[pleaseforg3t]

Honestly I don’t know if I can do this much longer. I try to occupy the thoughts but I just take the steps back down into the darkness

[designbby]

[dailyflicks]

FLEABAG | 1x06

[pleaseforg3t]

Honestly I feel sick anytime I think about making contact. I rather .. just walk away at this point. I have so little family that it would make it even smaller if I did though and I think that’s the only thing making me want to try. But it’s the idea of a “family” I’m holding onto and not the actually people it includes. I’m just done having to be the “biggest person” or more “mature one”. Fuck that. I’m the youngest. I should be able to throw a fit and act like a child. Yall are suppose to be setting the examples in life.. well you know the example I learned from you? Is that family isn’t that important.. where were you for Mother’s Day while your mom was trying to not rip into me? At least I fucking showed up. You were out on a vacation with some bitch of the month. And then your mom chose to rip into me on her birthday thinking I was going to fight back. Fuck that. She just sealed the idea of I really don’t want yall around anymore or to have a relationship with the so called “family” that is blood related. And I just feel so sick having to make this choice.

[lonelycigs]

[drazhaq]

Currently on a nostalgia trip so I decided to redraw this really old assassination classroom comic.

A fight for the spot as Nagisa's best friend!

[pleaseforg3t]

In all honesty the dark thoughts are consuming me more. They come frequently and are getting harder to ignore

[mournfulroses]

Anaïs Nin, from a letter to Joaquin Nin, featured in Reunited: The Correspondence of Anais and Joaquin Nin, 1933-1940

[mournfulroses]

Anaïs Nin, from a novel titled "A Spy in the House of Love," published in 1954

[talonabraxas]

“Love is a sacred reserve of energy; it is like the blood of spiritual evolution.” — Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

[rylandsgrace]

The Princess Diaries (2001) dir. Garry Marshall

[pleaseforg3t]

I don't understand. I really don't, I would rather have a father who is just absent 100% of the time instead of just one that is there a quarter of the time when it's convenient for him and there's no one else. Getting my hopes up.

No wonder I have commitment issues. Why would I think anyone else would want to stay with me when my own dad puts every other damn female, in front of me. I’m tired of begging for time with family.

[ur-daily-inspiration]

[pleaseforg3t]

I feel so suffocated. Every time I’ve been able to catch my breath recently something else chokes me

[pleaseforg3t]

I can’t be put through the same thing again. I don’t want to be the only one constantly fighting for my friendships. I don’t want to feel secondhand stress and anxiety from someone else’s unhealthy relationships when I’m suppose to be supportive of a friend and listen to the problems going on. I can listen to every excuse that is made up to cover up when things go wrong. If I believe you’re making a stupid choice I will voice it. If you don’t see it I will walk away. I don’t want to but I’ve already been there. I can’t help you in life if you don’t even want to see things for what they are yourself. These friendships are literally part of why I’m afraid to get into my own romantic relationships. I rather be numb than feel anything at this point again. It’s heart breaking but you can’t help those who don’t actually want to be helped..

[pleaseforg3t]

Same fucking story just different person

[ur-daily-inspiration]