[plvsultra]

A goodbye? Maybe?

So uh.. Here’s the thing. I’ve been thinking for a very long time on quitting this blog. It’s just become too hard to keep consistent activity and all that. Mostly due to muse problems. And I honestly think that a reset wouldn’t fix it.

So, for those whom it may concern:

Keep reading

[plvsultra]

A goodbye? Maybe?

So uh.. Here’s the thing. I’ve been thinking for a very long time on quitting this blog. It’s just become too hard to keep consistent activity and all that. Mostly due to muse problems. And I honestly think that a reset wouldn’t fix it.

So, for those whom it may concern:

Keep reading

[plvsultra]

A goodbye? Maybe?

So uh.. Here’s the thing. I’ve been thinking for a very long time on quitting this blog. It’s just become too hard to keep consistent activity and all that. Mostly due to muse problems. And I honestly think that a reset wouldn’t fix it.

So, for those whom it may concern:

Keep reading

[plvsultra]

A goodbye? Maybe?

So uh.. Here’s the thing. I’ve been thinking for a very long time on quitting this blog. It’s just become too hard to keep consistent activity and all that. Mostly due to muse problems. And I honestly think that a reset wouldn’t fix it.

So, for those whom it may concern:

Keep reading

[plvsultra]

A goodbye? Maybe?

So uh.. Here’s the thing. I’ve been thinking for a very long time on quitting this blog. It’s just become too hard to keep consistent activity and all that. Mostly due to muse problems. And I honestly think that a reset wouldn’t fix it.

So, for those whom it may concern:

Keep reading

[plvsultra]

A goodbye? Maybe?

So uh.. Here’s the thing. I’ve been thinking for a very long time on quitting this blog. It’s just become too hard to keep consistent activity and all that. Mostly due to muse problems. And I honestly think that a reset wouldn’t fix it.

So, for those whom it may concern:

Keep reading

[plvsultra]

A goodbye? Maybe?

So uh.. Here’s the thing. I’ve been thinking for a very long time on quitting this blog. It’s just become too hard to keep consistent activity and all that. Mostly due to muse problems. And I honestly think that a reset wouldn’t fix it.

So, for those whom it may concern:

Lately it just has become more and more difficult to get Roberto to interact with anyone. He’s just growing more and more depressed and not only it makes interacting with people harder, it bums me out. That’s just how he is as a person and I think resetting wouldn’t help at all unless I changed many key factors, and at that point I think that wouldn’t be him anymore. I respect my character’s integrity, and it would feel like a different muse to me. Besides, I am an anxious person that has a very hard time finding new people to interact with, so bringing new people onto the mix is very very hard and in the end I don’t think it would help the situation at all.

Don’t take me wrong. I didn’t lose my muse. I have him and I love him very very very much so. I am never letting go of him. Specially after 7 years old development. 

If anyone still wants to plot with him, hit me up on skype. If you don’t have me there send me a message and I’ll pass you the info. 

To anyone who has relations to him: I am not sure the best approach to take here. I’d like to say consider him dead, but if you think that would be too much for your muse just go with }”he disappeared and I’ve never seen him again”. Also if anyone wanna set up about keeping any of his pets that works too just hit me up I’d actually be happy to since he probably would give them away in such a situation. But TLDR: He ded. I won’t go into any specifics, I don’t think it’s necessary

I will keep this blog as an archive. My ass I am deleting all these YEARS of rps and stuff. So ye.

Maybe I will return one day. Maybe I will do a revamp on him on a different blog. But that will take a while. I’d like to give him a long time to breathe before I go putting him onto tumblr again

So yeah, basically. Goodbye this blog. Hit me up on skype if you still wanna plot. 

Find me here:

https://alongphase.tumblr.com/ (indie oc rp blog I’m working on rn)

http://bowniee.tumblr.com/ (personal)

Sleep well sweet prince and may flights of angels sing thee to thy rest

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Reblog if you would like anonymous opinions about your muse!

[plvsultra]

missameliajones:

It’s cool 

well, 

what would help? So like, next time, when I meet someone or see you, I kow what to say? Should I just say hello and move on? Or like, do I compliment better? 

