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Aunt met a guy who sells edibles and shrooms and shit and he gave her a business card that says Pardon My Hustle on the front .
where did fetty wap go i miss him ... i want him to be mine again baby
to the kids who hacked my soundcloud, downloaded every single privated song all the way back to when i was 18 that i have very intentionally tried to keep off the internet, and then leaked them for literally no reason, as well as bought an old password of mine off a data breach website, hacked an old google drive and instagram account of mine, and stole videos of me from highschool and middle school for, again, no reason... all the while taunting me about it in my dms from blank accounts and somehow still calling yourselves fans..... did you have fun? do you feel good?
#literally wtf???
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im not doing anything wrong and no one is mad at me
there must be a place for me in this world because here i am
my art doesnt suck
instagram is nothing to me
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right so i'm semi-awake so here's my level of enlightenment.
i personally (and this is based off of my experience with symptoms, my research and character traits) believe both haymitch & katniss have some sort of borderline shit (BPD) going on, with katniss’ being a lot more recognizable.
she sees people as either good or bad, there is no in between, just a very much black and white thinking (which is also apart of autism, which many like to headcanon she has.) when she's in what i would see as an episode, she's explosive and hurtful, and later feels herself sting from the consequences. in my head, peeta very much acts as her favorite person — and it is life or death without him, not because of romance necessarily, but rather their equal codependency and tether to similar traumas.
she lashes out at him in a way that i recognize has been very similar to splitting, and furthermore can be induced & aimed at anyone in particular. katniss can be very impulsive, and if not talked down or grounded will carry out risky tasks without thinking beforehand (e.g, the berries, & deciding to go on the false mission in 13.)
in haymitch's case however, i can very much see him having quiet BPD — all the rage and splitting in which would would often be outwards and visible, being turned inwards to himself. we're aware that haymitch has a lot of self destructive tendencies, his alcoholism being one of the prime figures. equally, his isolation and forced solitude from years of built-up trauma is a barrier that could aid his episodes & are of a trait that quiet bpd characterizes.
i think he also has a lot of derealization made worse BY his alcoholism and withdrawal when it appears, and extremely hypervigilant in nature (e.g sleeping with a knife.) his BPD would likely be bought on/coincide with his PTSD from the games, and whether he has a set diagnosis would be what makes him slightly more functional than katniss as he can get a helm on it. (i assume the capitol would diagnose post-games, just to pump their victors with solutions and keep them subdued and out of the image of illness.) i also find that he would (and this is from canon interpretations) have a lot of emotional dysregulation, made clear by dismissive behavior and cynicism, and only exacerbated by his drinking.
all this to say that in my opinion, this is one of the things that make them most alike, and ten times likely to clash because of their personal reactions to each other. while i think haymitch has grown out of black and white thinking (and is able to look between the lines,) katniss has definitely not, and so their definitions of each other differ.
ever since i got back on this wretched app all i've seen is heart wrenching everlark analysis...im home
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best part of running games of jackbox for random library teens was definitely all the times when jackbox would prompt them to be vulgar and i would be like i hope everyone can really impress me with how clever and not obvious their jokes are and this completely worked on them they were like i must find a joke even better than cum. but is it possible...? i must try. for Her. a woman who i just met who works at the library
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mercy seems like a long shot here, so my prayer for inauguration day 2025: may they be incompetent. may they just be really bad at implementation. may their egos choke their effectiveness. may they drown themselves week by week with infighting and selfish posturing. may they be easily distracted. may the very governors and senators and agencies and religious leaders that the new administration expects to be friendly force endless stalemates to preserve their own power. may every delay turn into a three ring blame circus so chaotic that no one remembers what they were doing. may the good and necessary parts of government be too boring to draw attention and keep running quietly in the background. may the next four years be full of sound and fury and signify nothing.