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I miss the way we use to be. I know things change but it’s so hard trying to live everyday without being able to talk to you like i use to. You were the first person I talked to and the last person I talked to everyday. I know I can talk to you whenever but I also feel like I’m bothering you and doesn’t seem like you care. The way we talk isn’t the same, I dread ending the call because I don’t know when I’ll hear your voice again. I know nothing is going to be the same. I miss you, you’re my rock.

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“I didn’t want to scream at him, but the silence between us was worse.”

— Excerpt from a book I will never write #1293

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“You have my heart and I have nothing left.”

— Mimosa Lee (via mimosaleewrites)

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“Im not the girl you wanted she will be in your future while i am just someone from the past.”

— Excerpt from a book I will never write #1352

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“Maybe we weren’t meant to be. But he made me feel, like no one had ever. He fed me a lot of bullshit, told me how beautiful I am, how perfect I was. I realized too late that he never meant a single word he said. He gave me pain and joy in the shortest time. Never will I forget what he said, ‘I love you. Just say it, and I’m all yours. We’ll last forever, baby. I know it.’ Which just makes me ask, how long does forever last? But I still choose to keep loving him forever.”

— Excerpt from a book I will never write #1359

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“I hate you. For giving up on me after you constantly reassured me you never would. For putting me down so much, and mostly for making me feel like I was the bad guy.”

— Excerpt from a book I will never write #1384 // my mom made me see the real you, and I guess she doesn’t have bad advice after all

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“Some days I want you. Some days I’m glad we’re no longer how we used to be. Some days i wake up hoping to see a text from you. Some days I’m glad you never text. Some days I can’t imagine my life without you. Some days I can’t imagine you being in my life for any longer.”

— Excerpt from a book I will never write #1388 // everyday i wonder about what could we have been

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“One day I realised I was the ocean and you were a littered plastic bottle someone had thrown into me. I tried to give you a home but you poisoned me instead and forced me to leave you up onshore.”

— Excerpt from a book I will never write #1392

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“You’re pushing me over the edge, but I don’t care enough to stop you.”

— Excerpt from a book I will never write #1393

Christmas time:

Me: oh look, it’s that time of the year again. It’s the season of getting my heartbroken again and the feeling of being abandoned by the only person I trust and talk to the most. What a wonderful month, this hasn’t happened for 4 years. Wow different year same shit. Happy holidays.