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Giving Expie My Clothes

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My fursona ref sheet

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I just like this meme and wanted to see it expiefied

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I know that you don't know me but I wanted to share with my feelings when I remade my OC/fursona.

Reason why I changed it in first place is that I just didn't like it. I don't like it's design that much and it looks not in my style.

Second reason is that it was not real me (not like I'm anthro irl). It was just OC with it's own personality, looks and backstory

Final reason is this fucking flower. This OC has flower instead of one eye. The backstory for it was made 2 years ago and I find it now very edgy and cringe. The backstory is that my OC was dead inside and I was nobody. And when I started drawing something started to grow. A small beautiful flower. That symbolized new path in life and yara yara.

This OC isn't me. It is just a character who I though I am.

Then comes this day. I was feeling down (just not in mood) and I didn't have any idea what to draw. From this fact I felt even more miserable that I can't even draw. Then by accident I sketched my OC but decided to add some details like hair.

In this moment I like opened my eyes and see that it is me. There is no way that I am looking at myself. I sketched to the end and finished it in my style.

It had every bit of myself. I have round glasses and long hairs. I love foxes and turtleneck sweatshirt. My favourite colourful colour purple. And that it is black and white/monochrome (except eyes) because this is my favourite colour style.

I sat like stunned from joy but then comes other feeling. Like insecurity. I had trouble knowing that it isn't my OC but me. With my backstory. With my real looks. And most importantly my personality and I love it.

To my OC I just want to say one thing. Thank you and fuck you. Thank you for these 2 years that you were with me. You were my first character that I drawed seriously. You were first OC whit whom I started drawing overall. And fuck you because you weren't real me. Welcome new me!

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