blessed with beauty & rage

[poison-tana]

ooc: from one human being that has actually a victim of racial hatred assault, you crossed the line there. Are you of color? Or anything besides caucasian and have you been a victim of real racism?

OOC:

Hi! First of all, just going to point out that Santana is honestly canonically horrible. She is canonically racist, even towards other POC. It’s terrible and I don’t condone it in the least. That being said, this is my character speaking. This is not me. I do not condone racism or prejudice towards any person, regardless of race.

To answer your questions, I am not a poc. I am caucasian. I did not mean to hurt or offend anyone. It was my character, and I often times lose control of my characters. I have seen a lot of racism and it hurts me. I have six younger siblings who are poc. I grew up seeing people be racist towards my close family, and I would never wish that upon anyone. I’m very sorry that you’re a victim of racial hatred. In the future, if Santana says anything that could upset you or anyone else I will tag it as #racism tw. For the most part, Santana just likes to make joke-y statements about ~silly white girls~, but this time it got a bit out of hand and I apologize.

Please remember that anything Santana says is my character, not me. I am not Santana. I am way cooler.

[acabellasberry-blog]

Hmm, 1920’s. That would be a fabulous time period to perform in. Note to self: audition for more shows set in the 1920’s.

…Thank you for your public service to the people?

[poison-tana]

I don't know or care what you're babbling about. Notes to self are generally meant to be to self.

No problem. Anytime.

[johanna-spencer-blog]

'Your people, 'my people'. Jesus Christ, and people wonders why we never progress.

Ok, then I can call you ‘little brown girl’, because by your own logic, that’s what you are and since it isn’t a lie, no one should care or be offended. I was merely trying to have a conversation but for that’s too much to ask of you, so from here on I win’t make the same mistake again and I would appreciate the same from you.

[poison-tana]

We don't progress because you're still more interested in your white pain than actual problems.

Call me whatever you want. I'm done here. Have a nice existence, watch your back, ect.

[hummelise-blog]

I would pay so much money to see you in a flapper headband.

Why were you in Alabama to begin with?

[poison-tana]

1 million dollars or bust.

Oh, you know. Just felt an urge to pop your murder cherry and thought it would be a great place to find a piece of shit guy who deserved it. Or I just couldn't control much of anything and ended up there.

[johanna-spencer-blog]

Not even gonna deny it? Wow, you just get better with age. And yeah, whoever told you I would listen to you, they lied, sorry to inform you. What good is being a two legged snake when you wouldn’t be able to get close to me?

[poison-tana]

I'm not going to deny it because your reverse racism plee is stupid and overused. Calling you a little white girl isn't racist, it's just me calling you a little white girl after my people were (and are) oppressed by your people for far too long. So no, I'm not going to waste my time standing up for myself. Because frankly, you don't matter, and no one cares if a skinny little white girl is called "little white girl". Talk to me when you experience actual racism. Oh wait, that's never.

[johanna-spencer-blog]

Who’s the racist now?

[poison-tana]

Please stop talking. I just got my poison back and I'm bored.

[hummelise-blog]

First of all, YAS to the 1920’s.

Second of all, please tell me you at least wore a ski mask. The last thing I need is a wanted poster with my face on it the next time I go on a joy ride.

[poison-tana]

The 1920's were alright, aside from the obvious shit.

I didn't, but...okay, yeah. Just stay away from Alabama in the 20's.

[johanna-spencer-blog]

I got harassed and assaulted by wannabe actresses, I would’ve traded with you gladly.

[poison-tana]

Of course you would, guera.

[poison-tana]

[Left in Santana's pillowcase: Dear Santana, if you're reading this, it means you're back in your body and I'm back in mine by some twist of fate. I just wanted to say thanks for the help, and I'm sorry. I may not be officially on anyone's side, but let's just say I'm on yours. xx]

[johanna-spencer-blog]

Sounds like you had the best experience out of all of us.

[poison-tana]

Yeah. I got yelled at for wearing pants, killed a man for beating his slave and got accused of being a witch. I only made it out because I got zoomed back to my own damn body. Regular fucking joy ride.

[poison-tana]

Alright, cool. I just spent a couple days in the 1920's. Not on purpose. And then I got fucking magically transported back to my room. Whatever, let's hope Elise is in better control of her shit ass powers.

Also, if anyone you love blinks out of existence, I probably killed their great grandfather. But he definitely deserved it.

[hummelise-blog]

[PRIVATE]

[hummelise-blog]

A cookie? You want me to eat a cookie? Is it a poison cookie? …It’s a delicious cookie.

Oh, and please do yourself a favor and go get laid while you don’t have poison genitals. I won’t mind, I promise.

