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The endless possibilities, running in circles around my head

This is a face of frustration mixed with want. For change!

After an amazing weekend, something else has to come along to ruffle settled feathers. Life seems to be a continuous cycle of trying and pleasing and mini-victories that get blurred out by failures which makes me feel like I’m scraping through a life that should have more smooth sailing journeys then the constant rough and toughies from 2 years.

Just gotta keep clear goals in sight and work towards them.

Momentous Occasions

Such as the past week spent mourning and remembering Lee Kuan Yew. We were sure #blessed to have had him as our Founding Prime Minister and more.

Now sitting in my boyfriend’s comfy armchair with a deliciously cheesy gouda biscuit from Amsterdam in my mouth, I am content.

And that is momentous in itself!

Horace Walpole said...

“This world is a comedy to those that think; a tragedy to those that feel.”

#pollyestherthoughts

Today is one of those days

When I feel pretty shit for a number of reasons and I can’t really shake it off

When I don’t understand why people think/feel/behaving/live the lifes they do, and I don’t really want to be around them either

When I think I’d just prefer to be swimming a pool filled with clear cool water and read the many books we bought at Kinokuniya with our new membership card (20% discount)

When I might just need some endorphins to make me feel better, but I’m stuck in an office at a job that I am about to depart from in the next few weeks

When I don’t really look forward to many things that I normally would, but it’s not depression just probably my mood affecting everything today

SIGH

And when LYK is probably drifting in and out of consciousness in his bed at Singapore General Hospital and I hope he figures out that whether or not we appreciate what he did for our country (he probably doesn’t give a shit either hahaha), he should also think for himself and his afterlife and where he wants to head to after making a great contribution to the world at large.

I wonder what really matters to him now. I think his thoughts are probably with the late Mrs Lee, and nothing else.

puffnasty

nobody knows it but me when I slip yeah I slip, I’m still an animal

Meh. This is today.

I HAZ GOT AN OFFER AND THIS IS MY JUBILOUS DANCE!

The Truth will always Prevail

You can count on it!

These sayings as sayings for a good reason - they make a lot more sense than some people around us, and sense is reassuring. TGIF! and TGFGS! (Thank God for Good Sense!)