my media problem
i’ve used social media since i was really young.
i think deep down, it started because i always felt left out. lonely.
most of the time, i just wanted to remind people that i still exist.
even now, it feels like not many people want to interact with me,
so that feeling of being alone never really left.
maybe i was craving attention — not in a loud way,
just quietly hoping someone would notice me.
i felt like i wasn’t getting enough of it growing up.
but at the same time, i was always ashamed of wanting it.
embarrassed, even guilty, for needing something so… human.















