I hope you heal
When the night gets dark I abandon sleep
Taking medication when I don't need them.
Reciting my sad poetry to heaven
The Gods didn't listen and the Goddesses ignored.
It's too hard aching in my heart
Hate loved me first.
It was there when I was alone
It was there when I was bleeding
It was there when I was crying
It was there when I was dying.
It was there when darkness looked like light
And love hated me because it put the bandage when the damage has been done.
Crying endless nights
Another sun shines new pain.
The universe left me in a void
I'll let the stars rot me.
Faith doesn't always come in numbers
I hope you heal what hasn't been healed.









