being alive is a strange thing one day you're festering like a wound. and the next you take a shower. you change your sheets. you clean your room. you study a little. and life feels worth it again. then you go to sleep and the same nightmares haunt you. and there's nothing you can do about it. there's nothing else to do but to wake up to another day. dress and fester. dress fester. fester and dress. it is to say that life goes on with or without you.








