, I think is, you may fantasize, but the people in your fantasies are never YOU. They’re fictional characters or your OCs but they’re never you specifically. And if they are it’s an idealized version of you.

That top list makes me realize I’ve never experienced any of that, it’s kinda like when I stumbled into an ask Reddit about what sexual attraction felt like and I went “yeah, I have never felt THAT way and whatever I feel isn’t sexual attraction”

[zymomonasmobilis]

here it is, the info I’ve always wanted to see, breaking down attraction vs not-attraction in intense, analytical detail

[thoughtlessthinkythoughts]

Here’s a few more for aces who do experience aesthetic attraction and who aren’t repulsed, because goodness knows these are the ones that confused me when I was figuring things out. If you have sexual fantasies that involve things being in a certain situation or having things done to you, but you aren’t visualizing anything or imagining specific people, you might not experience sexual attraction

If you’ve ever had the thought “masturbation is better than sex because it is more efficient and skips the boring bits,” you might not experience sexual attraction.

If you find someone attractive, but the thought of seeing them with their clothes off isn’t more attractive, it probably isn’t sexual attraction. (A naked body is just a naked body. But people are so lovely when in a look they’ve picked out to express themselves.)

If you occasionally notice body parts considered sexual and think they look nice, but do not want to do anything sexual related to those parts, it might not be sexual attraction. (I will occasionally think someone has nice boobs or a nice butt, and I assumed that was sexual attraction for a long time. But I’ve learned that for allo people, thinking those things leads to them having a response of “therefore I want to tap that” which is absolutely baffling to me. Also, again, those thoughts don’t lead to “and therefore I want to see them without clothing.”

If your response to something that seems to be making others horny is very similar to your response to those videos of “oddly satisfying” things, it might not be sexual attraction.

[roach-works]

i’d like to add in: your sexual fantasies might not feature you, yourself, even an ‘idealized’ version of yourself, if you experience dysphoria or dysmorphia. if you don’t like having or being in your body, or just feel like your ‘self’ is different and separate from your body, that’s a different part of your sexuality from whether you’re ace or allosexual, and can complicate a self-diagnosis.