Paintball/DJ Enthusiast

[leidgott]

[polywarrior]

I am a ruiner of all thing. Myself included #depressionhurts #justonemorecut #sadness #tiredofthefight #nightbringsmonsters

[polywarrior]

Yup #allthedamntime #fuckthisplace #iwanttoleave #icantstandit #giveup #fuckit

[theunknowngirlsworld-deactivate]

[polywarrior]

Yup

[off-to-neverland-wonderland-dea]

cut

tease

cut

deeper

deeper

longer

different directions

[lara-emily]

You know things are bad when your eyes are dry and it’s your wrists that cry

Lara Emily (via lara-emily)

[9xsovia]

[laura-palmers-library]

[justlittleblackrainclouds]

this ones for the boys.

the boys that nobody realises are hurting.

the boys who feel hopeless and need to hurt themselves to make life a little more bearable.

the boys who starve themselves because they are worried about how they look.

the boys who need help.

girls aren’t the only ones going through things, boys just hide it better.

they are sensitive too, even though they don’t show it.

so…

              RIP

…to those who died fighting, and to the rest,

…carry on.

boys hurt too.

sincerely, a girl who notices.

[polywarrior]

It actually hurts less than i had thought. Less of an "ouch" more of a soothing feeling. Perhaps deeper and longer would make a sane justification of this.. this bullshit pain that does not cease. #depression #imsorry #daughter #depressionformen #guyscanbesadtoo

[broken-and-recovering-deactivat]

I wish I had someone that I could call every time I was about to relapse. Someone who would know that when I say I’m okay or I’m just tired, that there’s more to it than that. Someone who knows when I shouldn’t be left alone and when I should. Someone who could make me feel love and hope when I feel like I have none. Someone who I could completely trust with my thoughts no matter how messed up. Someone who I know would always protect and stand by me. Someone who would do all of this for me because they know I would do the same for them.

r.h 2 am thoughts (via broken-and-recovering)

I miss having this person around #justnotthesame #imissthem #allthispain #dontknowwhattodo

[msmcmurphy]

[polywarrior]

Right? #depressionhurts #alcaholtosooththepain #barelyfeeli ng #cantdecide #why #notjustforgirls

[queerlysad]

[polywarrior]

I know the feeling all too well #allthetime #lonely #whatsthepoint #friends? #thisplace #fuck'em

[polywarrior]

All the feels in the world #tired #givingup #throwmeaway #alone #perff

[polywarrior]

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Fooling around on the decks = too much fun 😊 #newgoreorder #borgoreistheman #borgore #djingissomuchfun #musicislife #musicisthebest #decksfodays #loveingit #momusicmoproblems #toomuchsweg #decisions #bitcheslovecake #illurminaty #wantmoregear #practisepractisepractise #shouldhaveapartysoon #onelove #muchlove #sydolyf

[polywarrior]

Just a couple misfits looking to cap some fools @jonnie_duzen #paintball #paintballerballers #legit #sogood #ilovepaintball #bestsport ##cantwait

[polywarrior]

Nice relaxing longie after a day of beasting around the p-ball fields. So damn good :). #godssport #bestworkout #paintball #paintballerballers #thefunnestthingaround #gettingmoreandmoregear :) #gonnahaveagunsoon #loveit #whoscomingnexttime #hitinthearmstoday #waytoohottoday #lovetheaircon.

[polywarrior]

Whos ready for paintball.....THIS GUY ;) #paintball #paintballgettup #bossnigga #keenas