[poison-tana]

It's a weed cookie. Have fun, watch cartoon network.

I haven't had poisonous genitals since I was seventeen, sweetie. I've matured. And honestly, I'm not too sure how to seduce someone without my killer rack and DSL. Usually I just kind of remove my top. Maybe I'll buy you a push up bra or two.

[hummelise-blog]

[PRIVATE]

[hummelise-blog]

…Probably.

I woke up with a killer headache, is that normal? Do yourself a favor and go to Woodstock. It’s a regular party. If you run into me/yourself, just say hola. I’m used to it.

[poison-tana]

Headache? I mean, yeah. I got them a lot when I was younger. Actually, I just remembered. Um. Go in my top drawer and you'll find some wrapped up goodies. Eat a cookie, the whole thing. It'll help you with control and probably with the headache.

Fine. I'll go to Woodstock. If I can figure it out.

[hummelise-blog]

[PRIVATE]

[hummelise-blog]

They won’t kill you. Not if I have anything to say about it. If it happens, I’ll go back in time and get you back. Don’t worry.

I’ll see if I can get some lessons from him. My brain hurts, and so does my chest. I don’t think I’ll have to fake being sick tomorrow. Oh, but you should. Isn’t there something you’ve wanted to see? 

[poison-tana]

Isn't it dangerous to fuck with the past like that?

Hey, it's probably just because you're in my shitty body. Those boobs don't weigh nothing. Anyway, yeah. Good luck with today. I mean, not really? I've never been too interested in the past...since, you know, I'm too brown not to be a slave. Hey, but now I'm white. 

[hummelise-blog]

[PRIVATE]

[hummelise-blog]

You’ve made your point. Oh, god, Sofia. No wonder she hates me now, too. I don’t want to know, don’t tell me. Now the question is, how do we stop this?

That’s a real superpower and gift. You should share that ability with the class. You implied that you’d watch my movie, which is the nicest thing I think you’ve ever said to me. There are 27 bones in each hand, I’ve broken them all at least once. Don’t worry, you barely feel it anymore.

[poison-tana]

The rebels have to win. They have to win and fix things. There's no other way. It's all I count on everyday. I know I'll be on the losing side, I'm sure they'll kill me...but they have to fucking win.

wish I could. Ask my brother, he's even better at it. The real pro. Okay, but that doesn't mean I want to do it.

[hummelise-blog]

[PRIVATE]

[hummelise-blog]

I know, I know you’re right. But they’re going to literally murder and torture everyone I love if I don’t, and I can’t live with that kind of guilt. The 1980’s are great, once you get past the trainwreck fashion. 

It does. I’m really sorry. I’m sure a ton of people have told you that, just to say something, but I mean it. That’s… not something you want to live with. Bambi? Where’d that one come from? Hint: It helps if you actually hold a remote control. Just channel, instead of pushing the button. It focuses the power. And watch your hands. If you break one, I’ve got supplies in the medicine cabinet.

[poison-tana]

And if you do I'm going to murder you. And guess what? They're going to torture them just as much if you join. Them saying otherwise is a lie. Sofia and I joined just to save ourselves and we're still getting tortured. It never ends.

I'm fine. I stopped feeling years ago. Yes, Bambi. You're brunette and boring and I would definitely fall asleep during your movie. Wait, I could break my hand? Yeah, NOPE. Not doing that shit.

[hummelise-blog]

[PRIVATE]

[hummelise-blog]

I see what they’re doing to you, just by your room. Nobody should live like this, or be tortured just because of me, or something that I did. I’m about to volunteer myself as tribute, because I don’t even want to know how many people they’ve tortured just because I’m an idiot. Or how many people they will torture just because I need validation for my existence from the entire universe.I can’t do anything until I’m back in my body, anyway. I just… fuck.

Your life story. I was expecting a little more teenage angst and possibly a sexuality crisis once you woke up as me, but I mean, I’ll take what I can get. Right now I’m trying to now spew poison everywhere. I’m not saying it’ll be easy, but you should try time-traveling before you get out of my body. You know, maybe fast-forward life until we’re all happy, and this shit is boring.

[poison-tana]

Don't you fucking dare. Joining up with the government team would only make things worse and you know it. The last thing they need is someone who can go back in time and kill everyone who started this stupid rebellion. No. Jusy stay where you are...or else I'll go hide in the 80's until this is all done with.

I accidentally killed my boyfriend during sex in my junior year, if that adds to it. But my sexuality crisis happened way before all this, Bambi. And it wasn't that much of a crisis. I haven't even been able to fast forward the Hulu commercials...but I'll try.