Well just-- If you say something and they disagree don’t try to linger on it. Just say “I disagree but whatever you say” or something. Certain things are best left alone specially when you are not familiar with that person

[little-miss-sunshower-deactivat]

Oh, uh

It’s fine. Really, I know it can be hard when you didn’t want the compliment and didn’t expect it and all that. And everything you said. I mean it all makes sense. You probably get a lot of people trying to help when you don’t want it. 

[plvsultra]

I guess-- I mean, people have good intentions but they don’t know how to help. They don’t know what’s going on or what I need. And I heard the same thing so many times at this point it just makes me angry

Thank you. For the compliment. I understand you meant it, but I am not good at dealing with it. Sorry

[little-miss-sunshower-deactivat]

Well I mean

You know 

Ugh

I dunno what to tell you, man. I just thought your hair looks nice and that you have a good face. I didn’t mean to make you fell awful or anything. Sorry about that, if I did. 

I can’t say anything about your body. I mean, I haven’t seen it and you’re probably a better judge of that, and I’m sure people were dicks. People are always dicks. 

But I don’t think that’d change your good cheekbones and all. 

I dunno

[plvsultra]

[the realization hits him, and he just sighs]

I-- I’m sorry. You were tring to be nice. I’ve just been a dick these days, you didn’t deserve this

I kind of lost my brain filter and since then words just.. Come out

[little-miss-sunshower-deactivat]

plvsultra:

I don’t like food. And it’s not a few scars it’s— A very deep burn scar that goes through my whole body. I don’t have toes, it’s that bad

Well, maybe we can find some food you like, if you’re up for it. If not, I know a good brand of vitamins you might try out. They’re pretty great. And uh, well, that’s a bigger scar than some have, but eh. I’ve seen a lot of people with big scars. It’d take a lot to surprise me. 

[plvsultra]

I don’t like any food; Food terrifies me. And yeah I take stuff but it doesn’t really help with the weight thing, I’m just kind of doomed

[shrugs]

It’s really easy to say that. Everyone says that. But then they turn around and say you are not really what they expected and that you just want something different. Or just shower you with compliments to make them feel better about themselves for helping out and being the good guy in teh situation without taking into consideration that the other person might not want to hear that because maybe being called “pretty” or something on those lines hurts more than actually just being called ugly

[plvsultra]

missameliajones:

Eh. I mean, I’d try to feed you a bunch, get you to a sturdier weight, but I don’t mind scars or that kind of thing at all. It’s no big deal right? I mean, as far as I’m concerned. I dunno anyone who can get through life without a couple, at least. 

I don’t like food. And it’s not a few scars it’s--- A very deep burn scar that goes through my whole body. I don’t have toes, it’s that bad

[plvsultra]

missameliajones:

I mean, I wasn’t gonna say that. People have their tastes, you know? It’s rude though. I dunno. I like what you got going on. [she makes a vague gesture at the whole of his body] I still think you’re nice looking. And I dunno what you mean about fixing your eyes, cause they look nice too. Did you get lasic? 

I got a cornea transplant. Apparently I was legally blind

Well-- It’s easy to say that--- I have like, 9 layers of clothes on me. I weight like 98 pounds, completely covered in scars, I don’t have one leg-- There’s lots of issues here

[plvsultra]

missameliajones:

To fix your butt? I dunno, I think you look nice. You’re selling yourself short.

My eyes, I fixed my eyes. And nah... My whole life people told me I was ugly. A lot of people. So I guess it’s a popular opinion and thinking otherwise is lying to myself

[little-miss-sunshower-deactivat]

plvsultra:

I don’t have good looks, I just have good hair. Don’t mix the two up

You can have both. You have a pretty face too. Good cheekbones. Nice butt, you know? 

[plvsultra]

...... are you blind? Because I just had thisa one surgery taht pretty much fixed it. You could try it out

[little-miss-sunshower-deactivat]

plvsultra:

It’s… Just like this.. Naturally. My brother has the same hair and he uses all fancy stuff and his hair actually looks worse. But that’s probably how he cuts it, too

I mean, that’s obnoxious. My hair is so difficult by comparison. I hope you appreciate that. Not everyone can just have your good looks.

[plvsultra]

I don’t have good looks, I just have good hair. Don’t mix the two up